☕️ - "is this okay?" "it's more than okay." and" can I have one more hug?"" you don't even have to ask" with poly!jarah with reader who is still a little nervous abt the relationship and is scared to ask for hugs and stuff?
𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭
6 - " is this okay? " " it's more than okay "
10 - " can i have one more hug? " " baby, you don't have to ask "
your first relationship was an odd one.
never would you have guessed that your first relationship would be with two people.
but you loved jj and sarah and you knew they loved you too.
that fact didnt make you any less nervous about fucking things up.
they had both been in relationships before eachother and before you , and your lack of experience was a sensitive spot for you.
the three of you had taken residence at sarah's house for the night, none of you wanting to shove your new relationship in the face of your lover's exes, and after ordering dinner for the three of you, you settled yourself down on your bed, moving to hesitantly rest your head against jj's chest, sarah laid comfortably on the other side of him.
you laid there stiffly, not wanting to get too comfortable or fidget too much, but when laying stiffly started to hurt your side, you had to relax against his side, unable to stop the words spilling from your lips.
" is this okay? " you questioned, your gaze flicking over to the two blondes at your side.
sarah lifted her head to look at you with slightly furrowed brows, sharing the mildly confused look with jj.
" it's more than okay, baby " jj replied, wrapping his arm around you to pull you further into him, pressing a kiss onto the top of your head while sarah slid her hand across jj's torso to link her fingers with yours.
the three of you laid like that with your laptop playing on jj's lap in the middle of all of you until you heard the door and went to go and collect your food.
unbeknownst to you, as you were padding down the stairs of your house, jj and sarah were discussing the three words you had uttered earlier.
you were unpacking the food on the kitchen counter when the two of them emerged from your room and sat on the bar stools on the other side of you.
when the both of them said nothing and looked at you, you were mildly confused, a small part of you wondering if you had done something wrong.
" what ?" you questioned, pausing your movements of unpacking the food.
" did we do something to upset you ?" sarah questioned.
your eyebrows shot up in confusion.
" what? no, of course not. what would make you think that ?"
" you've been really...nervous around us for the last couple weeks. we thought maybe we had done something to upset you. " jj explained.
oh. they'd picked up on your behaviour.
" if we didnt do anything, then why have you been so nervous around us ?" sarah questioned, leaning against the counter.
you took a moment before you answered.
" this is all really new to me, okay? i've never been in a relationship before, let alone one with three people...i didnt want to do something to mess it up because i really like what we have going.. "
it felt nice to finally get it off your chest but you were now just terrified of their reply.
it took a moment but they. both stood from their stools and headed over to you, sarah wrapping her arms around you first with jj following suit.
" you're not going to mess anything up. this is new for us too, but we care about you and we don't want you to be scared of ruining this. "
jj's voice vibrated against your back and it caused a smile to spread across your face.
they went to pull away but you grabbed both of their hands before they could get too far.
" can i have one more hug ?"
" baby, you don't have to ask. " sarah replied, instantly wrapping you back up in her arms with jj's much larger ones encircling both of you.
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My favorite thing about comics is finding independent artists online or at conventions. I love finding the most unheard of pieces of media hidden in the back of comic book stores, or a small artist promoting their webcomic online, or reading through Webtoon Canvas. I love having conversations with people who are making their own comics for the first time and looking at their OCs and worldbuilding.
Because after years of supporting people, years of liking their work online, years of scrapped ideas, hiatuses, and highs and lows,
Owning a physical comic book by someone who you've watched struggle for years to achieve their goals is the most satisfying experience in the world
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