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the desperation you can feel in hyune's love paintings, how the couple seems to be lost in each other's embrace, clutching tightly to one another.. they're entwined so strongly until they become one and the rest of their bodies fade, the love becoming the one thread tying them together.. i love love and i love how he represents love, my favorite artist <3
also this painting is incredible,, the sheer emotions expressed through the brush strokes and the color choice, the way the body seems almost bruised.. the way the protagonist is kind of sinking into his bed, his head disappearing as he hides into his pillow, the same way you sometimes want the darkness to submerge you until you become one with the shadows and your pain can no longer reach you
#i could talk about hus paintings for hours i swear#he's improved so so so much#my talented hyune i love him dearly#sahar's.thoughts <3
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Fic recs
some of the fics I've read on here that really left a mark on me. some of them contain smut and i will mark them as such, mdni with those!
the dating experiment | hyunjin x reader. slow burn. fluff. angst. fake dating. @caseiloveu
one of my fav hyunjin fics, the whole setting is so cute and if you love pining you'll love this!
adulthood can wait | jeongin x reader. fluff. reassurance. @inniejeonginnie
the sweetest innie fic. it made me feel very seen and comforted on a topic that makes me anxious!!
wedding cake samples | felix x reader. fluff. @caseiloveu
this was sooo cute. the idea is original too and their relationship was the cutest.
evermore | hyunjin x reader. non idol!au, slow burn. barista hyunjin. fluff. smut. @staytheword
one of the first hyunjin fics i read on here but i still remember it!! it's so well written and their relationship is so soft :(
nothing, everything | han x reader. angst. comfort. @inniejeonginnie
the softest han comfort. truly felt like drinking warm tea on a cold day.
jealousy, jealousy! | series of ot8 x reader where the boys/reader are jealous. some of them have smut. @candlewaxandp0lar0ids
i remember i read all the 8 parts of this series in one go, i loved how it was written and how natural it flowed!
royal guard!minho x princess!reader | fluff, angst, light smut @leviackermanscleaningbuddy
i love royal aus and this was amaaaazing!!!!! loved LOVED the tension that comes with forbidden love
better left unsaid | minho x reader. angst. @felixore
i read this so long ago but i remember thinking THIS IS REAL ANGST. loved it
eighteen | best friend seungmin x reader. university au. slow burn. fluff. angst @soobnny
ONE OF THE BEST seungmin fic on this app!! read this at 3am and i couldn't pause it because it got me hooked LOVED it sm!!!!!
the things we define as love | seungmin x reader. university au. strangers to lovers. fluff @soobnny
another AMAZING seungmin fic (you're the best seungmin writer on here), i remember reading it and thinking this is pure poetry
in between | jeongin x reader. angst. fluff. mutual pining. @inniejeonginnie
the perfect combination of angst and fluff that makes you want to reach inside your phone to make the characters CONFESS
what I'm looking for | seungmin x reader. strangers to lovers. hidden identity (escaping from a marriage). fluff. hurt/comfort. @rachalixie
reading this felt like finding shelter on a stormy day. i loved it so much. seungmin brainrot that's all i have to say.
butterfly bandage | bang chan x reader. uni au. fluff. angst. smut. @subskz
one of the best written pieces I've ever read, truly. this series amazes me and i don't want it to end. so so beautifully written.
the enemies to lovers project | minho x reader. enemies to lovers. uni au. slight angst. fluff. @softukiyos
I LOVED THIS SMM. the progress of their relationship felt so real and the idea is so original too. such a delight to read.
bunny | neighbor minho x reader. strangers to lovers. angst. fluff. smut. @tasteleeknow
such a comforting read!!! i loved the way minho was portrayed as the gentlest man to exist. which he is!!!!!
everything and no one | minho x reader. maidservant!reader x prince!minho. forbidden love. smut. @tasteleeknow
one of my favorite written pieces as well. the soap detail really stuck with me and the progress was so beautiful, wish i could read it for the first time again.
red | chan x reader. fluff. angst with a happy ending. @rachalixie
this was a poetic trip through Taylor's song red. loved LOVED the way it was written and the symbolic of the color red.
i didn't accidentally love you | hyunjin x reader. fluff. uni au. @amelee23
poetry club and poetic writing. one of the cutest hyunjin fics ever that made me giggle so hard.
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wait i just realized seungmin's caramel hair is GONE NOOOOO ☹️☹️☹️
#you'll be so missed 💔💔💔#it's so fluffy#never giving up my “his hair smells like heaven” agenda#sahar's.thoughts <3#seungmin
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i need to discuss changbin's and seungmin's incredibly thoughtful but underrated friendship because i just rewatched their 2kidsroom and omg i feel sick
"i tease you but i know where the line is better than anyone else" seung to changbin,, THIS LINE RAHHHHH, it says i know your personality and i know ur moods and i know when to push u and i know when to stop because I KNOW U and to be known is to be loved ah im sick
"for the first time in a while, i cried while listening to a song. it wasn't because of the lyrics or anything. it was just really touching to watch you sing." changbin to seungmin, oh this wrecked me because seung's voice in love poem was so touching and seeing the kid's reaction to it made it even more special to me AND FOR CHANGBIN TO CRY FROM SHEER PRIDE FOR SEUNGMIN????? RAGHHHHH PAIN X 2
"...so to think you were so devastated you had to talk to me. (seung)
(binnie in the quietest most gentle voice ever) but i told you that because it's you."
no this one actually hurt me because, to always keep ur burdens to urself but then only open up to one person because u KNOW they'll understand omg i feel sick
"when I'm with you, i don't feel afraid to do anything." seung to changbin OH THIS.. THIS IS MY NEW ROMAN EMPIRE changbin is such a reliable figure for all of skz and to know that seungmin loves him sm he actually doesn't feel afraid to do ANYTHING by his side.. i need 3 days to recover
#i need someone like changbin in my life he's so emotionally mature and reliable#i feel like being with him u won't have to worry a lot he just has that protective reliable vibe#and seung is so emotionally intelligent too he's very perceptive#how do i sign up to be their friend how do i infiltrate skz?????#sahar's.thoughts <3
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for a little positivity on the tl!!! share your favorite stayblr accounts or fics that you think deserve more recognition (it can even be your own!!)
I'll start!! this hyunjin fic (the world does not exist at night by @hyu7eii ) might be the best hyune fic I've ever read and it's so underrated, just pure poetry
nothing, everything by @inniejeonginnie, very human and realistic, love cannot make you feel better instantly but it is the light at the end of the tunnel and this portrayed it perfectly
X marks the spot where we fall apart by @nicolagreta soo angsty it made me so sad :( like i physically felt it in my bones
on the same angsty note there is marry me by @liknws AND IT WRECKED ME. so beautifully written but in an achy way. very delicious pain
burden by @ellestray and it's one of the most accurate representation of han I've ever read, the dialogue is so mature yet so beautiful. i loved it so muchhh
everything by @sugrlamb THE REASSURANCE IS EVERYTHING IN THIS ONE, i need this specific seungmin.
special by @amelee23 this is different than usual skz pieces on here but it's so heartfelt and raw and the love is very pure in it, i loved it, a very fitting title
the mini love letter series by @agi-ppangx , FIRST such a cute concept, second the emotional rollercoaster from fluffy to angsty has me in a chokehold. (op i promise I'll reblog with my full thoughts soon!!!)
and i need more ppl to read butterfly bandage by @subskz , labyrinth by @soobnny and forgive me for what I haven't done by @rachalixie . I'll never stop shouting my love for these fics they're so perfectly written, like pure art, like i can't believe I'm reading this for free type of writing
#pls share ur fav fics i wanna read moreeeeeeeee#also ik this is motivating to writers which in turn makes them write more pieces for us that we can giggle/cry/lose our minds over SO#win win FOR ALL PARTIES#please give these fics a read I PROMISE IT'S SOOO WORTH IT#ily all good nightt ❣️#fic recs#sahar's.thoughts <3
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i literally was thinking about this yesterday before going to sleep.. small joys really go a long way. i learned this the hard way but, if you spend your entire life waiting for an epiphany where you'll finally experience this everlasting happiness then, odds are you'll never truly be happy..
#I think true peace starts with finding happiness in the things surrounding you#like watching sunsets!!! we take that for granted a lot because wdym the sky becomes like a painting everyday just for us#or having your favorite drink or eating your favorite food#buying yourself icecream#reading a good book#going on a walk while listening to music#you shouldn't wait for happiness to come you should just look for it closely all around you#so i hope u are all having a very beautiful day!!! do something you love today#even if it's silly just do it!!!! I'll go on a walk laterrr#sahar's.thoughts <3
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oki here is a rough draft of the quotes series I'm working on, so I'd actually force myself to work on these
(these will be fics inspired by my favorite quotes or said quotes will be included as dialogue :))
chan : soulmates!au, with a twist "on purpose. i love you on purpose."
minho : pre-established relationship, to strangers to lovers "to love someone is to firstly confess, im prepared to be devastated by you"
changbin : fwbs with so much tension it might explode. "if i kissed you right now, i don't think I'd be able to stop." and "please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it"
hyunjin : art students with forced proximity to lovers. "and maybe if i loved you less I'd be able to talk about it more"
han : enemies (actual ones this time) to lovers. "I'll take care of you. it's rotten work. not to me, not if it's you."
felix : im still not sure about this one, but there are two strong quotes contenders : "for a while it was love. wasn't it? for me it was love" and "i will not have you, without the darkness that lies within you. you will not have me, without the madness that makes me. if our demons cannot dance, neither can we."
seungmin : friends to lovers but with unrequited love as an appetizer. "oh god, please. please. love me. love me. desperation sits heavy on my tongue."
jeongin : strangers to lovers. my fav genre of innie : with a big fat crush. "in the train we swap seats. you wanted the window and i wanted to look at you."
#you can tell meee which ones you're most excited forrrr#it motivates me the most#I'm already halfway through han's!!!#I'll work on these mainly but i might post a drabble or two if i feel inspired jdhdbjd#i hope you'll like this series too just like the song series 🥹#sahar's.thoughts <3#skz quotes series#skz x reader#stray kids x reader
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here is the essay that no one asked for because long for you is my fav hyunjin song and one of my all time favorite songs (it spoke to the yearner in me)
first the hauntingly beautiful melody 😭 as soon as i heard the whistles in the beginning i thought of the melancholic chirping of birds that feels like they’re calling out to someone who is far out of their reach, and it just sets the tone for this excruciating nostalgia throughout the song, for a time that has passed that we cannot go back to again.
at the beginning i thought this was about longing for a loved one but when hyunjin said that it’s about ‘missing your past that has lost its shine, and therefore longing for everything from back then’ the song just got more devastating for me, because (imo) this song is about longing for a past version of yourself that you lost and that you had to relinquish and that you never wished to part from, and hyunjin weaved this yearning for someone who technically doesn’t exist anymore so so well :,)
When was the last time we walked side by side
to me this could be about this kind of dichotomy that you feel within yourself when you can no longer recognize who you are and when you kind of lose sense of what you love and who you wish to be. And you no longer feel as if your past selves and your present ones are in harmony, walking side by side, but rather that your present self tries to go backwards to reach for your past self when the only possible trajectory for it is to go forward
In the faded photo, I come across a smile. Spread across a youthful face, overlapped with the seasons.
again with the longing for your past self, clinging to photos that have faded with how much time has passed and yet you still wish for the smile you had, long ago, to come once again. i relate to this so much because there was a time where i looked back to my old photos and i just missed how smiling came so easily to me back then instead of feeling like a chore. a smile that once withstood the changing seasons, but that is now a simple memory
The night’s so cold that it’s almost unreal. I wake up in another silence, and I close my eyes
hyunjin and the loneliness that only manifests at night :(( just like in cover me he manages to perfectly convey the cold and daunting feelings that come with being lonely,, also the act of waking up and closing your eyes right after, as if you wish to wake up in any reality but your own
The white flower we planted together has bloomed. I do not dare pick it. Now it withers away
OHHH this one had a little (huge) kick to it, this verse is just so poetic and so full of emotions im unwell :(( white often symbolizes purity and beginnings and its referencing to a time where your existence wasn’t tainted by anything, to the very beginnings when everything was well, back when you had enough will and happiness to care for something, to plant a flower. and now that flower has bloomed, but you do not dare to pick it because it is the last string tying you back to that time you longed for, so you leave it there, afraid that once you’d touch it then you’d soil it with everything that makes up your current self. but by doing so, the flower withers away, and i feel as if this last line plants a seed of hope, of light in a very melancholic song. that by longing for the past and forgetting the present all you do is harm the flower, harm yourself. that you shouldn’t forget your present self while reminiscing the one that faded away
So I long for you. And I long for you. And I'll long for you. So I can keep loving you. So I could be loving you. And morе.
THIS PARTTTTT!!!! this is The Part that gave me goosebumps and brought tears to my eyes,,, hyunjin’s vocals throughout the song were so mellow, so soft, so tender to hear, yet so melancholic at the same time. but this part. THIS PART. this feels like floating atop the pool on a warm summer afternoon and you are hit by this wave of nostalgia for a moment that has yet to pass, because you know that you will miss this instant right here, and that you might comeback to this exact same pool next summer, and the one after it, but things would have inadvertently changed AND IT’S SOOOO 💔💔💔 especially the part where the music quiets down and all you can hear is his voice and then THE VIOLIN PICKS UP and it feels as if he’s tugging with my heartstrings and he’s harmonizing with himself and it’s all so HEART WRENCHING in the most beautiful way, like this is the embodiment of yearning.
i got carried away but as for the lyrics this part also makes me wanna cry and weep because it’s so full of hope?? of moving forth?? instead of longing for who you were and letting it hinder you, you long for who you were and behold it as a compass to love your present self, because past or future you are you, and if you loved who you were at one point of time, if you were at peace with who you once were then you can and you will love who you are now too. and i’m so 💔💔💔 also him harmonizing with himself ties it all together like the only person you got is yourself and it reminds me of THE PAINTING 😭😭😭😭😭😭
yes this isn’t over yet. the painting. The Painting. THE PAINTING. hyunjin hugging himself, burying his face in the crook of his neck i am too sensitive for this. i am no art expert but i am always at awe of the way hyunjin plays with colors and lighting and shadows, even if you aren’t well versed in paintings you can still feel the emotions hyunjin wants to portray and it’s all so.. special to me. all his works deserve to be hung in an art exposition
also i feel like this cover painting is the continuation of the one he shared some time ago, they look very alike and the color scheme resembles one another
i just love how hyunjin writes and produces and draws the covers of his songs like 🥹 i’d never tire of saying that he is the embodiment of art
#this is just my interpretation please dont come for me i just like sharing my thoughts#i just think.. to be able to convey loneliness and longing this beautifully and in such relatable way you must have experienced it yourself#so i hope more than anything that hyunjin always knows that he is loved#so loved#and that his existence alone brightens my own :#:’)#sahar's.thoughts <3#also wrote this while waiting for my dentist so might be very incoherent ANSJSJ
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did y'all move on because mentally I'm still here i swear this pic haunts me
#i legit can't stare at this pic for too long#he's intimidating#and the RED#wowowowowowowoowow#hyunjin#sahar's.thoughts <3
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your daily friendly reminder that writers do not owe you shit. they write for free and they have every right to turn on/turn off requests, delete posts, go mia, not take a request because they simply don't feel like writing it. like this is a hobby and if you feel like you're entitled to ANYTHING when it comes to writers then you need a reality check.
also thank you to the respectful people on here, you guys are rare gems at this point <3
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can't believe 5star era will be over TMRW ☹️☹️☹️ here's my final ranking of the songs that no one asked for :
1. item (MY QUEEN MY BELOVED it wasn't love at first sight, it was more of a slow burn and now we're married)
2. hall of fame (ofc do i even need to explain)
3. collision (the pure genius behind this song like the intro makes me levitate i swear han jisung i love u)
4. s-class (NO ONE GETS HER LIKE I DO and the vmas version.. insane)
5. topline & superbowl (these two songs speak to my soul the same way)
6. get lit (swerve swerve ey)
6. youtiful (bang chan is in love with stay confirmed)
7. dlc (i LOVE it changbin rlly added this really soulful feel to an otherwise happy song like it's very complex and nostalgic)
8. fnf (the VOCALS in this song are insane i still love it's just not the one i prefer sorry fnf ☹️☹️☹️)
#what are urs guys#im so excited for tmrw it's literally the only thing I've been looking forward to#waaaaaah can't wait#sahar's.thoughts <3
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im so proud of innie ☹️ he looked so happy today and ahhh him getting this amazing opportunity is so so so well deserved
#i feel like a proud mother#yes he is one year older yes he is my baby and i will protect him#sahar's.thoughts <3
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Omg share share share those thoughts!!
these are things @strayingawayy sent me that rank from hahaha pain to omg i wanna jump out of a window
minho who prepares you your favorite childhood dish because he knows you're sad and he facetimes your mom to make sure he gets the recipe right exactly how u used to have it. he'll make all the boys taste test it before making it again for u because he needs it to be PERFECT
minho who stirs awake as he hears u leave the bed and who pouts if u don't kiss him good bye. "BONUS POINTS IF HE'S SLEEPY TOO, eyes threatening to close any second with his blankie still wrapped around him and his hand softly clutching your shirt, holding u back from leaving without kissing him goodbye." sho sent this to me can u believe I'm still alive
minho who uses the cats as an excuse to talk to you when get into a fight. talking about how the cats miss their mom and the house is too quiet and he's stupid for getting mad over smtg so trivial and again u can't abandon the cats and him they can't live without you!!!!
dad minho who (lemme take a deep breath) is so nervous when he first holds his baby girl (i had to copy and past what sho said like I CAN'T)
"minho who first holds her when you're asleep and she stirs awake and starts crying. he heard that skin to skin contact is very important so he takes off his tshirt before gently holding her, almost angry at his tears bc god fucking damn it he just wants to see his child clearly and the water works wont stop"
#in other words i am not okay#so not okay#like actually not okay#skz as dads does smtg to me like omg#sahar's.thoughts <3
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because I can't shut up, here are the tropes of the song series with skz!!! if u can tell me which ones u are most excited for sjbdbdbd
chris: friends to lovers, in that weird place between dating and being friends
minho : uni student minho. classmates to lovers. fluff and comfort. (not like invisible thread i promise sjhdhdhd)
changbin : brother's best friend. risky love.
hyunjin: exes and angry love confessions.
han : exes who know they'd never move on. toxic patterns.
felix : childhood best friends who drifted apart to lovers.
seungmin : strangers to lovers. started off on the wrong foot.
jeongin : friends to lovers. pining and tension.
#i went through alllll the suggestions#there were 20+ songs i think sjjdhdd#i picked the ones that inspired me the most#i hope you'll like them hehehe#sahar's.thoughts <3#skz song series
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my baby MY BABY HE'S SO SWEET 😞😞😞😞😞
#AND IF U ASK ME WHY I LOVE THIS MAN#most precious human in existence#also need him to read the island of missing trees by elif shafak#also THE SONG OF ACHILLES#i won't ever shut up about these two books#sahar's.thoughts <3
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YOU GUYS THE REMIX IS SO GOOD???????? OMG I don't wanna spoil if u haven't listened to it yet but the vocals were INSANE and the raps had me LEVITATING (particularly han's like u guys aren't ready it's like 'you in my blurred memories' all over again)
#SO SO SO GOOD#pleaseee go listen to it and support our boys this is such a huge opportunity for them 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#this song really feels like theirs#like it's not just a featuring but both lil durk and skz are singing as equals#I LOVE IT I REALLY DO#sahar's.thoughts <3
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