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deanstead · 2 years
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This is what I did yesterday! 😆 so happy to see Super Junior again finally and even though our show got cut (grr) we still had a lot of fun with the guys!!! I am a happy ELF 💙
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deanstead · 2 years
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Seeing my sj tmr after a long time 😭 feels surreal but they’re finally able to come for a concert and i am psyched!
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deanstead · 2 years
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Can’t believe Jong chose the 6th Anniversary of ROMEOSG to have this first ever Instagram live 😭
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deanstead · 2 years
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Don’t do this here very often but im going to today. This is a personal + kpop post so you can scroll on if you’re not interested
When I was going through the hardest and loneliest point of my life, I stumbled upon kpop and spent the next 10 years being laughed at for fixations, for being a fan to people "who don't know you" and "are not real people", and for spending money on concerts.
And while I won't say that didn't affect me at all, I never regretted any of it. I never understood why people were fixated on trying to make me more miserable than I already was, or why they had to drag the ONE thing that made me happy, but then at some point I just realized it wasn't worth all my anxiety and sadness.
Just because people didn't understand it, didn't mean that what they made me feel wasn't real.
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So basically, I attended a virtual concert last night (which is what prompted this whole need to get my feelings out thing) and even though I've been a little out of touch with them recently, after more than 10 years, they still can make me laugh and cry, and give me warm fuzzy feelings in my heart.
We grew together, and they were also the group that made my grandmother who was suffering from dementia, spend her last year or so in laughter because she'd break into laughter everytime she heard MAMACITA, and everytime she saw me walk into the house she'd start singing the MAMACITA chorus.
Eternally grateful to Super Junior for the things they've done that have impacted people other than me so much even though they themselves don't know it.
My oppas are older now, but so are we. I grew stronger thanks to all of you.
Thank you for being our light, the road is still long so as we always say 끝까지 같이 갑시다
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deanstead · 2 years
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Me: Sorry, I have class on Friday, don't think I'll make it for the video call Jaekyung: T.T What a pity. Me: Should I skip out on class for 6 minutes hehehehe Jaekyung: HAHAHA what if you get in trouble?
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deanstead · 2 years
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I had such a bad day today I went to tell my kpop boy and he replied me with such an encouraging message that I ended up in tears again
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deanstead · 2 years
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This is a kpop boy ramble so you may ignore and move along.
3 years. I last saw him three years ago but the sparkle in his eyes is too familiar, the way he looks at me like an old friend, a smile that said more than 'i remember you' but more of 'thank you for still being here'.
Jong was always a shy boy, he was a (my) dumbass (affectionate) because he never seemed to know what to do when confronted with fans. Should he smile? Should he wave? Should he just look down on the ground? And I was just thankful he let me talk him through it and show him what we just hoped for.
I cried when I left Korea. Real ass sobbing in front of him and I was so embarrassed but he handled it way better than I expected, trying different ways in that 3 mins to cheer me up and make me feel better, assuring me he wouldn't forget me. And he delivered.
Seeing him again today through my phone was nothing short of amazing. I saw the growth - initiating conversation, showing me he remembered me, and all of that just showed once again why even with inactivity, he will always be the boy I have a soft spot for.
Can't show the photo from today so here's one we took in 2019. (pardon my potato face)
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deanstead · 2 years
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In this month's series of me meeting Seunghwan - we talked about my upcoming exam and he told me he sees similarities in us since we always think less of ourselves.
"like we can do 100% percent, but we always think we can only do 60%"
and that is the most accurately an idol has ever described me.
and just for some context this is a photo with him taken in 2019. (Pardon me i always look like a potato next to them 😂)
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deanstead · 2 years
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deanstead · 2 years
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Sorry just need to scream
Today I posted a vocal cover of a song from a korean ballad group i have liked for more than 10 years
AND ONE OF THE MEMBERS
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FREAKING LIKED IT
THIS IS INSANITY AT ITS FINEST. IT’S MIDNIGHT AND I CANNOT PROCESS THIS RN
Ok thanks for dealing with my insanity
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deanstead · 2 years
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i love that seunghwan asked me if i can start going to korea already in full preparation so that I can fly for their fanmeeting. Fangirl achievement unlocked
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deanstead · 3 years
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My korean (celeb) boy’s birthday today so just posting this although his company ruined his career and i havent seen him in three years ft my potato face
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deanstead · 3 years
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About Me
Hi, I’m Resa! I’m a Singaporean Chinese, so my timezone is GMT +8! My main fandoms are One Chicago and Supernatural, but I sometimes post about the other shows I watch too!
I mainly write and shitpost here, but I sometimes share my vocal covers here as well! I’m also a kpop and cpop fan so you’ll see the occasional post here and there!
Shows:
Supernatural, Criminal Minds, One Chicago, Grey’s Anatomy, Teen Wolf, Law & Order SVU, The Boys, Brooklyn 99, Pretty Little Liars, PLL: Original Sin , Big Sky, Wednesday
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