#probably because i once again stayed up til 4am and woke up at like 10am lol
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why is it suddenly already 3:00
#probably because i once again stayed up til 4am and woke up at like 10am lol#but today's sunday so i really hope i didn't fuck up my sleep schedule#i also have some reading/studying to do since i have like 2 quizzes this week......#for the most part tho my classes seem.....relatively easy. statistics doesn't even check homework (just end-of-section quizzes apparently)#astronomy's not that work-heavy either. at least the lecture isn't. would help if i actually did do the readings tho specially with#a quiz on friday. and if my internet would stop zonking out every few seconds and opening new tabs while i'm trYING TO WRITE TAGS...#smh why is this a constant issue with their wifi. they made some changes to it over the summer apparently so it should've been improved#ANYWAY. the astronomy lab seems alright too. kinda got a little lost but it's mostly group work so. i try to follow along but y'know#they don't even give me anything to do nor do i even know what we're supposed to be doing or how to do it so....#the only classes i feel like i may have issues with are sts and writing. mostly sts tho#gotta read articles n shit and then write about em.....doesn't help when u get blindsided on the first full week#and the writing class section on moodle isn't in chronological order so i wouldn't know EVERYTHING that's due at one time???#this is why you use a big paper calendar people...........which i still have not used.......#then again sts wants to keep my on my toes and written/typed responses aren't a 5-minute thing in sts AND writing#doesn't help that the former is more complex to the point where u THINK u understand it but u probably don't actually#at least that's the best way i could probably put it???????? again it's a weird class that has something every week.....#work-wise i mean. that's probably the standard for any class but not in statistics apparently. or astronomy (lecture)#......i have a tablet with sonocent that i HAVE to use for notes.....the only class i ever used it for was the astronomy lecture......#and i don't think i ever looked back at those notes either oops.........#well uhhhhhh that's all the more reason to--it's 3:42 now. i spent 42 minutes rambling about my college classes.#i feel like that's all i do anymore. i bet if i was giving some sort of monologue it would go on WAY longer than it really should.....#...wasn't talking too much a symptom of mania??? like on that chart that freaked me out a little???#is.....is it possible to be manic AND depressed????? like manic depression????? they made it look like 2 polar extremes and i relate to both#i'm not suicidal and i don't have hallucinations and i don't think THAT highly of myself (or less even.....maybe more like neutral)#but a lot of my thoughts tend to go to my self-insert aus and all that...and i'm not the MOST productive...#and obviously my time management skills are pretty bad too it's already 3:47 i should probably shut up#but do you see what i mean????? i know i need to actually talk to people but i feel like i'm gonna ramble as bad as this#and they would think i'm a freak for talking to myself the way i do too...............god what AM i exactly.....#caffrin posts
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