i gotta be honest with yall i absolutely hate New Year's Eve. i just wish i could go to sleep tonight and wake up on January 1st 2024 already.

it just gives me so much anxiety and it's such a chaotic festivity; i always try to include as many activities as possible before midnight and one way or another something gets left out which is just extremely frustrating. everything past midnight feels so exciting so it takes me AGES before going to sleep because i wanna make sure im not missing out on anything, as if the most important event of 2024 is gonna happen between those hours.