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eviiiiiiii · 22 days

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religious trauma lifesteal!zam essay //lifesteal spoilers

call it projecting but like imagine the amount of religious trauma lifesteal!princezam has (presuming theres some sort of connection of the characters between seasons) like bro has had like 80% of his teamates become gods and watched them loose their sense of self in one way or another he himself started exploiting at one point then goes on to ban himself in season five theres something to be said their having reached the heart cap and having so much power after hours and hours of constant labour to achieve what he got handed to him by a divine like entity like just to ban himself something something sacirficing your life to a higher entity . something also about watching all of his loved ones betray him die or him having to betray them for his own self of moral justice which is very lackluster to his constantly changing beliefs and morality he will never find something that he can cling to (like religion) so. yeah.

#lifesteal princezam #princezam #character analysis(?)#princezam religious trauma.#ALSO uhmmm... something something veryqueercodedpurpletriohewasapartofinseasonfour #watching both of them become a more divine entity via exploits and watching both of them hide from him #just for him to betray them and then join back with what he first left eclipse fedeartion for...?#ya #i hope this helps Understand why people hc him with reliigous trauma or Whatevs. maybe thats justm.e l. no actually ive seen a lot of peopl #do this . also him telling jumper that shes just like him in earlier seasons DOES kinda apply that theres someee theme of the same person #throughout seasons but like whatever it can also just be my own personal headcannon i am More then okay with that.#i h ave so much to say #the facct that hes literally apart of devotion duo.. devoting yourself to another person to the point where you will betray your own #mortality for them can be Pretty Traumatizing #this is also just my silly little rambles and why i think of him w some form of religious trauma sometimes <3 <3 <3 <3 #btw when i say religious trauma i mean trauma formed by somethihng resembling religion. and in lifesteals case i think what most closely #would be akin to a religion is to devote yourself to something much more powerful then you (exploiters #which are just the equivelant of gods in my opinion due to practicaly endless levels compared to others (like dupeing #just having.everything. already places yourself in something which is Above a human or in this case players.

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