have i ever mentioned that i hate customers? because man.

the amount of weird freak ass asks woman/fem authors receive in the tumblr IF space is so fucked. WHAT the fuck are these people smoking.

to reassure all the new babes who followed, I'm working on the pt 2 update,

Apartment hunting in 2024 is just a hellscape 🥲

the comments on the census......cries and explodes

almost at the halfway point in the 2nd half of the update aka i grow closer to my white whale. that One arc I really really wanna write. and then that One scene after that im excited for because of how fucking unhinged it is. vibrating at impossible velocities rn.

what if i were to have mc find themselves a pet in the woods. a funney little guy, even.

other if authors following me is such a fuckign jumpscare. like yes helo i am a rat spinning im my wheel. welcome to my Enclosure.

if anyone wants to know how things are going

Everything about your blog is giving 80s slasher (your IF, too, the 80s part notwithstanding) and I love it!

That's all that's the ask

yes.....all according to keikaku.....

and may i add your IF is wonderful, basil and flo, loves of my life. can't wait for my bloody slasher boots to be on the other foot (ФωФ)

anyway ive been writing down uses for MCs height and small mcs can fit in vents and it has confirmed i very firmly still have among us brain worms

i just realized tumblr never published the valentines day asks im going to kill this website with hammers

writing Mcs asshole dialogue is so much easier on The Host's route than any other route... how do I channel this bitchy energy elsewhere 😩

So. In light of resident bitch baby tumblr CEO Matt Mullenweg having a meltdown over trans women existing, I have made a cohost.

I am not jumping ship just yet, and i will be here til' the wheels fall off or in the event my shit gets deleted under mysterious circumstances

But, this is more or less a back up to fall back on if shit hits the fan and said bitch baby goes nuclear

doing a lil check in, life is still being a fuck, however, I've been writing a little prequel snippet with Carter and MCs that have to live with him.

Saying this right out the gate before anything- heavy themes of abuse

i think slaughter squad is due for some code clean up, mostly because i want the Mc's personality to be clearer and stronger going forward in the story, right now there's no real way to tell aside from vibes, so once things are cleaned up it'll look like this;

✣apathetic ✸doormat ❀bubbly ✧caustic

these are a baseline, and not every choice will have a personality attached to it, nor are you locked into choices that are only for your mc's personality (bubbly mc's choosing apathetic reactions are my favorite right now honestly) all of these personalities have the capacity for a myriad of emotions that are (for some reason) relegated as personality traits (ie; aggression, assholeish-ness) and i think this way of doing it will be more fun and clearer~

How's the writing going?

to be completely honest with you, bad!

Life has been beating me to a pulp recently, that doesn't exactly give a person much motivation to write.

I have, however, been working on another project of mine on the side when I have time along with Slaughter Squad and The Valley of Luck.

much different than any of my other stuff -its not even an IF, in fact- and i'll definitely have to find an actual coder for it when the time comes, but it's ambitiousness cheers me up, i think.