full circle

feeling the pull to write what seems to be a lifelong journey to understand this earth and the matrix is/we have created. Ive come to the conclusion humans have no controls except how they react. what is in the inner will disperse into the outer world. Growing up as a girl in this world is a journey of ups and downs. Pain and love. Intimacy and abandonment. the opposition and the grace. i would say around 11 or 12 years old you start feeling uncomftable in your own body. you are percieved sexually before you even are curious what sex really is. not just fromboys your age but older men. Men that should understand not to cross that boundary with a child. Ive seen many many mny men fall into this maybe they were taught it maybe men cant help themselves. when you truly come to the realization that men will not control themselves around you not just physically but energetically. they prowl theyre prey. wait in lie til they have the perfect shot to cross a innocent boundary. darken a pure innocent soul