GOD the way he tearfully calls up his mom trying to explain what's happening only to realize she hasn't been listening to his show at all so she's out of the loop (the small comfort of his jokes that his mom listens to this show only for that to not even be the case anymore) but he presses on and shows her the recording he found of himself crying and screaming for help which he has no memory of

and she cant hear it so he plays it again and when he's trying to tell her of all the awful shit that's been happening to him the entity censors him - it doesn't sound too bad on paper but actually hearing this is a whole other story

just goddamn.