"i just want my childhood back/i just want my childhood dead"

"you should have raised a baby girl/i should have been a better son"

Caffeine Cold- Fall Out Boy // Saw I // Saw III

my songs know what you did in the dark (light 'em up) // american made

(Mine is American Made)

And yknow what maybe that one photo is the only thing I see when I try to visualize pax am days sue me

fall out boy - pax am days (2013)

stay frosty royal milk tea / we were doomed from the start (the king is dead), fall out boy

having a pax am day over here

we, as a fobsociety, don't talk about caffeine cold nearly enough.

"dont breathe life into a monster, then/complain when he destroys it all again -> i'm not a monster, just really fucked up, i'm tired"

like what the fuck. this band is CRUEL. i don't have the time or mental capacity to talk about it but this song's lyrics fuck me up more than a lot of other songs do.

for all my pax am days enjoyers

Fall Out Boy “PAX AM Days” vinyl sticker

hot to the touch, cold on the inside

"Scuba diving in the wishing well trying to save myself" is such an wild fucking line to me. Why don't we talk about pax am days more I feel like we should talk about pax am days more

Honestly my favorite era of the sound of Patrick’s voice was after the hiatus where he finally found his actual voice and stopped being scared of it. I love hearing this especially in SRAR, PAX AM Days, and AB/AP. Some of my favorite instances, especially of the soulful, gritty, low notes, are in Death Valley, The Mighty Fall, Jet Pack Blues, American Beauty/ American psycho (the title track), Novocaine, Twin Skeletons, We Were Doomed From the Start, Love, Sex, Death, and American Made. Yes, I love the old sound too, and I LOVE Soul Punk, and I love MANIA and SMFS, but there was this era where, after his journey in his solo career, he implemented that power and confidence and HEAVENLY voice and experience into FOB’s more pop punk sound. SO GOOD. AB/AP is climbing the charts for one of my favorites- I’ll always be a Folie number one stan (I am listening to West Coast Smoker as we speak), but MAN the GRIT?? THE HINTS OF PRIMAL RAGE AND JUST SHEER CONFIDENCE??? HELLO???? Anyways live laugh love SRAR-AB/AP was the best era (I am biased lol) also, I need Patrick screaming back. All I’ve got is Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying and Jock Powerviolence by Weekend Nachos. …and kind of Death Valley- it has those raw qualities.

the ending of hot to the touch, cold on the inside when joe’s like “OH SHITTY CRAP SHIT” that part is so fucking funny

8km//5mi -> 42min:45sec ((8:36mile pace 7.0mph))((5:20km pace//11.2kmph)) (i want my brain to think equally in mi and km but we are not there yet)

~ 🌱🌅 a return to the shuffle gods as it is finally warm enough for my phone to respond to my thumb hitting the next button ((this user misses physical buttons)) 🌅🌱 ~

- thank you for the venom (my chemical romance) - na na na (na na na na na na na na na) ((my chemical romance)) - 21 questions (waterparks) - my songs know what you did in the dark (light 'em up) ((fall out boy)) - the (after) life of the party (fall out boy) - american idiot (green day) - drown (front porch step) - sunshine riptide (fall out boy) - jersey (mayday parade) - the sound of letting go (all time low) - the sharpest lives (my chemical romance) - love, sex, death (fall out boy) - (coffee's for closers) ((fall out boy))

Hopefully back to 9.5km/6mi next run! I didn't take off quite early enough (sunrise pic under the cut) and the last bit passes by my apartment and loops back and the sun was nearly up and my legs were so tired so i said we're good for today let's just finish strong. I think i want to make another running playlist? I prefer getting to just zone out and not have to fish around for my phone and not trip or lose momentum skipping to another song, but no album felt just right this morning. Also there's something about sprinting through the city streets listening to na na na with bright red hair that's just electric (should i run through mcr albums in order next??).

First lines - PAX AM Days (Fall Out Boy)