#or updet /half-sarc. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

pressure-change · 1 year

Text

I wish I could cook I would make beef stew while you're at work but,,, uh no. when we've made nothing but pasta, it's been a while, I can't think & I'm weak. I think I'm more likely to fail than fuck it up tbh

#🦋#07:30 #nov.2022 #But I'll be exhausted and hate myself and have to smoke. I really don't want to smoke. I might leave front if I have to. I.#Think it might be triggering for me. Esp rn #Our body is SCREAMING for a break #I WANT a break #If i don't get a break im going to fucking snap #The chances that Millie is gonna be why I smoke is astronomical unfortunately.#She's extremely likely to throw multiple sensory overload inciting fitd #Until we're this 🤏 close to SHing #maybe even start a blt. only prevention ks 🍃 which as I said #Is making mecfeel like dogshit #I can feel ot o csn feel millie giving me a breakdown later #Maybe i should leave anyway. I don't think i can deal w that.#I can come bsck later im not psranoid #or updet /half-sarc.

1 note · View note