I am the Alpha and the Omega The beginning and the end I will give unto him That is athirst of the fountain Of the water of life, Freely

Thank you so much @kirnet for this stunning commission of my Lone Wanderer Javiera!!!💖💖💖

I wanna go home Go back to small things I don't belong here Nobody knows me

Portrait commission of Javiera by @wabart thank you so much!

commission of my fallout girlies by @ulenehlervu thank you so much again Jay!!!

tagged by ✨ @magebastard ✨ to use this meiker to make an oc then take this uquiz for them!! ty so much marty this was fun!!

tagging @bigcheezey @calenhads @dea-marte @oopsallmabari & @saltybiowarefantears and anyone else who would like to do this :)!!

Javiera Ortiz - Oleander

This is the poison of stagnation. You grow drowsy. Your heart rate slows, and when you do move you can't seem to stop shaking. It may seem to others that you're lazy, or reticent. Like you avoid hard work on purpose, like you always take the easy way out. But you know deep down that it wouldn't be like this if you weren't so tired, so deeply tired. If you weren't crushed under the weight of sorrow like a mile of water over your head. Nothing brings you peace, except rest and-- though you can hardly dare to ask-- having someone tend to you gently and sweetly. A good gardener speaks to their plants, sings to them, waters them, fertilizes their soil, prunes the dead parts, nurtures the new growth. You yearn to be cared for like that, even though you feel you don't deserve it. The secret is that you do. You always have. And someday, you'll learn that, and receive that care, and the exhaustion won't keep you from growing strong and lovely anymore. You were never the problem. These are simply poor growing conditions for you.

nvm about javiera and danse she falls in love with a brotherhood scribe instead

hmmm more javi in the commonwealth thoughts

i love the idea of her being an independent npc but with slight leanings toward helping the institute or at least Madison. But if Mira were to tell her everything the institute's done, as well as their treatments of synths, she wouldn't want to be associated with them, and might even try to convince Madison to leave as well.

She could also be a intermediary between mira and the brotherhood. Maybe elder lyons made her a sentinel after the events of broken steel which gives her more sway with the rest of the brotherhood, plus an already existent friendship with maxson. I don't think she'd be supportive of liberty prime coming back online (which would then make her not want to convince Madison to leave) or like how things go down in "blind betrayal". But she def wouldn't supportive "rockets' red glare" and would no longer work with Mira if that happened.

And she wouldn't work with the railroad too so like where would that leave her??

javiera about arthur: aww what a sweet kid

javiera about mac: i'm going to kick you across this cave if you call me mungo one more time