“Hey Fef….”

His voice was weak, unsurprising given the circumstance. You didn’t need to ask what happened as you got there. You knew well enough once you gathered your thoughts to sit with him. It was basic highblood violence. Nothing new to him but you’d largely been shielded due to your moirail. Everyone knew not to fuck with you, of course, but Tavros Megido was a sitting honk beast. Worse actually, sometimes he seemed to have a target painted to his chest. You knew well enough when you put the strings together to get him help it was your connections you’d call for. Highblood connections.  

The conclusion had been better than you’d both hoped for. You’d been set up in a cave for a perigee or two now while he adjusted to the prosthetics and whatever vile toxin he had to take to numb the pain. He slept most of the time and your undying anger had luckily not led to anyone knowing you were here. Well, the blues did. They had helped with food and kept you up to date on enough things. In dark points you suspected they knew who exactly had attacked Tavros. Oh, the jade you were designated to protect was here, flowers and gifts for him to help liven the place up while you wait. You try not to think hard on it though. Your thoughts are dark and your pain is hidden. You have a better thing for your dark thoughts now. The book your idiot ex left behind keeps your attention at all hours you’re not helping Tavros. You hear whispers every so often – you know they’re friendly though.

Your name is Feferi Nitram, and it’s time to make them fucking pay.

could you do an obelize feferi?

i think i can get back into these now

she’s still a fave

it’s almost my birthday and a whole new year so it’s finally time for a pinned post

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i’m nyx or eris, i’m 30, witch of mind, capriza, mentally and chronically ill and an abuse survivor. my pronouns are they/them only and i’m bisexual. i live in south africa and it’s a shitty place. i use corel painter for the bulk of my work and clip studio for flats and initial adjustments. i’m bound to say stupid edgy shit on posts because i am in the end, kinda edgy. i’m in chronic pain every day, a severe rotator cuff tear, hypermobile wrists, tendonitis, chronic headaches and fibromyalgia are the bane of my life and it’s draining as fuck. i’m prone to disappearing on this blog when my fixation moves from fantrolls to bloodswaps but i should come back after a bit.

more under the cut

my trolls all live on the version of alternia from my bloodswap au obelizestuck, things are radically different on that side (eridan is ruler, there’s little hope of the species continuing for long and so on) - you’re welcome to message me for more info on this stuff as it lives rent free even when i’m not directly working on it. there’s more info on the dedicated blog for it and while it’s on pause right now, i’m still okay with talking about it

i’m more than happy talking or shipping my characters with other people’s, roleplaying or just general throwing ideas of our characters together is always enjoyable. i’m just a bit rough at doing it again and incredibly intimidated so i don’t hit people up first. please however, don’t fucking shoe horn my characters into a trophy quad role, i’ve dealt with that before and it sucked. as a further heads up, all my characters are mentally ill. bare minimum for them is that they all have BPD, though they do have additional things on top of it. if we’re plotting together i don’t care for ableism or anything along those lines. my characters are part coping mechanism for me, i don’t need shit thrown onto this fire.

i’m not in the mood to argue about it but purple bloods are my all time fave caste, i don’t care for needless shit about them. i’m one of those old bitches who got sent gore for liking gamzee, as such i don’t give a flying fuck if you dislike the clowns. pesterquest and homestuck2 are fucking disgusting and i loathe everything about them, i don’t give a shit about anything revealed through those pieces of shit media because they’re gross and shit. 

i missed my trash gremlin

love the concept of long hair terezi

having to take less of my medication is fucking painful feat. quick obelize nepeta

konyyl in 1D?

mutant konyyl rules my heart

still taking these! (obelize swaps only though!)

You gotta wanna be a battering ram You gotta see the artistry In tearing the place apart with me, baby

more of my wife

trying something different for faces

older obelize ardata because i still can’t stop thinking about her

i’ve got obelize ardata brain rot

I wanna be who I couldn't say I'd ever been But it's so much more than I ever was If every night I go to sleep knowin' That I gave everything that I had to give Then it's all I could've asked for I've been standing up beside everything I've ever said

wanted this done yesterday as it was obelize's second birthday but other shit got in the way

could i possibly request meulin in belly dancer attire?

dancer meulin is a constant in every au of mine

more older wife

i don't know what happened here, there's a message there but it won't display in my inbox here.

anyway, all of my daraya's use batkind and she'd probably get too antsy to use a way smaller pestle, especially if a high blood