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howlsmovingurl · 2 years

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Actually I’m not done in the tags.

Today my friends dog passed away. Usually that’s just sad and move on but I’ve held and cuddled this dog. I was hoping to see her again soon. She was so so so special.

This friend is someone I followed on tumblr for years. I followed them bc they lived with someone who had a cute dog and then bred that dog. I loved watching their pick of the litter grow up. That dog would later be my dogs mom.

Then they found homes for their first litter after that one. And I ran into one of those people at a dog park that I live an hour away from and only went to so I could sit for a bit before driving home from a hike.

That person and I set up a hike with this breeder and cool person and I met the friend with the dog who passed today.

I got a dog from the breeders next litter. And became closer with both of them.

I love having these friends so much!! I love my perfect puppy!! All because I went to a dog park that I found at a hiking trail. I ended up not even really liking the trail, too busy for me.

And now I’ve made so many new friends through this relationship.

And because of all this, I met a silly little white dog and fell in love with her. And now I grieve her. And attempt to comfort her person.

And then like. I moved to Alabama years ago because katrina happened and we wanted to never have that happen to us again. And here I met my best friend. And my spouse. And so many other people. Some of them still around, some not.

I have a friend in KANSAS who might drive over to come to a party. I love them! And I met them bc we played Minecraft together. And got to know them because they were friendly and genuine.

I dunno maybe it’s bc I took my muscle relaxers and my thoughts get screwy on those but I’m having so many feelings tonight. I want to hug all my friends. I want to have you all over for food. Let me feed you. Let’s celebrate the craziness of fate and the miracles that we even met.

It was a miracle I knew that little dog. That I hugged her. I miss her. I want to hug her person so tightly.

It was a miracle I got to know all of the pets I ever had. I miss them all so very much. I miss all the friends that have drifted away.

I love my tumblr mutuals that I don’t really talk to. Y’all can message me anytime.

I love you guys. All of you. Stay safe. Eat well. Get some rest. Hug ur pets and friends.

It’s a miracle we get to meet.

#just using they/them for everyone to keeep this vague btw #not trying to misgender folks I just don’t want randos trying to guess who everyone is #the only one correctly gendered is the doggie

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