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#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'
#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be
#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like
#idk man ðŸ˜!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!
#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background
#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one
#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch
#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy
#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me
#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental
#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit
#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig
#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not
#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself
#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER
#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah
#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😠like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds
#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'
#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW
#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED
#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person
#literally. just be GOOD.
#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT
#<- mfs when no basketball
#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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