#nooooothing at all abt my dad's side's medical history bc they dont talk about health (brunooooo nonono)
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not me doing (paid) overtime on the weekend to keep my mind off my fucking influx of doctors appointments in the next months
#gbeurgbuig me 5 months ago: omg i know what's wrong w/ me im so happy!!!#me after wednesday after a doctor looked at me for 15 minutes w/o me suggesting what i thought it was: oh my god im so upset i can puke#i thought i was gonna have between 4-6 of minor criteria... it's 7 LOL like oof#they have to rule out two of the scary types tho... cuz i have family history of cardiovascular incidents on my mom's side and know#nooooothing at all abt my dad's side's medical history bc they dont talk about health (brunooooo nonono)#so they have to rule out marfans (im not tall im fine) and veds (my skins different im fine) to be careful#im only worried about that cuz my dad looks like jonathan larson and a bit of his chest caves in#and also he had two mris one on brain one on heart... when he and my mom were getting divorced#she didn't realize he was still on her insurance until she got letters about him accessing care#and like?? he wouldn't say what they were for :// bc like my mom wanted to know that he wouldn't drop dead driving w/ me btwn ny and ma so#wanna know what those were for?????? especially cuz i need heart scans now#but since i have skeletal muscular and skin involvement they have to check my heart :/#like i know w/ the information on hand (and the dumb us politics at the time) my parents made the right choice to not have me gene tested#as a toddler... but also i wish i had those ruled out already....#can't believe i only have health insurance rn bc john mccain had cancer LMFAO i hate it here????#personal
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