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#my various marginalized identities and how I use fanfic tropes to empower my middle school self'
voluptuarian · 2 years
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GOD I would like to eventually publish my fiction someday, but I want to be sure it’s in a way that is the opposite of the Twitter/booktok/why is this YA author reviewing disney movies on youtube/celebrity writer personality thing
and like, I think making sure the content in my stories a. doesn’t fit popular formats (”fiesty” heroine who hates being a girl, love triangle-centered, I’m-an-outcast-as-a-shortcut-for-character-depth, characters who exist to tick off a diversity checklist) and b. putting in enough sex and violence that nobody can market me for adults who don’t want to rise above a 6th grade reading level will help that somewhat
but have you noticed male writers aren’t being packaged like this? The closest I can think of to a twitter-era-online-personality-author equivalent for guys is like, the auteur figure who writes really niche or intellectualist shit or is just an edgelord, but even then it’s like, I have a black and white author photo and a twitter, which I use to occasionally discuss current events, other writers, or to say that women are people once every six months (and I’m not talking about like, rock stars who end up publishing a book or something, I’m talking purely authors) or the avuncular or edgy grandfather types who are usually also Super famous (like idc Neil Gaiman)
like I want what current male authors have, I want to get published and be successful and for my books to be enjoyed and respected, I want people to read my stuff and be like “this book was great” and have no idea what I’m like beyond “lives in Indiana and owns 2 dogs”
#like if I HAVE to have social media#I want to do a Megan Whalen Turner and just have my tiny tumblr where I reblog fanart#and talk about what historical sources I used as inspiration and NOTHING else#and I think weirdly for male authors the more famous they are the more celebrity presence/less private life they have#whereas for women authors I think it's the opposite#like even as famous and online as margaret atwood is how much does the average person know about her personally??#or deborah harkness??#meanwhile all these less successful-- mostly youth market-- interchangeable female authors are like 'lets discuss my entire family history#my various marginalized identities and how I use fanfic tropes to empower my middle school self'#and must have celebrity opinions on everything and broadcast themselves everywhere#basically I'm not seeing 20 and 30something male authors selling me their books on tiktok#if it's happening it's happening somewhere completely under the radar for me#meanwhile dozens of women in panda onesies are constantly hyping their new YA novel#something something women and minority authors must sell their identities and not their work something something#like let me be the old school fantasy author who wrote a dozen bestselling series about the most bizarre shit ever#meanwhile you'd never seen their face and they didn't even use their first name just seven sets of initials#like you only get to know about me if I'm god-tier famous and then I'm using my fame to get my fave historical buildings restored#barring that I don't exist
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