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#my soup talks posts r important not necessarily for events but just bc I will stew in thoughts and do nothing
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I swear I do not know how to be around my mother bc it’s always a toss up between oh my god get me out of here and wow there is no way you’re happy I’m so sorry
#i got my dad a bag of popcorn bc I passed his favorite popcorn place and when I gave it to him my mother came around like where’s my present#and like. she doesn’t just like things? i suppose she would’ve liked something from bath and body works bc I got a bunch of stuff from there#but like. she’s not someone who I can necessarily be like hey look at this thing I got for u#she’s a very confusing person. and I don’t usually get along with her when I live with her. when I don’t I get along with her very well#but then I also feel bad when I don’t from time to time bc she’s got to be incredibly lonely#like I kind of wish I would’ve gotten her something?? but like. she just doesn’t really like things#she’s the kind of person who I’ve given her things and she keeps them on her desk but also just goes oh thanks#I don’t think she’s a fan of things u use and then they’re gone but those r the only things I know how to give#i suppose I could get flowers or something#i think she’d like that#yeah maybe I’ll go do that#shout out to tumblr journaling service for always neatly organizing my thoughts into coherent actions <3#see this is why I simply cannot live without telling all y’all my business#my soup talks posts r important not necessarily for events but just bc I will stew in thoughts and do nothing#but bc I post things here I have to make them make sense and also have direction or else I end up with 3 of these in a row#clear and concise thoughts here make for actions I can act upon later outside of tumblr#soup talks
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