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#my expectations vs reality. expectation: has a phone. reality: i. dont. have. it. still. (speakin through gritted teeth)
aria0fgold · 5 months
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Was fully convince today was the 23rd but as it turns out I am at least a day or two safe from the 23rd.
#aria rants#look. somehow. the 5 days before christmas turned into feelin like an execution countdown (im exaggerating but still)#i entered 2 secret santas in mhyk. one for regular mahoyaku. and one for mahoyaku ocs (i created one in a whim for this)#cuz i wanna do something for mahoyaku! and i wanna be active! and the signups where done by the end of last month#so i basically had 2 weeks to prep for it. nothing too bad bout that. 2 weeks was more than enough#it was. cuz i was also. expecting. to have my phone back. by now. practically weeks ago by now.#my expectations vs reality. expectation: has a phone. reality: i. dont. have. it. still. (speakin through gritted teeth)#so i was like. okay. im gonna have to bite a bullet dont i? and borrow my parents' phone for this#cuz i need to do art for mhyk. cuz i... i am... i... i only know cain and owen's characters like the back of my hand#i dont have much of a grasp for the other characters to confidently write fanfic with em#so im like. okay. im gonna start drawing by the 20th and SPEEDRUN it#that was a mistake. i speedran a simple fullbody piece where i designed the outfit and it felt like i drained my lifespan on it#ngl i enjoyed it still. cuz i miss drawing and being able to draw is nice but also speedrunnin smth after not drawing for months#is actually so much more painful than i thought. i just finished with colouring and semi-rendering it today and im still not done#and thats only for the mhyk oc secret santa. i still need to create ONE MOOOOORRRRREEEEE
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