#my ears be ringing and everything liek i have not even talked about Thai on here bc I don’t want people to think I’m crazy | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

allofuswantgwinam · 4 months

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i used my tarot deck for the first time in literally like a year today 🤩 never seems to not make me shooketh, i got the exact answer i was needing but at the same time i still dk what to do 🤣🤣 you’d think my ancestors would help me not indecisive but no we indecisive lmao

#tbh tho i took the message as a way for too particular things so #had me like ‘y’all I ain’t even askin about that wtf’#soo guess time will tell #i wanna start getting into that #especially since I work nights so I have plenty of time before work #which I used to always do it before work last time I had these hours and it would be HITTIN #I’d ask for advice for the day and stuff or like what I should expect for the day #the day the trumpets raided the capital I pulled the devil card #I cannot even make this up #and there was twice where i found a card randomly on the floor in my room #craziness #either way tho i need that back in my life #my ears be ringing and everything liek i have not even talked about Thai on here bc I don’t want people to think I’m crazy #bc I’m not #I’ve accepted this part of my life and tbh I think I sacred myself away from it when I was a kid #bc i saw my grandma one time and it freaked me tf out and she never came to see me again 😭😭#and she. I was really little my mom thought I had an imaginary friend bc I would literally like talk to him. I said it was my shadow brother #she said that was fucking terrrifying bc I was like 3 so why tf would I say that 🤣#but after she told me this randomly when I got older I figured out it was my twin that didn’t make it #I said it was probably a boy because she never got to find out the gender #that’s some spooky shit fr #I wish I could remember but I don’t at all #I only remember seeing my grandma bc I did not even speak of it to anyone for the looooongest time #I was spooked asf #anyways tho if I would get my shit together and work hard for this I could probably make a job out of this #I already predict everyone’s future for free so might as well get paid for it 🤣🤣🤣#I be the knower of the things and still make dumb ass decions #literally my brother said that to me #made me mad bc he was nice and then said the last bit 🙃 but he right

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