#my brain will go whop and the internet dial tone will start in my head | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

transmascnepetaleijon · 2 years

Text

one thing about me is that even if i love talking to people i cannot function in loud places and anxiety follows me everywhere, so if were in a public place and its loud and full of people and it looks/feels like im in another plane of existence, dont worry, that is normal, im just like that sometimes

#do i hate it? yeah but idk how to change it #i feel like talking to people is something i suck so hard at for no reason #like my brain is never in same wavelength as their brain i dunno #i dont pick up on stuff im kinda slow idk how to do jokes my voice sounds awkward as shit and is constantly changing pitch for. NO reason #also i get excited too easily and end up speaking before i think (ie i just say shit like ''dude what if the what the uh the !!!!! dude w''#its surprisingly normal but i get so anxious whenever im around friends. i fell like im just gonna be there chilling and SUDDENLY #my brain will go whop and the internet dial tone will start in my head #and then ill realize oh god i dont make any sense and it looks like im 12 and feel really bad untill i forget about it #thank you to my friend who whenever i say ''sorry im talking too much ill leave you to your stuff sorry for bothering'' they just go #''nah its chill'' like its literally nothing but it brings such calm to my heart #txt

9 notes · View notes