Being a leader doesn’t require a title; having a title doesn’t make you one. Choose to lead by example, because little eyes are always watching and looking up to you to do the right thing. • • • • #MissTennessee #MissTN #DoTheRightThing https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw_Fp0qlMyD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=huzldx7dkw7l

Loved getting to see @missamericatn last night!!! I’m seriously missing all of my #MissAmericaSisters so much! #missnewjersey #missnj #missnj2017 #kaitlynschoeffel #reunion #sisters #pageantsisters #misstn #misstennessee #misstn2017 #singerdancer #blondes #mao #missamerica

man idk what’s wrong with nme but for the past likie 2 or 3 months i have been in such a bad place mentally and nothing is workign out for me and i am trying so hard to make everything feel right but it doesnt work fuck i fucking hate this so much

theres a Boy i am talking to and he just wants seuxal things and it bothers me because i need attention but not that kind quite yet but i still follow through with shit becaus ei tsthe only way i feel confident but it feels so wrong but not wrong i dont know how to expakin it hes so in love with me and i feel terrible i ike him a lil but ... its not rightn i want to be sure

so many peolple are in love with me and it puts so much stres son me theres nothing to like acbout me i hate myself so much holy shit 

my ex started talkign to me two days ago bc i did a thing and th eother Boy added him to a cal and i honsetly felt so happy hearing his voice an d id ont know why likie.................... ive tried to suppress those feleings for so long why are they comign up HAH AH AH A he doesnt want to talk to me though i wish he wanted to talk to me i want to talk to him every day i wnt ato torture myself with remembering what happened and thinknign about what could have been i misstn hat kind of love i miss feeling something for someone i miss feelign like a unit i mis s having someoen to depend on i miss having someone eto talk to lmao but helikies someone else an shes a kpop stan an shit and it makes me feel so badbvecuase i am definitely being replace di remember whne he told me he would nver find somoene like m eweat happened to that what happened to me being wroht something to someoen  he set her selfie as his wallapper he never did tha ttfor me and wedated for 8 moonths i want to fall outn  of moderate feelings or  somethin i wish i could be stabl ei wihs i could feel like someone he ,ade me feel like no one i njust want to talk to him regualkrly but nah im worthlessn to him he probably didnt think aobut me at all he prpobably thinks im disgustng i want him to TALKT O ME HAHAH AHA FHGFDGDFG

also my surugery date is gonna b scehduled soon and idk wat to think of it i dont want surgery i dont wa tn this 

fuck inm like crying really hardan dthis is really bad i dont want to cry im sick and my mnmose is already tstuffed up its 3 am and ihave important shit to do why can tmy life be good

i was gonna say more stuf fn but i got caugt up thinking about my ex haha hhoo

i dont even wannan sleep because i know im gonan dream about hinm and that shappene for the past like 3 dats i want it to stopi wish i never fell in love

Why do I fight to #ENDALZ? For those of you that have followed my journey and year of service, you might know that my personal platform is the @alzassociation! I’ve worked with their organization for six years, joining the effort to create a world without Alzheimer’s disease. My family has been personally affected by this disease and has lost FOUR of our loved ones to this devastating epidemic. Tennessee has the 4th highest rate of death from Alzheimer’s in the country. We NEED our leaders to represent the 500,000 Tennesseans impacted by this disease by cosponsoring the #Hope4AlzAct and the #YoungerAlzAct! #TennesseeGoesPurple #MissTennessee #MissTN #MISStennessee2018 #MissTN2018 #MEmoriesMatter (at Alzheimer's Association Tennessee Chapter) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw7TfsNlFSQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d5u0dxsx8vbp

Are YOU ready for The weekend?? We sure are!! • • • • • #MissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN #MissTN2018 #ChristineElectra #TheMissTennessee #MissTennesseeSchoolTour #MissTNSchoolTour (at Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwKsS0elC05/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9t726eoi4s4

“The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention” ✨ #TBT • • • • #MissTennesee #MissTennessee2018 #TheMissTennessee #YourMissTennessee #MissTN #MissTN2018 #TheReigningMissTennessee #CharacterEducation #MissTNSchoolTour #MissTennesseeSchoolTour https://www.instagram.com/p/BwIkjxZj-5a/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uh1z75ks6gz4

Happy #InternationalPageantDay from YOUR reigning Miss Tennessee! I am so honored to have had the opportunity of a lifetime and to serve as Miss Tennessee this year— I have loved every moment of this year and have learned so much about the true meaning of selfless service and enduring any challenge that life throws my way... I wouldn’t change a single thing about this year and am so thrilled that I’ve had so many wonderful people supporting me and pushing me to be my best self even in the most challenging times I have ever faced. What an honor it has been to serve the great state of Tennessee this year and to have the chance to finish out these next few months STRONG! Tennessee, it has been the opportunity of a lifetime to have the chance to represent you as THE Miss Tennessee 2018 and I will treasure these experiences forever!! • • • #MissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN #YOURMissTennessee #TheMissTennessee #MissTN2018 #ChristineElectra #JoannsGirl https://www.instagram.com/p/BwBIJIvjOQ3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jjl8vu6z5r1b

Thanks @memphisredbirds for taking me out to the ball game tonight! I had a blast singing the national anthem at tonight’s season opener — be sure you’re following my personal page @christineelectra for the next few months of my Miss Tennessee adventures and more rhinestone-studded chapters to come soon 😘 • • • #MissTennessee #MissTN #TakeMeOutToTheBallGame #TheMissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN2018 #ChristineElectra #memphisredbirds #choose901 (at AutoZone Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv28AMyj4kB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d6sl28acyahe

Once upon a time, you were a little girl with big dreams that you’d promised yourself you would make real one day. Don’t disappoint yourself. • • • #MissTennessee #misstennessee2018 #MissTN #TheMissTennessee #MissTN2018 #MissTennesseeSchoolTour https://www.instagram.com/p/BvrIdnmD9O_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12zui29nma2v6

Spending this Sunday reminiscing some of my favorite memories from this year so far and looking forward to making many more — The kindergarten, 1st & 2nd grade classes at Dutch Valley sure made me feel welcome on my tour of Anderson Co. area schools!! I can’t believe I have already spoken to more than 53,000 students so far this year and have 3 more months to impact the lives of these precious children through speaking about the importance of respect! • • • #MissTennessee #ThereSheIs #MissTennesseeSchoolTour #MissTN #MISSTN2018 #MissTennessee2018 #AndersonCounty #AndersonCountySchools (at Oak Ridge, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvZ67SiDWPf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7l2b8rjwd14v

The sweetest smile you ever did see!! Noah was the sweetest when I came to visit his classroom and I loved getting to share some smiles and giggles with him and his friends! I can definitely say that I have the best job in the world, I am so lucky to get to share this experience with more than 50,000 students this year on my school tour! • • • #MissTennessee #MissTN #ThereSheIs #ThereSheServes #MissTennesseeTravels #MissTennesseeSchoolTour #MissTNschoolTour #Respect #CharacterEducation #GovernorsCharacterEducationSpokesperson #ChristineElectra #ThereSheTravels (at Claiborne County, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvRasWtFejk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xw9l6zyiouhr

WOW what a fantastic day in Cannon County!!!! I had so many precious little ones come in enthusiastically holding their posters for today’s assembly— I felt so special that they took the time to make these precious posters for my visit and will treasure them forever! Woodbury you certainly have my whole heart after just one day ❤️ • • • #ThereSheIs #MissTennessee #MissTennesseeSchoolTour #MissTNSchoolTour #MissTN #CharacterEducation (at Woodbury, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzaQB4Flj_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hv7qiq4nj9tz

Mandatory Super Bowl post. (Y’all knew this was coming) — you are statistically more likely to have a son play in the super bowl than you are a daughter compete for Miss America (...I’ve waited for 5 years to post that haha!!!) forever obsessed with this fab custom @juancarlospinera from @joannsofunioncity!! ❤️❤️❤️ • • • • #JoannsGirl #JuanCarlosPinera #JuanCarlosCouture #MissTennessee #MissTN #ChristineElectra #JoannsGirl #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN2018 (at Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtcVtPtFMWo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mg5gjsc8k6y2

Loving my time in Lexington this Morning!! I had so much fun with all of my new friends talking about respect and Ellie the Elephant and so much more! ❤️❤️❤️ • • • #Respect #CharacterEducation #MissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #ChristineElectra #MissTN #MISSTN18 #CharacterEducationSpokesperson #GovernorsCharacterEducationSpokesperson #EllieTheElephant #EndAlz #SchoolTour #MissTNSchoolTour (at Westover Elementary) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtMEKj2DyGI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wau8mhp132lv

Loved seeing a State Titleholder Sister At @pinkgalachatt last night! Miss Maine 1975 Patricia Cyr-Watlington looked breath taking last night at the Annual PINK Gala in Chattanooga — and I loved this gorgeous @sherrihill from @joannsofunioncity for the event!! • • • #MissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN #MISSTN18 #ChristineElectra #PinkGala #PinkGalaChattanooga #SherriHill #SherriHillCouture #JoannsGirl #JoannsofUnionCity (at Chattanooga, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtKl_l-jeFx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xrevmbktc0xm

I loved being a part of the Le Bonheur 2019 Champion’s event!! I was so excited to meet our new 2019 champion families and to celebrate the achievements and dedicated efforts of the 2018 champions! I even got to see my @phimufraternity sisters from @phimuatolemiss & @phimumemphis and so many smiles from the sweet stuffed animals they brought for the kids! What an honor to celebrate such special children and their families and to see so many @cmnhospitals partners and supporters come out to @lebonheurchildrens to support and celebrate the strength and courage of such amazing families ❤️❤️❤️ • • • • #MissTennessee #MissTennessee2018 #MissTN #MissTN2018 #StateGoodwillAmbassador #CMNHospitalsAmbassador #CMNHospitals #CMNH #CMN #ChildrensMiracleNetworkHospitals #ChildrensMiracleNetwork #TNGoodwillAmbassador #ForTheKids #LeBonheur #LeBonheurChildrens #LeBonheurChildrensHospital #Memphis #MemphisCMNhospital #Choose901 #ChristineElectra #ForTheKids #FTK #PhiMu #PhiMuFraternity (at Le Bonheur Children's Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs3XvPVjlKR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15z0mw0ij5kt