#me) and i am still the least favourite bc erm. im shy heehee
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#ameera speaks#realeyezayshun that im am now the only one in my extended family who hasnt done Anything major (which like booooo how broing does that make#me) and i am still the least favourite bc erm. im shy heehee#i shouldve first realised this when i said to my uncle thanks for inviting me after going to his birthday party and he was like 😠 are you#white? why are you saying that 😠 of course id invite you 😠#further realeyezayshun that i never have and never will have a safety net relationship with anyone because i either am not liked enough by#anyone for that and/or sont trust anyone enough for that#when [blank] [blanked] she called her aunties and [blanked] with them#and when my friends brother was dating someone and wanted to marry her he told her and they managed to convince their parents together#but like. what have i got#like that thing thats like im you love me but do you like me and thats it. im loved sure but im not likeable#its just so !!!!!@ everything to me#also i connected the dots and my auntie hating me from the second i was born because she was jealous that my dad may love her less#certainly didnt help. like your mum going to pakistan and entrysting you in her care and her and your older brother giving you crunchy nut#cereal just to prove that youre lying about having a nut allergy. and the person who DID look after you moving to another city and#hating your entire family. like. slay
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