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faithisland · 2 months

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its extremely frustrating that I'm very happy with the size of my pumped dick, and very unhappy with the size of it normally. it means I can't decide whether to go through w metoidioplasty or not

Id rather get meta, in every way. but I just don't know if my dick is gonna grow any further, and at this size, it won't be long enough to stp, which is a big part of it for me (well,, the whole thing is. actually)

so I'm just in this limbo state of pumping every day for dysphoria and growth, and just hoping against hope I'll get another growth spurt

when do I just bite the bullet and book a phallo consult?

#i think i should wait longer #its been almost 3 years but #not on this level of T so #maybe ill do another round of dht #i dont wanna lose more hair but im getting desperate #i NEED to piss through my cock like it is a constant source of dysphoria #i hate everything abt my parts in this arrangement except my cock #im fond of it and would rather keep it and not have the recovery of phallo #why cant it just get like 3cm longer😭😭😭#(or ideally an inch longer like pumped)#i pump multiple times a day for a couple min at a time #bc i cant stand my dick not feeling substantial in my boxers

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