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incarnateirony · 5 years
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An apology, but a story.
Okay guys, sorry for uh, talking so much about Pillowfort lately. I do mean it when I say I’m still here to stay until Tumblr totally dies, and I know I’ve been posting a LOT of PF content, but I’m also trying to help tailor an environment over there where this fandom can thrive. Add in momma’s heart attack and coma and my dash has been a hot mess and bare bones of my usual content, and I apologize.
But at the same time I’d like to sort of tell a bit of a flashback story of social media, fandom, and why I really do hope the best for Pillowfort. Some people are too young to remember the slow death of Livejournal, and I’m having like, flashbacks from that. I wasn’t in SPN fandom itself at the time but I was on LJ, so if you’re 
worried about your friends leaving
intent on sticking to tumblr hell or high water
kind of upset at some friends trying to manage both
Let me give a little bit of history to explain what people are doing right now and why.
Long long ago, in a digital world far away when the internet still screamed at you when you connected to it, fandom wasn’t really globalized like it is. Twitter didn’t exist. Eventually Facebook was a hot new commodity not everybody adopted immediately. Tumblr wasn’t a sparkle in anybody’s eye. 
Fandom was mostly relegated to php forums and places like Livejournal. Livejournal proved to be -- at the time -- one of the best methods to engage in fandom. You could have your own journal, but you could also join communities with your account and comment on long discussions. 
There were weaknesses of this to be sure. Notifications were pretty raw to nonexistent compared to how we know of them modernly. You had to basically manually check the comm to stay on top of things, and what was said in that comm was choked to that comm. Now, that had its strengths: you could control the community and posts, ergo minimizing flame wars, but it made fandom a bunch of pigeonhole wings and, to be honest, echo chambers. Lots of things got missed, overlooked, and what have you. And god help you if you pissed off a big name fan in your wing that owned one or most of the communities you went to. Replies and the ilk were pretty limited on what you could do, too. But it was something. It was more than just a standard forum. You could still try to cross-engage.
Then came the LJ Purge, which... is pretty much identical to the Tumblr purge. New rules banishing NSFW to the depths of the internet, some out of control censorship, targeting all LGBT content no matter how pure as NSFW and explicit -- you name it. They didn’t really have wildly out of control filterbots, that’s a new modern invention just to shit in our bin a little better, but you get the idea. What happened -- and is still, more quietly, now that the shock has passed -- to Tumblr is what happened to LJ. People lost mountains of work. 
Now, LJ didn’t die overnight. It died over the course of a few years. Some people left fairly quickly, others tried to stay aboard. For example, Destiel fandom was fairly young at the point the LJ Purge kicked off, and were already sort of outsiders among the fandom newsletters that were more Gen or Wincest doused at that point because -- well, duh -- they had a several year running start on that platform. The communities, as above, were really regulated. There just wasn’t room to breathe. Sure, they had their own comms, but once material started vanishing, they were much more eager to, en masse, migrate to a new platform. And yes, some stayed behind longer, because people, even in shipland, aren’t a borg.
Other communities, like gen or Wincest, stayed behind longer. They had years of built up work and huge communities they were attached to there and it was a lot harder for them to let that all go. But it didn’t get better. More quietly, once the hysteria ended, people just lost their will to continue to use livejournal and they more dribbled across.
Some went to Dreamwidth back then. Some went to tumblr. Long term, tumblr worked for everybody until now. Dreamwidth was pretty much Livejournal, minus censorship, plus a few bells and whistles but it worked for a few people, but let’s face it -- that’s not where central fandom ended up.
Now, people are talking alternatives. Some are saying to go back to Dreamwidth. I refuse. 
Because there’s a reason it wasn’t the most successful platform in the past and we’ll go back to completely segregated fandom like before and 
because certain aspects of fandom that DID go to Dreamwidth and stay there, have still been there, and are a huge thorn in the side to almost anyone with their head screwed on straight, Destiel fandom or not. J2 tinhats are the eternal asscramps of the fandom and they’ve squatted on dreamwidth for their crazy ass tinhat page for years, god knows they probably went to adjacent communities, god knows how ingrained they are into it, and I am NOT willing to deal with that level of horse shit again.
Pornhub tried a grab, that didn’t work, as it shouldn’t, for a list of reasons as long as my arm; Mastodon was suggested, but has a huge issue in some of its other channels that people don’t want to float in the vicinity of. 
And then there’s Pillowfort.
So look, Pillowfort is young, it is a smolbabe. In a few months it went from 4K users to 25K users and is growing innumerably by the day. Its servers are struggling. That turns some people off. I get that. But that isn’t permanent.
So first of all, early pioneers are what make migrations work. Just like LJ had its initial members, and then tumblr had its early migrators, places like Pillowfort can be the same. Dreamwidth already has its foundations. That’s redundant, and foundations I’m not even going to touch, much less the regressive, divisive form of communities that will segregate all of us again. It’s fine if you aren’t one of the first people to take up the platform. The people ahead of you will start laying down content and communities and, if it works out, you can join in when you’re ready.
So what makes Pillowfort so fucking special?
Okay, so check it out. On tumblr, we’re used to reblogging shit into the bowels of the internet. As Pillowfort grows it, too, has that capability with some differences.
The boldest difference is that when you reblog, your opinion doesn’t get attached to the end of the post. It just reblogs the base post. Some people initially complained and thought that was the loss of a feature but came to realize it’s a blessing.
You see, that means someone can’t kidnap your post with a shitty opinion to reblog it to their friends with a shitty opinion that all attach their heckling shitty opinions. Like, let’s say it’s someone that’s Destiel fandom reading this. Ever had an anti shit reblog your post and it run wild? Well, now, if they try to reblog it, all they reblog is... your Destiel post. Thanks for that.
So how do we actually say what we need to?
Well, fam, it incorporated elements from LJ/DW, in having threaded replies. Multiple threads if so needed. The threaded replies are capable of housing just about anything an OP has. So a blog post has, alongside Like/Reblog notifications, comments. Open the post, read the comments, start an actual conversation with some merit. Did some douchebag come to spam your comments since they can’t reblog? No problem, delete their shitty comments and block them, problem solved.
But it doesn’t end there.
See, like LJ, PF has communities. While your post can reblog just about anywhere just like on tumblr, you can blog or reblog them into the communities you follow. Anyone following that community, whether they follow you directly or not, gets that turning up in their feed, maximizing your spread. So sure, it’s a young platform and you only have 20 followers or whatever, but if you make a general Supernatural style post and blog it to the SPN com, 300 people (at current) see it. If you post something to the Destiel comm, over 200 people see it. It’s a way to even find new accounts and friends.
If you don’t like something that’s turning up in a community, you can blacklist shit. And/or find a more appropriate community if it gets out of hand to you.
When you make your own communities you can have internal discussions or blog in/out posts, you can set rules, promote moderators, remove or ban problem users, and generally control the flow of your community to keep out shitlords. But, if for example, you subscribed to a community that turns out to be secretly run BY a shitlord because, IDK, maybe they don’t like that you think Sam is bi or something, most of these communities are large and blog in/out/engageable enough that you won’t lose your contacts, you WILL find your people over time, and you won’t be completely choked off to a singular abyss.
So the base beat is
PF treats every single post like any root post on an LJ/DW comm, but is able to be reblogged from/to communities or your own blog page as freely as tumblr.  PF takes the best concepts of current and previous fandom platforms in its base application and lays a groundwork that literally all of us can prosper on if it survives and continues. 
But that’s the catch.
And it’s cool if you aren’t ready to completely take that leap yet. I get that.
“I kinda like PF but it doesn’t have X feature-”
Okay look, PF is a smolbabe, like I said. It’s in beta. The thing is, they’re adding things every day. They have a dev list like 2 pages long for goals and things are getting crossed off and added like, biweekly. It might already be on their list to add. And if it’s not, guess what?
The staff actually give a shit and react to questions and concerns. There’s entire beta groups to talk about features with bugs, and/or features that should be added or adjusted. There’s a comm to talk directly to the staff about things.
A small, young platform needs people willing to be out there saying what would improve the experience. So if you go there, you’re not just fandom pioneers, you’re social media pioneers if you so choose to be. It’s not mandatory. You can just fan in your space how you want. Or you can go to the beta groups and staff groups and tell them what you think would improve the experience. 
And again, it’s okay if you aren’t willing to move right now.
I’m not moving entirely. I’m double blogging, and will return to my regularly scheduled blogging on tumblr here soon, now that my life is calming down and I got most of my PF heavy lifting out of the way. But I want to make a nest in case this does pan out to be the next forward horizon, rather than taking a step back to something like Dreamwidth that segregates us all again. I want to help them build that platform. 
But I’ll still be here with you guys.
But if you’ve felt like friends are abandoning you
Please try to understand the history, please understand what they’re doing and why they’re doing it, and just try to encourage them to cross blog where you can/will engage. And if you’re feeling daring one day? Try to poke your head into PF.
I have one remaining key that I’m willing to give a really good fandom creator. I gave one to a meta-mind and I’d like this to go to a heavy, inclusive gif creator, because that’s still a sparse art on PF. You’d be the belle of the ball just for crossposting your work, in a place that DOESN’T have a threat of it getting deleted when tumblr throws a hissyfit. Just post on both. Tada. Suddenly you’re the popular kid.
If you’re interested, if you poke your head in, check my recent post listing communities that are growing rapidly and the ilk to know where to get your feet wet. Or send me a DM. I’ll help.
We good? Cool.
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lesbianbruabba · 6 years
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All of the questions 😈
Jokes on you bitch I have time since I’m waiting for drag race to air but oh my god this is gonna be long so i’ll pull an Iza and put it under a read more 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I don’t know
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Shy, even though I don’t feel like I am, people tell me I’m shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My brother when he comes here oh my god. I miss him. I’m going to make him watch a couple crazy music videos and possibly scar him. 
@lettiehigh and @akakuro4869-blog and @rippling-waves when I get back to Hong Kong and Tiff and Bella and Karl and Ellie and Miss R and everyone else
@samrull and Lettie again and maybe @lecafenoirx if I go to Bristol in September to see flor
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I’d say so! Unless you give me a reason to dislike you lol
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Probably but that’s a stupid question since I don’t drink :)
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Kind people. Usually more on the feminine side? Even the more muscular guys that I thirst after have a few feminine traits like a higher-pitched voice.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Nope, I’m going back to Hong Kong so there’s even less chance of me being in a relationship lol
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Ryan Ross [insert tongue emoji]
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Nope. I’m usually way too open, quite a few of my friends are this way too. Literally one time my brother and I shared a hotel room and the first thing he said when my folks were out of earshot is complaining how he can’t jack off for a whole week (I asked him why he couldn’t do it in the shower, he said it was too much effort to do so standing up XD)
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kasia or Iza about body image? define deep
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Call him or dump his useless ass?” to Lettie
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Victorious by P!atD, Dodie Clark’s cover of Somebody Else by the 1975, I Need My Girl by the National, Pożyczony by Sylwia Grzeszczak and Honey by Kehlani
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yeah! People at school used to love braiding my hair because it was so long. And I like playing with people’s hair, because I can French braid on others but I can’t do it with myself :/
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Sometimes?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I’ll say last summer since it’s not quite summer yet now. Well, I was accepted into Edi, got a 38 on the IBDP which is not too bad, and celebrated my birthday with my squad (rip)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yep :)
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
I fkin hope not 
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
My first actual crush or like, elementary school crush? But no on both counts
19. Do you like bubble baths?
I’ve never had one :/ I’ve never had a ~bath~ tbh. I want to try in the summer because home in Hong Kong has a bathtub. 
20. Do you like your neighbors?
I like my flatmates here, we like the same kind of porn and vines. I don’t know my neighbors well enough back home
21. What are you bad habits?
I trust too easily, I am intelligent but lazy when it comes to schoolwork (I procrastinate), I worry way too fucking much about everything, I have crushes on people that I should NOT have crushes on sometimes (see: gay men)
22. Where would you like to travel?
I answered this a while back I think but as far as I could remember it’s a lot of european places - Oslo, Aarhus (I’m going to Copenhagen!!), Moscow, Tallinn, Berlin, Lublin, Warsaw, Kraków, Gdańsk, Lyon, Lisbon, Prague, honestly just count in every capital haha. I’m not good at geography. Also, Tasmania, Tokyo, Osaka (I’ve been twice but it’s. So good), London, Glasgow are all places I’d go again. 
23. Do you have trust issues?
With my mum yeah lmao
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Talking to my friends (basically everyone I’ve tagged up there I don’t have many friends lmao)
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
My thighs because they’re heavily scarred, my tummy because fat, double chin, face because weirdly big lips and weird shape and small eyes, honestly most of my body if I’m being honest, when I’m not corseted. 
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Go through tumblr, twitter, instagram, kik, snapchat, emails, facebook, usually in that order. And then maybe scroll a bit more through tumblr and drag myself awake. Brush teeth and drink juice for breakfast. 
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
My skin tone is fine. I’m kinda pale for a Chinese girl (according to others, but my skin’s gotten darker in recent years) so I sometimes have to use white people products. I only lighten my skin for doing goth-y makeup so in those instances i’d love to have lighter skin. (then again, I’m talking like...wallpaper white if possible pls)
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My friends and my brother. 
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
What exes lmao
30. Do you ever want to get married?
If it’s with the right person yeah. 
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
My hair is long enough for several pony tails
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Men - Jawn and Ryan Ross
Women - Stephanie Beatriz and Lynn Gunn
33. Spell your name with your chin
 cbhreusftjd
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Exactly - what sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
Without TV. I can’t live without music. 
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Would’ve said yes up to this morning haha
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
So, do you know what a furry is?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Emo, responsible, kind, good sense of humor, understanding, appreciates Ryan Ross, doesn’t mind me checking my phone a lot [insert date in Hong Kong meme]
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Damaged Society for band merch, Ann Summers for lingerie, various taobao shops for lolita fashion, Restyle for corsets
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Study linguistics at university. Hey! I’m doing that!
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No but most people do
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I don’t feel like talking/I’m depressed/I’m thinking
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Not like randomly?...
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
NEITHER I LIKE BEING SAFE OH MY GOD
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Brushing my teeth or needing to pee?
46. What are you paranoid about?
I’m paranoid that I won’t graduate uni, about not being able to find a job that I will be happy at (doesn’t have to be a dream job but I don’t want to work at something I hate like a factory), I’m paranoid that no one will ever love me esp. romantically, that my family will never accept me as a bisexual woman, that I won’t be able to migrate to the UK before I’m 30 or worse before China takes back Hong Kong in 2047 and I will be trapped in hellish censorship conservative society, that depression and anxiety will drive me to off myself before any of that could even happen
47. Have you ever been high?
Noooooooooo don’t do drugs :( I say, even though I am friends with a drug dealer lol
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Nope, alcohol tastes gross
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Recently no. But like when I was a kid yeah
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Pink!
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Every day :/
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I want to weigh 80lbs. It’s been this stupid ‘goal’ throughout teenagehood and I know it’s stupid and unhealthy but I really want to. I don’t care if I won’t have boobs. 
53. Favourite makeup brand?
Maybelline has good concealer
54. Favourite store?
Damaged Society
55. Favourite blog?
Can’t make me pick between these two 
56. Favourite colour?
Pink
57. Favourite food? 
Tiramisu and also siu mai but only the fish ones because they taste like garlic and also calbee chips, british junk food is garbage compared to the stuff we have in hong kong (they’ve got good sweets here though)
58. Last thing you ate?
Spaghetti carbonara
59. First thing you ate this morning?
I didn’t eat today till dinner which was spaghetti carbonara
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I got first runner up in a nationwide comp for poetry. I wrote a depressing poem that ended up with my English teacher sending a concerned email to my folks lol
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
*gasp* I am a good student
62. Been arrested? For what?
Oh my god. I’m a good girl. I’m not with that kinda shit
63. Ever been in love? 
I have fallen in love but not like...reciprocated love, no
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Ooh this is fun. He offered to be my first kiss and I said sure and we made out and it was nice and less scary than I thought but I forgot to close my eyes
65. Are you hungry right now?
No I had too much spaghetti :(((((
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
are you calling my tumblr friends fake
But no I love them all. Also given that half of my irl friends are on tumblr idk what to say lmao
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr is the MOST SUPERIOR SOCIAL MEDIA BECAUSE IT IS TRASH
69. Are you watching tv right now?
We’d need a TV license for that. and a TV. so no
I’ve got netflix
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Lettie, Chloe, Iza, Natalie, Daniel (my brother), Karl, Bella (but she’s mad at me so idk), there’s a couple of people who I consider close friends but idk if they’re okay with me calling them my best friends
71. Craving something? What?
A GETAWAY FROM THE SMOOTH TALK THAT’S KEEPING ME GROUNDED  TO THE CARPET IN MY ROOM MY QUIET BLUE TOMB OF YOU
72. What colour are your towels?
Both purple why
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One. Or zero if I kick it to the floor by accident. I mostly hug it.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No :(
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
zero. I have a stuffed L Lawliet from Death Note though. It’s a present for my mum when I get home. I’ve also got a few stuffies back home courtesy of Lettie and Bella
75. Favourite animal?
Humans but I like dogs and cats and rats are kinda cute too?
76. What colour is your underwear?
Right now it’s white but I’ve got beige and grey ones I’m kinda boring
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Coffee
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
White, my waterparks shirt :)
80. What colour pants?
Blue denim shorts
81. Favourite tv show?
Drag race, b99, the good place, parks and rec, ASOUE
82. Favourite movie?
Dzien Swira it’s funny and depressing
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean girls but i’ve not seen the second one
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Mean girls, idk what the other one is
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
The nice girl
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk...the blue fish? Ellen Degeneres? 
87. First person you talked to today?
Iza
88. Last person you talked to today?
Kasia
89. Name a person you hate?
Uhhhhhhhm Doanld Trump?
90. Name a person you love?
My brother he’s so smart and creative and sweet and makes the worst puns and he loves fall out boy and tries to be an edgelord and it’s super adorable so that’s great 
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
My feelings bc they dumb
92. In a fight with someone?
Kiiiiiiiinda? More like she’s mad at me and idk what to do about it because i refuse to go to fucking london with her because international plane tickets are expensive as heck and she wants me to go in the middle of summer when i’m home
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
easy, 0
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
A Lot. Like 10. 
95. Last movie you watched?
Dzien Swira
96. Favourite actress?
Sara Canning and Stephanie Beatriz make me v gay
97. Favourite actor?
Neil Patrick Harris because Count Olaf
98. Do you tan a lot?
No lmao
99. Have any pets?
m-my brother...?
100. How are you feeling?
Impatient because drag race hasn’t aired yet. Lonely because my favorite flatmate moved out and there’s no one to chat with me at 3am anymore. Frustrated because my crush-y feelings are being dumb. Sad because my mum is kiiiiiiiiiiiinda homophobic and I imagine myself getting married to a woman not a man (it’s more likely) so :/
101. Do you type fast?
68 WPM? Is that fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
I regret a lot of things. But it’s okay I’ve not turned out too bad overall considering. I’m also glad I did a lot of things, so
103. Can you spell well?
I think so yeah
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes absolutely in particular one person because sometimes I regret things that I did with good intentions and never stop regretting :/
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
I’ve been to a campfire so kinda??
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Nah
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes!! When I was a kid
108. What should you be doing?
It’s 1am so prolly sleeping but who has time for that amirite
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Yeah my mum. And my feelings
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yes lmaoooooo don’t read me like this
111. Do you have trust issues?
This was a question up there. Why is it asked again. You’re making me have trust issues
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Ooh shit I don’t know I haven’t cried in front of people for a while mostly because I shut myself in my room but prolly my brother or my mum back home 
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Never had one (that I liked)
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
~that’s not a thing~ uwu
115. Do you play the Wii?
No my mum is against video games
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes I’m listening to Dear Uber Driver
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Never had it
118. Do you like Chinese food?
I like dim sum and egg tarts and a lot of HK street food so yes? 
119. Favourite book?
Suck Less by Willam
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes, but at other times it’s oddly comforting
121. Are you mean?
:o I am the least mean person to exist 
122. Is cheating ever okay?
No unless it’s in NTAL but even then it’s like hmmmm is it tho
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Lol no
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think it’s possible but unlikely
125. Do you believe in true love?
Yeah I’d like to
126. Are you currently bored?
No because this is keeping me entertained until I can watch drag race
127. What makes you happy?
Talking to my friends, sending them dumb tumblr shitposts, sending my brother disturbing gifs, getting weird gifs from Chloe, thirsting over Jawn with Iza, hearing that my friends are happy, reading and sharing poetry with friends, listening to music, playing the ukulele, eating junk food and watching b99, answering tumblr asks, writing poetry, drawing
128. Would you change your name?
I don’t like Christie so yes. Would change my Chinese name too it’s too annoying to write. 
129. What your zodiac sign?
Leo//rabbit
130. Do you like subway?
No :(
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Brenda, he’s gay. Very very very gay, think a 6 on the kinsey scale
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Again. this has been asked. What kinda unprofessionalism
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
I think with my heart and love with my head
134. Can you count to one million?
I mean...in theory yes but why would I do that 
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I told my mum I was striaght lmao
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed. What the fuck
137. How tall are you?
5′2
138. Curly or Straight hair?
I have straight hair, I want wavy hair. Or bangs. 
139. Brunette or Blonde?
I have black hair. I tend to have blondes/general bright hair as a ‘type’ when it comes to romantic affection/crushes but it’s also not v accurate
also, I want pink hair. I had a dream where my brother loved MANIA so much he dyed his hair purple
140. Summer or Winter?
WINTER. BUT WITHOUT SNOW. Summer brings out my skin problems so I have a v valid reason to hate it. Also I’m fat so my thigh chafe in summer if I walk more than an hour
141. Night or Day?
I am usually, unfortuantely, only awake at night and like maybe late afternoon. 
142. Favourite month?
I don’t have one. December I guess bc it’s acceptable to play christmas music. or June bc pride month
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope. I don’t love meat though. 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Milk. With sea salt and caramel. I’m a classy hoe
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee. Either iced americano or some sweet frappe shit
146. Was today a good day?
Today was a very good day. I told my crush I liked her, slept away most of the day, watched a lot of brooklyn nine-nine and listened to Dodie while doing German and Polish on duolingo and I read Chloe’s poetry and it was very good. Link here. And Kasia gave me lots of good song recs. And drag race is up soon (it’s technically tomorrow but whatever). 
147. Mars or Snickers?
I can’t pick because Snickers has such a great texture, but also mars bars has the perfect nougat to caramel to chocolate ratio? Probably mars wins out by a bit
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Hewwo” - Aquaria, RuPaul’s Drag Race
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
I’d like to think souls can see what we’re doing after they pass away.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“Adjective opposites and their comparatives” from a Polish grammar book.
Thank you for this long ass ask 
drag race still hasn’t fucking aired so i’m gonna watch more b99 and drink fanta
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