#machine malfunction Sunday. my laptop screen cracking. more and more and more stuff to do
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#ah my birthday is on sunday and im trying to decide how to deal with it#bc birthdays have never been that big a deal in my family but i feel cultural pressure to so something and it would be a good excuse to#chill for a sec. bc everythings been pretty terrible. ive just had some bad luck#machine malfunction Sunday. my laptop screen cracking. more and more and more stuff to do#i really need a new laptop. im v worried its gonna stop working but ugh i dont wanna deal with it#and im STILL trying to get my car registered. more abd more hoops to jump thru#and loads to do for this report thats due next friday. i should ask for help but its so hard to ask undergrads to do anything#if i dont watch constantly thry fuck it up. somehow the pics taken of leaves were fucked up and its my fault for apprently not explaining#properly but i dont understand why she took the pics like that? like u covered the entire leaf??? why tf do u think i asked for leaf pics?#and my boss is like: maybe we can go to idaho later in the year and collect more samples for photosynthesis#and im just. im so far past burnt out i dont even feel it anymore. i look at the data from my 1st round of samples and i feel nothing#shes excited. which is nice but i look out at the now 3 photosynthesis data sets i have to deal with and feel tried and small#i dont find it that iteresting topic wise so its only pushing me further and further away and ive gotta write a ton of bs before i get#started with the next data sets. so much ti do and im so tired#so yeah. i should prob take a break. i was replaying kentucky r0ute zero but i accidentally set thr size of the window too small#so now i cant fucking change it back and so i cant play thr game and im very veey upset abt it#im sure there's a way to fix it? maybe. but i cant get to the menue in game anymore and i dont have the time to figure it out#so i guess i cant play anymore#ah. maybe ill just draw all day Sunday. maybe. maybe.#but if i decide ti di that itll put too much pressure on it and i wont be able to do anything#maybe ill draw my ocs. or nar uto and sa sake. sime yearning vibes#idk we'll see what happens. mayne ill just sleep. haha yeah right#unrelated
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