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Can you do a euronymous x guitarist reader where she is in slipknot and mayhem keeps playing the same gigs and euronymous sees her playing and falls in love
Guitar and Bands
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Warning : falling/being in love, kinda fluff
Info : So here its is for you @iminlovewithmycarrrr hope you like it and I hope I did Slipknot some justice since I did not listen to them. Everyone have fun reading ;)
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Disclaimer : I don't want to glorify anything, it's about the actors who play a role, not the real events.
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He knew the band, he knew every single damn one of the members, knew their names, where they were born, old hell even what they all ate and drank.
He admired the band that had only existed a few years longer than they had, but was just as well known. The masks were what fascinated them all, especially the band's founder. They could have been the riders of the apocalypse.
As if this evil force had come out of the dark, putrid depths of hell. But the biggest mystery of all was the mysterious guitar player with the cat-like mask as if they had taken a werecat and put the skin off her mask and given her power like Satan himself.
She was incredible he listened to every gig on radio and TV with his band even the beginnings of the internet helped the band find some tours for the band and get tickets.
The reason why his fingers, no, his whole body, was tingling, his heart was beating faster. He wanted to finally see her under the mask and see who she really was. She was a beast on stage a figure of the devil along with the band that was different in a different way than Mayhem.
His band was dark, satanic, boundary testing, offensive and wanted to blow up. Their band, on the other hand, seemed to be doing their own thing, living a life without rules, doing what they wanted to do and not trying to build a new Satanic power.
He drove faster to the concert hall, it was his biggest concert, but only as an opening act for Slipknot. ,,If you drive like that anymore you'll kill us" Necrobutcher mekcertge behind him and held the instruments and requisitions with Hellhammer and fist.
While the blond of the band took care of the dead animals and things, he did not take part in the conversation. ,,If I don't drive like this, we'll be late... besides, I have to see the band," Euronymous nagged back and pressed the clutch to drive even faster.
They were already late anyway, the party they had because of the gig had escalated a little too much and they all had to sip a few cups of coffee and throw painkillers to get out of the house and into the car.
But they still managed to get a place in the parking lot of an endless labyrinth. Sprinting into the hall with their instruments, they pushed past the masses of people and he could just see her with the guitar in her hand and, as always, the mask on her face. ,,Get everything ready, I'll have a look around!" he called out to Hellhammer and quickly threw his guitar to him, who almost collapsed and cursed at his friend.
But it didn't matter, he was there to see them play, he almost got lost in the masses of security men and technicians, but he saw the band was on stage, all that was left was for the fog to clear. Listening to the crowds of fans, he felt his fingers itching to play with her.
The way she played the guitar with such confidence, it was something that drew him in, she drew him in. ,,Amazing" came from his lips as the band gave it their all, playing one song after another until what he hadn't thought possible happened.
She took off her mask, threw the cat mask into the crowd and seemed to have been made better by all the music gods. Gods of music.
Her playing trumped her beauty a goddess of music and the determined look in her eyes as she shuffled through the crowd and suddenly looked at him.
His heart pierced and winked at him, he knew he had lost himself, that he was itching to play guitar with her, kiss her and be with her in a wave of music.
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icarus-star · 15 days
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♥︎rory culkin characters nicknames for you♥︎
includes: chris kenton, possum, clyde, dan cooper, r!euronymous, charlie walker, ollie sway (some are a bit nsfw).
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chris kenton: he's pretty basic with nicknames, he likes to call you 'babe' or 'baby'. every once in a while, he might throw in a quick 'angel' or something.
possum: he rarely uses nicknames, he prefers to call you by your first name. although there is a chance that he'll call you something in bed if you ask nice enough. ;)
clyde: he loves nicknames!! he thinks it's a nice and simple way to show affection. he likes to call you 'babe' & 'baby', as well as things like 'sweetheart' when you're alone. (he does also call you some playful nicknames, if you were to do something stupid, you would never live it down. constantly hearing the reminder from clyde).
dan cooper: another one who adores nicknames!! he loves calling you things, and when you call him things. his nicknames for you range from 'sweetheart' or 'sweetie' all the way to things much more suggestive (calling you 'mommy' or 'daddy' when he gets super needy ><).
r!euronymous: i don't think he's one to call you a lot of nicknames. maybe something simple every now and then like 'angel'. although he probably uses nicknames a lot in bed. 'sugar', 'baby', 'dumb slut', etc.
charlie walker: he's a little too shy to use nicknames. maybe at first he'd call you a shortened version of your name, and once being with you for a while, he'd warm up to calling you things like 'baby' or maybe even 'sweetness'.
ollie sway: nicknames are his favorite, he's basically never calling you by your name. it's always something. let it be 'darling', 'sweetheart', 'my love' or even just 'dear', he won't stop.
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Masterlist + Rules and Tag List
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Who I Write For (So Far)
Rory Culkin
Hellhammer (loc) for my bestie @laurenisaway
What I Will Not Write
I will not write about incest, pedophilia, scat play, or watersports. For angst, nothing to do with self-harm.
NSFW will be marked in red.
SFW will be in blue.
Note: Anyone can be made into a series if you like it that much, just ask - Love, Barbi
Jack Thurlow
Fetish for my love series
Prt 1
IMPORTANT INFO
This is the only one with backstory so far:
Boss Dom!Reader x Dom!Jack Thurlow
Ex-friends to coworker to enemies to lovers.
Charlie Walker (Scream 4)
Pick up the Phone Pt. 1 (coming soon)
Pick up the Phone Pt. 2 (coming soon)
Tyler (The Expecting)
You're So Hypnotizing Series (coming soon)
Euronymous (Lords of Chaos)
Playlist included, coming soon
My Dirty Little Secret Series (coming soon)
Hellhammer (Lord of Chaos)
Love Game Series (coming soon)
Possum (Welcome to Willits)
Starships (coming soon)
Kappa (Black Mirror)
Bitter Sweet Addiction (Coming soon)
Chris Kenton (Twelve)
Better Than Me Series (coming soon)
Clyde (Electrick Children)
So High (coming soon)
Gabriel (Gabriel)
Always and Forever Pt. 1 (coming soon)
Danny Cooper (Intruders)
Crybaby Sub to Softdom Danny
Ollie Sway(Song Of Sway Lake)
Sweetest Girl in Town Series (coming soon)
Gavin, Gabe, Mike, Samuel, Marcus, Gage, Willie (coming soon)
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hi hi! can i request a euronymous x reader where they grew up together and were next door neighbors and reader got into the scene with euro and they’re very close friends. and when ann marit is introduced, reader gets jealous and it’s angst to fluff?? ✨🤍
The neighbors
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warning : angst, fluff, kiss, jealousy
Info : Of course you can request such thing (always happy if I have something diffrent something other than smut (I like writing smut not to get the wring idea)you know) I like the idea so I hope you like it and have fun reading ;)
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Disclaimer : I don't want to glorify anything, it's about the actors who play a role, not the real events.
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There was never anything to do in this sleepy little town. Euronymous knew that and so did his neighbor. The two of them were practically sandbox friends. The parents got on well, often ate together in the garden, went on outings and the two firstborns had fun.
They played in the woods and gave free rein to their fanaticism, even when they were no longer children and their teenage angst made the world a cruel place for them.
Euronymous in particular helped her see her pain and fear and showed her a dark world. A world that was different from the norm of the city, not the stuffy suburbs with old people. but a world of records, dark records that vibrated the walls of her room with the music from the speakers.
They both danced wildly to it and screamed until their necks hurt from headbanging, but it didn't matter. It didn't matter what they both had, it was that when she put on her studded leather jacket, black eyeliner and Euronymous dyed her hair black, they both knew they were simply the new revolutionaries. They had something that the longtime residents of the city didn't have. They wanted to change something, to revolutionize something and that was music.
A resolution they also kept and helped their neighbor and maybe also their secret crush to write letters for a long time. ,,Thank you I mean really thank you for this whole thing...means a lot to me" he had said to her putting his hand on her shoulder and giving her a smile. Then she saw the old him.
That softness before they had both changed and she had smiled back, confident that she would always be with him. But where he had touched her, the inferno of hell seemed to be burning, an inferno she had long since lost herself in. An inferno of love that she had no idea how strongly it would still burn in the black metal.
So strong that it would overcome everything, wouldn't it?
That's what she thought, but when it came to the party at his and Dead's new rancid house, things seemed to be different. The party was good, there was beer, new songs and a bonfire over which they burned things, barbecued and did other things. She danced with the others, laughed, took photos and helped Dead with his make-up.
Until she saw the blonde Ann Marit come up with her friends and Euronymous, who had been talking to her for a few minutes, left her standing there. The fire, it burned, it hurt and it seemed the first time she felt jealousy, she had always gotten along with him, they were childhood friends and even if she wished it, maybe he had felt something for her.
Or was it just one-sided, because the way he looked at Ann made her heart sting. The beer that was still in her hand was thrown to the floor and she went into the house to find something stronger, or something to eat, or new music, anything to take her mind off them.
But she hadn't seen the pair of eyes she had been watching. Slamming the door behind her, she made her way into the kitchen, ripping open the cupboards, looking for something to distract her when she didn't notice the wooden crack behind her.
,,Are you looking for the offering or can I help you?" she heard Euronymous's voice standing at the doorframe, looking at her with a slight smile. But this grin only made the pain in her heart greater. ,,You...go back to her near the door...I can do this," she hissed at him and slammed the door of the cupboard shut so that it almost fell down.
Her eyes closed and she sighed strainedly as he suddenly approached her, his hand slowly but suddenly placed itself on hers. ,,But she's not you...and she never will be," he began and she raised her eyes slightly hopefully, confused. His expression didn't lie, he was serious.
She would never be Ann, she couldn't be. ,,I don't want you to be like her, you're you and...and in all this you've always been there for me," he continued, his gaze moving slowly from her hand up to her cheek, seeing the hope in her eyes, the tension between them.
As she gripped his hadn tighter, she couldn't believe that this hope, the hope she had had since she was a teenager, might have a chance after all. ,,Euronymous I was afraid...afraid that you-" she was interrupted by him when he suddenly kissed her. gently, intimately and lovingly.
He pulled her close, his hands embracing her in a hug as he had always been there for her. ,,Afraid I wouldn't love you?" he asked with a grin, which she returned and kissed him back, something he returned with pleasure.
,,I love you until the inferno of hell devours us, my dark princess," he winked and put his hand back on her cheek, letting her snuggle against him, knowing that perhaps a little gentleness in the darkness could create a love that would last forever since they were neighbors.
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Can you write where Euronymous and fem!reader meet at his concert and they have a few beers and one thing leads to another she's at his house. (can be smutty)
Concert of dark love
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Euronymous x fem!reader
warning : alcohol, implied smoking, flirting, smutish
Info : Thanks for the request anon and I'm so sorry that it's been like month but I haven't had the time. So here you go and have fun reading :)
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How had it come to this? How had it come about that after a normal concert visit she now found herself in the run-down house of Mayhem's band founder.
His cool hand on hers, he mumbled something about his friend, band member and singer being outside in a cemetery.
He placed his hand on her hip and her thoughts were interrupted by his lips as the alcohol she tasted mingled with the flavor of smoke.
Her pleas went under as he took it from her. ,,I knew you were perfect," he murmured, breaking the kiss for a moment, his makeup slightly smudged by the kiss and giving him a consumed smile. But the sinful connection to his outer self didn't seem to bother him or her.
And in that small moment of calm, she suddenly remembered how she had ended up here in the older man's arms. He pulled her upstairs with him, she knew they were going to his room.
She felt his gaze on her. The kiss was only the beginning, the tingling on her body where he had touched her grew stronger. When he opened the door and this time she engaged him in a kiss.
She casually heard the rustling of clothes as they tried to undress, the alcohol, the lust and the feeling of arousal between them making it all seem more intense.
She knew that he wanted her, that she wanted him. That they had both wanted each other since they had seen each other at the concert.
As the band's music almost burst the audience's drumbeats, the lights flickered and the hall was bathed in blood red. She stood in the middle of hundreds of spectators, enjoying the music, feeling it in her body and wanting more.
She had almost finished the beer in her hand and slowly felt the tingling sensation of her screaming voice drowning in those of the hundreds of others. But the look at the stage let her know that he had seen her.
Saw the broad smile on the older man's lips, saw the leather and the rivets shining in the light, saw that he had noticed her and saw that he was watching her. Watched them move, move to the music and he more than just noticed them. He wanted them.
And when the concert was over and the crowd slowly dispersed, she saw how the band withdrew for the time being...or so it seemed. When she felt a hand on her shoulder and heard a voice, her first reflex was to pull the bottle over the stranger.
But when she saw who it was, she paused in her movement. ,,Careful, sweetie, I didn't think you were into discipline," he said, smiling when he saw her surprise and then her slight shyness as she lowered the bottle.,,Sorry...you were fantastic, truly from hell," she said with a wink as she saw him smirk and let his eyes wander over her without hiding it.
He looked up from her legs surrounded by the tight leather pants, her hips where the belt hung, the visible skin through the dark thin top. ,,Have you thrown away your bra yet?" he asked, handing her another beer and she accepted it and took a sip. He knew he was watching as she wiped away her shoe, the small rivulets running down the corner of her mouth and chin.
She licked her lips, tasting the slightly bitter make-up with the beer, but none of that seemed to matter when their eyes met.
,,Just for us," she said, leaning forward slightly and giving him a good look at her neckline, watching his grin widen. ,,Us?" he asked, raising an eyebrow as his hand moved to hers. His coldness met her warmth.
She smirked and looked down at his hand, ,,Maybe just for you," she said and saw his knowing look as he drained his beer in one go and leaned towards her, his lips brushing her cheeks before he said, ,,How about an exclusive tour of my room?" a question she answered with a kiss and went with him.
And all at once she knew again how she had ended up here naked from her clothes having him over her watching her fingers play with his dark strands of hair as he kissed and bit her body. Oh yes it was a concert of perfect dark love.
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@mayhem-things , @icarus-star
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hellooooo!! may i request a poly! mayhem/black circle (dead is alive) x fem reader who is a mix of black metal/gothic but sweet and bit of a bimbo?? like all of them are hungover from a black circle party and she makes them breakfast and takes care of them and everything??? 🤍🩷
A shiny and sweet morning
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warning : fluff, kissing, comfort
Info : Helllloooo dear anon of course you can request such a thing I hope you like this fluffy sweety thing and everyone have fun reading ;)
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Disclaimer : I don't want to glorify anything, it's about the actrs who play a role, not the real events
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In Norway the mornings in winter were cold and foggy, in spring the sun hung behind the clouds and only in summer the morning was surprisingly bright and pleasantly warm.
A warmth from the sun's rays that came into the young woman's room, the chirping of birds and nature through her roommate's open, demolished window.
Slowly opening her eyes, she wiped the sleep from her eyes as she looked at the clock. ,,Well, let's make the boys something to eat," she mumbled and got out of bed.
She knew it was morning, knew that the boys had all been partying late into the night in the music store and had then found their way back here more badly than right. The smell of beer and grass, of smoke and fire hung in the house, but that would soon change.
The longer black fingernails with the slight silver glitter reached into her closet and picked out a dress, the puffy white underdress with frills was rounded off by the black, thinner outer dress and a belt with small bows.
Sitting back on the bed, she gently and carefully pulled up the white knee-high socks so as not to damage the thin material and tied her hair up in a bow, which was a little wild from sleep.
The sweet young woman, preoccupied in the darkness, walked out of her room and peeked into the hallway, seeing that most of the doors were closed or slightly open from not closing due to the drug and alcohol influence. ,,Like a bat" she mused with a grin as she saw Dead and Euronymous lying on the mattress and coffin with their heads propped up on the floor.
The two of them looked like two oversized bats because of the runny makeup but the picture was cute and she wanted to grin and make a mental note that she had to take a picture of it next time.
That as she walked on and the bunch of Faust, Occoltus and Varg had thrown themselves together on the beanbag, the youngest of the three had the odd disturbing thought and a hand to horrofilem them both with one hand in his arms she held tightly even in her sleep.
,,The iron maiden and her captives," she murmured jokingly and continued down the corridor, almost running over the two of them.
Hellhammer and Necrobutcher leaning against each other, ,,Two mad bears with a hangover," she joked, shaking her head lightly as she tried to escape the crack of the wood from the stairs and quickly made her way to the kitchen.
She was thankful to all her lovers that they were all fiddling in the music store and not here in the house she took care of besides her job as a reporter because she brought the good news to the "hip youngsters" as her boss always called it by giving news and updates on the band once a week and writing an article.
Which was sometimes a bit of a challenge, considering her fingernails and the way her breasts pressed against the keldi. But as it was now, she was coping with everything.
The little light in the kitchen was slightly amplified by the lamp, so she turned on the stove and took the things from the fridge.
,,Goodness gracious, we're almost out of everything," she muttered and took out the remaining eggs, a few slices of ham and sausage as well as fruit and salad.
She put what she wanted to cut up on a board and started cutting away the already moldy part while listening to the latest song from her band playing on the cassette.
Humming along, she swung through the kitchen as best she could, taking care of the scrambled eggs, the salad, the meat and the few cereals with milk.
She set out the plates and cutlery and decided to stop the coffee and not give the men any beer for the time being.
She didn't want another mess. Minutes passed and it had taken her about half an hour to do everything here.
A glance at the clock told her it was time to wake the boys. Pulling the small pocket mirror out of her clothes pocket, she pulled the shimmering, strawberry-scented lip gloss over her lips before she was ready to wake her pack.
Humming happily, she opened the windows in one room after the other, letting in fresh air and the house slowly began to smell of nature and coffee, of something tart that wasn't beer and dorgen.
,,Wake up, gentlemen of hell!" She shouted through the corridors as she knocked on Euronymous and Dead's door, brushing a few tangled strands of hair out of their faces, and the black-haired man's ,,Mhhh too soon" was met with a gentle kiss, causing him to rise slowly.
,,Thank you sweetie," the band founder murmured, letting his gaze wander over her and smiling slightly as he made his way downstairs.
She heard him on his way down, but the three of them fell over Hellhammer and Necrobutcher as they went crashing down the stairs and the sound of cursing filled the house. ,,Day?" she heard the soft voice of the blond who was suddenly standing behind her, his make-up still smudged.
,,Yes, Day... my little zombie," she said and briefly took his hand before she started to pull him behind her to get him to eat, which he didn't do very well anyway.
While the five of them were eating and she had given Hellhammer and Necrobutcher a cold pack, she went back upstairs to hell the last three.
,,Fresh coffee," she murmured and held out a cup to the three sitting on the beanbag, which slowly worked wonders.
Varg took the cup with just coffee, Faust the one with two sugars and Occultus the cup with more milk than coffee.
,,Thank you, darling," the three of them trilled and gave her a quick hug before they all gathered downstairs and the large group squeezed around the table.
She had a cheerful smile on her lips when she saw that the boys were enjoying their meal despite the headache they had all taken a pill for.
,,That's great," she heard from Occoltus, who scooped another heap of egg onto his plate, and a ,,You're the best mommy," from Hellhammer, who winked at her, knowing full well what he was alluding to.
But they all knew what the brown-haired one was getting at, but it didn't bother anyone, she was there for each of her sweeties and always would be. ,,Always happy for my little devils," she replied and sat down at the table before taking her first well-earned sip of coffee.
She was happy when she saw the many relieved faces and received her rewarding kisses.
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icarus-star · 4 months
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i had a nasty dirty thought 😞
doing euro's corpse paint while u cockwarm him. :3
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icarus-star · 1 month
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r!euro who has "weapon" tattooed on his shaft
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icarus-star · 2 months
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i've been thinkin about r!euro a lot lately.
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icarus-star · 17 days
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eurory be my bf challenge!!
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icarus-star · 3 days
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ftm!eurory truther 🫡
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Hey!! I love ur loc fics!! I was wondering if you could do the black circle x innocent!fem!reader?? She has body piercings and tattoos though. Also, could dead be alive?? (lol) Thxx!!<33
A pierced flower
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warning : fluff, mentioning of needle
Info : Hey thanks for the praise enjoy the story and everyone else too ;)
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Disclaimer : I don't want to glorify abything, it's about teh actors who play a role, not the real events
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It wasn't quite morning when a pink car approached the music store. The town was still a little sleepy, only some people ventured out of their houses to go to the bakery, to meet in the front gardens to pick up the newspaper.
Only the sound of music coming from the bright car seemed to wake everyone up. The blonde's scream from the cassette recorder was better than any alarm clock. The young woman behind the wheel jerked the steering wheel around and turned sharply into the next street.
Behind the actually soft natural make-up was a big, cheerful grin. The bright car aimed at her normal almost shco innocent look. But ever since she had met her, her friends and so much more, inside her was a mix of sweet innocent pink and the black of the hell she kept happily walking into.
She hadn't quite forgotten the sting of the needle on her body as her lipstick-stained lips curled into a larger smile. ,,Here at last," she murmured, feeling her heart beating with joy and adrenaline.
Before she stopped in front of the store with her tires rolling. ,,Boys, open up!" she shouted over the music, pulled out the key and almost flew out of the car.
Only a few hours had passed since she returned from the larger neighboring town. This small town had neither a piercer nor a tattoo artist, so she only had to go to the next larger town, which was a few hours away. But for what they got, it was worth it to hell and back.
Tearing open the door to the store and storming in, Euronymous knew one of her friends would never lock the store, not when they'd all had a big party in the basement just hours before and might get new followers as well as further ruin the good public image.
A public image that she still had and she was also the only connection to the "normal" world for the boys. ,,Guys! Wake up look!" she shouted into the store and turned on the music and picked up her favorite record before walking through the alden.
She saw a few of her friends lying on the bed and the beanbag before the group gradually staggered up from the cellar. ,,What's-What's wrong?" asked Dead, who looked even bluer and more tired than usual, but who was immediately drawn into the crowd when he saw the piercing on her nose and the tattoo on her arm. When the two pink stones on her upper body also intervened, even if it was slightly painful, it made her happy.
Everything about it had made her happy. ,,I'm dying for this," the blonde mumbled and seemed completely fascinated and artistically inspired by the whole picture as he grabbed his drawing things and started to draw a little.  ,,Now that's devilish," joked Faust, rising from the beanbag with Occoltus, who grinned broadly and let his fingers wander carefully over the pentagram.
She saw the astonishment of the black-haired man whose own pentagram chain was still hanging around his neck, his protector and bringer of strength and now on her skin. ,,Yes, I know even the metal is black," she said proudly and smiled as she carefully tapped her nose, the septum of which had a spider's head as a clasp, making the leader and founder of the band smile.
She knew that Euronymous had been thinking about a sign for a while too. Since she had gotten to know the band and her friends, they had not only listened to music together, laughed and written songs together, but they had also all lost themselves in this idea of the devil. The pentagram was the most appropriate thing to do.
,,Shit... guys, I think we need to get something pierced too...as a band, how about a pentagram?" Euronymous suggested and the others nodded and joined in.
The music was turned up, the beers were brought out and there would be a little concert before they all got into the cars with a little alcohol in them, feeling less pain was the group's dew as they all drove to the tattoo artist without an appointment, knowing that when they finally had it Stan would come to greet them in person. For the most diabolical group in the world.
Even if things went a little differently Occultus had to wipe away a tear at the needle, Faust thought for a few minutes about where he wanted the motif, Euronymous, on the other hand, wanted to push the needle through his nose himself and Dead, Dead actually seemed dead calm for the first time and almost enjoyed the needles on his skin.
When the group walked out at the end, proud and still slightly bloody on their skin, it was the best thing they had ever done.
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hi hi! may i request a pelle/dead x reader who seems outgoing and optimistic on the outside, but she also struggles depression and s/h and dead catches her before she goes through with it? i understand if this may be too much and triggering
much love 🩵🩵
Dead - Dark Happiness
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warning : mental illness, no use of Y/n, implied self-harm, cuddling, angst, hurt/comfort
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Info : Thank you dear anon for the request sorry it took so long but I really had no motivation to write for loc 2018. Much love back and have fun reading
Disclaimer : I don't want to glorify anything, it's about the actors who play a role, not the real events.
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Dead who was already known for being the most fucked up in his circle of friends. Whether it was because of his convictions or simply because he had a worldview that could only be described as fucked up.
He was the blackest, the darkest and creepiest of the band and the backbone of the band that helped them to the success they had now.
A success due to his murderous nature and his deeds of burying clothes, picking up animals and killing cats. The only thing that set him apart from the others, at least in the beginning, was his girlfriend.
He was the one who had the least chance of getting a girl out of Mayhem, and all of them had gotten one before him. At a concert he had suddenly disappeared, had not hurt himself and the others were not worried.
All the greater was their surprise when he showed up the next morning in the old hut to rehearse for the next concert with a girl. His hand was connected to hers as she swung it around and gushed with joy, Dead seemed even more dead.
Even though you might think that for once he wasn't thinking about death. ,,Hello, nice to meet you" she said with a big smile on her lips, her clothes screamed anything but black metal and the smiley hairclip almost made Euronymous puke.
But when he opened his mudn, she had already pulled the leader into a happy exuberant hug and introduced herself to the others.
She did the same with the others, hugging them and complimenting the musical instruments. She turned back to Dead who explained the situation with a few words and the situation seemed to be over.
But especially for Dead's girlfriend it was a situation that stressed her out, made her nervous and she wanted to run back to her room. With every smile, every friendly gesture, she just wanted to leave.
Afraid of not being enough, of not living up to it all. She knew Dead knew, they both knew they weren't doing well. Dead had to fight and she had to fight and yet it was something that lay between them and was hushed up.
They were both satisfied with that and wanted nothing more than just him and their peace. Having them both together in a dark room was all she wanted. But until that happened, she would have to survive the rehearsal.
A rehearsal in which she was not allowed to lose herself in the darkness and yet she did. After she sat down on the couch and listened to the band, she wiggled a bit to the music and even brought the boys some cookies she had baked in one of her happy phases.
She even gave Dead a kiss on the cheek, but the more often she let the scrunchie snap on her wrist, bit her lips and pinched her leg. The more pain she inflicted on herself the more unbearable it seemed to become.
It became feverish. In a moment when the band seemed to have lost itself and the music was the only thing that existed, she scurried up the stairs to his room. Slamming the door, she hardly noticed how her breathing had slowed down.
How her eyes feverishly searched his room for something to distract herself with, to finally stop thinking about her fears. It seemed too long since she had drawn the blade across her skin, how it broke through her skin and the warm soothing blood, the pain calmed her thoughts.
Searching around his room, she threw the drawings across the area, looking around further, the scissors landing on the floor too dull to do any damage.
Briefly she caught a glimpse of the rifle, but finding ammunition and pulling it off was something that took time. Time she didn't have, time she needed now. In the drawer she tore open she finally found what she needed, the knife.
She saw that there was already some old blood on the blade coming from Dead. But she didn't care, she sat down on the mattress and felt her heart beat faster. She knew that she didn't have to worry about her vote anymore.
She rolled up her sweater sleeve and put the tip of the knife to her already pressed. Wanted to sigh already waited only for the time that finally the blood flowed the door flew open.
Wincing at her fear, she saw an enraged Dead standing in the doorway and rushing to her. He stopped in front of her, his eyes showed fear and understanding for a moment she thought he would reach for the knife and use it. But it turned out differently, he sat down with her, kept eye contact and slowly pulled her into an embrace.
Waited for the first tears to run down her cheeks before he took the knife from her trembling fingers. ,,I know it hurts," he murmured, hearing her tremble slightly, feeling her cry into the crook of his neck as he simply held her.
He was there for her as best he could in his own condition and tried everything. Dead knew himself that he couldn't do more than that, that he had to accept that it would be like this between them forever.
One of them held the other back because, unlike him, their mood, their spirit, caught and was pulled out of the darkness for a while. ,,It doesn't stop," she replied, sobbing, feeling the pain increase and yet at the same time decrease as she cried, her tears washing away the pain and making it better.
But it was all right, she felt his cold hands embrace her and after a while she slowly started to feel better. He held her and knew that with every tear the pain hurt even more, but it would get better later.
She would get better. The two stayed together and by the end of the day there was no sign of her pain. The wheel of the infinite downward spiral turned further and further.
But in this wheel they had one thing. The knowledge of the pain and the knowledge that told them that they still had love. The love for each other.
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Hey, sorry I messed up the first one so if you can please ignore it if not it’s fine but I was thinking about Euronymous x crybaby reader who the circle kinda teases but Euro can’t stand her whining so he try’s to comfort her by cockwarming her. (Thank you and sorry for the mistake)🖤
Hey dear anon I don't write for loc anymore made a post and my request are closed.
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Hi, I haven’t made a request in a while but Euronymous x crybaby reader has been on my mind.🖤
Thank you dear but I'm not writting for loc anymore and my request are closed
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