#like the tags helped A LOT and literally u cannot overstate Big Name Fans rting me s/o to qina and leeches and tomato demon too like. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dabihaul666 · 2 years

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I think i/we just have 2 deal with me actually absolutely insane sometimes and dramaric n fatalistic or whatever it is i said like this isnt coming from nowhere and if it was even coming from nowhere it would still be like valid menthol illness? Like. Ok i get a bit off the shits sometimes we have 2 move past it lol

#like the tags helped A LOT and literally u cannot overstate Big Name Fans rting me s/o to qina and leeches and tomato demon too like.#literally cannot be overstated how fame is the only thing 2 get u notes n exposure which u need to get those things. like i said. ive gaine #maybe 10 followers since m*nti left and im literally down 8 since my peak lol. like. tumblr could never thats why i like it here so much #unobtrusive tagging system easily archivable and searchable blockable etc etc no public follower counts or whatever #on twitter you must be this famous and/or and this problematic to have ppl interactti w u and like. lol god its best not to get into that #just unabashedly positive feedback or notes is the only way i can do art bc i certainly cant do it for myself anymore #not liking anything u do and its a struggle and then no one else liking it either just crushes the fukin daylights out of u #then why not do anything at all? bc thats worse even if marginally so its still worse #plus since ive never published a fic and practically everyone who was around at the start is gone or off doing bigger n better things n irl #or other anime stuff like. if i dont stay in my little corner shouting ppl will never know i was here n i was important lmao #i was a star *smokes a clove on a long cigarette stick in a fur coat with shades on* i was beautiful and everybody loved me #or whatever that scene? quote? is idk #i think im confusing the last bit #i was a star...... i was beautiful..... in 2018 lol #omfg im gonna hit 4 yrs of bnha/dabihaul soon are u kidding me #thats longer than middle school omg i dont remember how long i was in the fandom i was in b4 bnha...... wild... absolutely wild.........#I GOT REAL DISTRACTED U CAN TELL #evidence 4 my insanity plea tbh #ok good morning #but not yet

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