#like the other day i saw art of the eel one. the uh. eeltross??? something like that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

carnivalcarriondiscarded · 5 months

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sometimes i claw at the walls of my mind and wail because i Cannot Get Into Pokemon. i want to. i've always wanted to. it seems right up my alley. monster battles and cool creature design and animal teams and and and - But For Some Reason I Cannot.

#is it because theyre games??? and i cant get into those emotionally???#i want to understand the types and how training works and gyms and i want to assign pokemon teams to my characters #I WANNA HAVE FUN WITH THE COOL MONSTER PETS #but alas. there is a Block in my mind #every time i try to research or watch a video my mind starts wandering almost Instantly #i dont know what it is!!! i wanna have fun in the Sandbox!!!!#but no... i cannot leave the woodchips area....#absolutely unprompted #sorry for this Wailing. this Bemoaning. this Lamentation #rattling the bars of pokemon's enclosure LET ME INNNNN #like the other day i saw art of the eel one. the uh. eeltross??? something like that #and my heart went Wah but i cant!!!! i cant reach it....

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