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parakeetpark · 2 years

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I'm super ill so I'm rewatching The Phantom of the Paradise in between sneezing and blowing my nose. Every so often I switch to a different film with William Finley in it that I'm watching purely because I need More of Anything Related to POTP Now or I will die

Also I'm considering trying out making video edits because of this film. There's not enough content to fuel the hyperfixation and I'm gonna do the "make the Content You wish to see in the world" thingy. I know they take a lot of work but I'm so hyperfixated and ready to dive in

#this has been a really weird time mostly bc this is NOT how my hyperfixations manifest #i do not rewatch films immediately after first viewing. usually i have to wait at least 6 months to watch again #and yet #I've rewatched Nope 2022 a few weeks ago and now I'm on a SECOND rewatch of POTP after my initial watch 3 days ago #very very bizarre brain vibes happeninh #i think it's because I've been really poorly and unable to get out much? and I'm finding ways to Rewatch that feel novel enough #like novel enough that my adhd brain is able to concentrate on the same film so soon #it is really odd being aware of changes in your behaviours as they happen #also I'm ill enough that i can't concentrate on anything difficult so it's good to watch something i know I'll enjoy and is easy to process #brains man #can't wait to die tomorrow at work while thinking about potp constantly #also usually i don't get so overwhelmed by any media hyperfixations. usually I'm focusing on my gardening #BUT i can't do that atm so i guess my brain's like U Gotta Do Something #phantom of the paradise #phantom of the paradise 1974

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