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soldier-poet-king · 22 days

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More stories about the most wretched awful sad people just experiencing the Horrors but having to keep going bc they're fundamentally decent despite it all. The Horrors are not allowed to cease, btw.

#im thinking the like. thara celahar ofc. but emilio sandoz. oural of glome. andrej from the space torturer books #i just need like. the most wretched ppl who have every reason to lay down and die. and dont #despite it not really ever getting better #like in some ways yeah ofc improvement. but the very fabric of the universe. the circumstances of their lives. those unchangeable things #idk man. im just. im gonna go play the longing. surely this will not hurt me in a bad way #see also like. gerry kaey in the original timeline #some versions of alucard castlevania #frodo baggins. snk veteran trio esp sole survivor levi.#cr orym but maybe hes getting a happy ending with dorian in which case he doesnt count #lots of beloved characters who start out like this. but then are shaped and loved by the narrative. i dont want that.#i want a long ugly defeat. theres no winning prize or comfort at the end. it just. is. and its still worth it bc good for its own sake #but that doesn't mean you're not wretched and miserable and damned anyway #yknow when tharas like. doesnt matter if ulis listens to me. i have to listen to him?#im trying to reach that. im so fuckin angry though. and so many stupid fuckin rules

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