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foolishnpd · 3 months

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I go a while feeling like the hottest bitch on the block instead of wailing about my shortcomings, and I think I'm faking it all...as if I'm not desperately clinging to a sense of superiority as my only comfort

#lilyroaring #npd safe #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b things #like the moment I even start getting a little upset about anything #I instantly turn to the coping mechanism #that is just 'put everyone down because I'm better'#like just because it feels good doesn't mean it's necessarily a good way to live?#it's fine though isn't it #like okay I'm a little arrogant and annoying I'm sure #but it's better to live in that fantasy #rather than wanting to die because I'm not good enough #I'm happy to delude myself as long as it means I can shove away all those worthless feelings #like haha wdym I'm insecure no I'm not I've never been insecure in my entire life actually #.... though I feel like I am not the bestttt person when I'm in this better state of mind #not terrible or anything just probably very annoying and apathetic

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