#lied im a little bit embarassed but i know i shouldn't be. RANT INCOMING.
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is it embarassing that i'm starting college and still don't have a driver's license? no actually
#lied im a little bit embarassed but i know i shouldn't be. RANT INCOMING.#screaming into the void that in retrospect it's not my fault and that my parents didn't want me to be independent bc uhhhh controlling :)#like.... more i think abt it as i'm moving out the more i realize that i had no freedom#example. i still don't have a bank account bc they didn't want me to make purchases and thus i don't have venmo and couldn't schedule#anything related to driving permit tests/road tests bc those cost money and i can't pay out of pocket because i don't have said pocket#i had one job in hs and they paid in cash which was perfect but parents made me quit even though i needed the money#uhhh what else. i was barely ever allowed to leave the house to hang out with friends for pure leisure#either i had to have a school related purpose or i was guilt tripped by saying i was choosing outsiders over my family#yeah#and my dad would track my every location lol#also..... I HAVE NEVER SLEPT A NIGHT AWAY FROM MY PARENTS!!! THEY NEVER LET ME DO ANY SLEEPAWAY CAMPS OR SLEEPOVERS OR STAY OUT PAST 10#OKAY LIKE LITERALLY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO OUT AND DO THINGS ON MY OWN IN COLLEGE WITHOUT FEELING WEIRD... I HAVE NEVER HAD FREEDOM!!!#in short i am dependent in the literal sense of the word and im also scared
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