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#licherally i have high blood pressure and have to have further testing done soon
dogbunni · 10 months
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BRO I AM SO STRESSED AND I AM STARTING TO SUFFER REAL MEDICAL CONSEQUENCES
#licherally i have high blood pressure and have to have further testing done soon#and ive had a twitch in my left eye for over a month now that will not go away#sleeping like shit#skin picking at an all time high#headaches too and my disability flaring up like ive got it going on man#all because of my cat#i love his dumb ass too much#but by god i dont know what to do anymore#he's an indoor cat but i cant fucking keep fleas off of him for five fucking minutes?????#he gets monthly spot on treatment and is always wearing a flea repellent collar#and i brush him with a flea comb daily and am still pulling live fleas off him#i give him a flea pill every day that i pull a live flea too#and ive treated the house with flea killerore times than i can count#SP WEHRE ARE THE FUCKERS COMING FROM???? GENUINELY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MY CAT???#he has feline HIV too so him constantly biting and scratching at himself is dangerous. he gets infections easily#and the flea bites cause allergic reactions too becaus. FIV#so hes an unhappy itchy scabby boy and i have to keep him in a cone to stop him from doing more damage to himself#ive been back and forth to the vet and they just make me buy the expensive one dose prescription flea pill which does FUCK ALL#i got quotes to fumigate the house and i cannot afford it#to be fair this is my parents house but they aren't going to pay to get this place fumigated#its a shithole thats falling down around their ears and its all i can do to try and keep this place liveable#it gets harder and harder to live here every day#idk what to do anymore. how do i fix my boy. how do i fix this house. how do i fix my family. i cant even fix myself IM FALLING APART TOO#a well rested blood pressure of 165/104 IS NOT GOOD FOR A 24 YEAR OLD#man what do i do. what do i even do.#i wish i could move me and the boy out to a safe place of our own that isnt mouldy and infested and leaking and asbestos ridden#but im too disabled to work and get like. £600 a month in disability benefits to live on#most of that just goes on food and flea treatments and vet bills for the boy anyway#sorry this is all too real for my fan blog on the webbed site#but idk who else to scream at. i dont have anyone to lean on. IM the one everyone else leans on
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