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now-its-3am · 3 years
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lakeview.task3 // character playlist // cody wilder
burning memories – machine gun kelly, lil skies
growing up without knowing his parents or where he came from, cody held great resentment towards his birth giver for a long time. he blamed them for everything bad that happened in his life. eventually though, he managed to see how it had forced him to grow and function as his own person for so many years and how blood really isn’t everything.
house of gold – twenty one pilots
after being moved to his new foster family in lakeview, things started looking up for cody. he realized that family could be somewhere safe and happy – and filled with love. he grew especially close to his mother, who eventually ended up adopting him. this relationship is probably the one thing he holds closest to his heart, and he has promised to always take care of her.
let you down – nf
despite his life making a turn for the better when he came to lakeview, that never stopped cody from constantly getting into trouble. the transition from being in households that never really gave him a chance to being in a loving home was massive. the biggest difference became the fact that he would now feel guilty about the consequences it would have for his new family, particularly his foster mother. he finally learned that his actions could have consequences for other people than himself – at least to a certain extent. letting down the only people who had faith in him became his biggest fear – although not enough to keep him far enough away from trouble.
hate the way - g-eazy, blackbear
cody’s just missing kassie. he’s tried to move on, but he just can’t shake the thought of her, no matter how much it scares him.
everything you’re searching for – g-eazy, kossiko, ashley benson
while cody’s own fears made it hard for him to commit to kassie, he couldn’t help but feel as though there was something more she needed that he couldn’t give her. he still feels that way sometimes.
mama always told me – g-eazy, madison love
cody’s well aware that he comes off as someone people shouldn’t be socializing with, a bad guy, and while his business might be something to stay out of – he’s the most loyal person you will ever find.
dig – arrested youth
cody has dealt with his fair share of demons, both within and outside his mind.
strip club – mansionz
cody and his boys. that’s all.
better now – post malone
cody has been trying to convince himself that kassie is doing better without him. while he deep down knows it’s not true – he’s trying to believe he is too.
still – g-eazy
over the past year without kassie, cody’s business has been booming. everything’s been great. perfect even. aside from the fact that he’s been miserable.
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cfambrose · 3 years
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ambrose “rose” prince: a playlist
monet issues - chase petra
blood does not mean a thing when you cannot fucking breathe and you lose yourself completely
don’t fucking touch me - banshee
please don’t talk to me about it. better yet, don’t talk at all. in your very last moments of life i hope you think of me. don’t fucking touch me.
brave as a noun - ajj
and it's sad to know that we're not alone in this. and it's sad to know there's no honest way out.
i was a teenage anarchist - against me!
narrow visions of autonomy, you want me to surrender my identity. i was a teenage anarchist. the revolution was a lie.
they/them - atlas, jhfly
what is your concern with what i've got going on? you can fight me in this walmart if you really want to, but when you get your ass beat, don't pull out your AR.
i’m not a good person - pat the bunny
i’m not a good person. ask anyone who loves me. i never write, i never call. i never think about anyone at all.
be nice to me - the front bottoms
you’re a killer, and i’m your best friend. think it’s unfair, your situation. you say i’m changing. sorry, i didn’t know i had to stay the same.
sweet hibiscus tea - penelope scott
my heart catches on every thorn. you’re already halfway out the door. and i have never looked so old. and i have never been so cold.
idk if i’m a boy - blue foster
yeah, i was a little kid who didn’t know how to hide it.
angel eyes and basketball - foot ox
i am calling all of my friends to pull me out from this hole. but they’re so caught up in their own shit, and i’m so caught up in my own shit.
chaotic gender neutral - murder person for hire
when i look back on my life all i ever wanted was some semblance of home, filling voids that i didn't know i had. i really wanna be alone
smokey eyes - lincoln
some people want to be your friend. some people just want to be free. and the worst thing about me is that i’m somewhere in between.
loser. - mccafferty
i know the loser found his place. it's kind of weird i know his face. i think it kind of looks like mine.
nvr pass - she/her/hers
i was told all the time how to be a man. fit a mold, cut your hair, we'll tell you what to wear.
heather - conan gray
why would you ever kiss me? i’m not even half as pretty. you gave her your sweater. it’s just polyester. but you like her better.
achilles come down - gang of youths
you dense motherfucker (you're worth more, achilles) you will not be more than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat)
i think i’m okay - machine gun kelly, yungblud, travis barker
no sleep, up all week wasting time with people i don't like. i think that something's fucking wrong with me.
ocean avenue - yellowcard
if i could find you now, things would get better. we could leave this town and run forever.
saint bernard - lincoln
i said make me love myself so that i might love you. don’t make me a liar, ‘cause i swear to god, when i said it i thought it was true.
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ofpaperhearts · 3 years
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▷  currently  playing  ——  THE FAÇADE  a playlist for Elliot King. n. a false appearance that makes someone or something seem more pleasant or better than they really are.
!! anxiety & depression tw throughout playlist !!
obnoxiously long tracklist & descriptions that may or may not make sense under the cut!
▷  currently  playing  ——  TWO  by  SLEEPING AT LAST.
it’s okay if you can’t catch your breath // you can take the oxygen straight out of my own chest // i know exactly how the rule goes: // put my mask on first // no, i don’t want to talk about myself // tell me where it hurts // i just want to build you up, build you up // ‘til you’re good as new // and maybe one day i’ll get around to fixing myself too
Okay, so there’s not a doubt in my mind that Elliot’s an enneagram type two, which is what this song is all about. The entire song really captures how he wants to take care of others and give his love to them, and then if there happens to be anything left, he’ll take care of himself, but it’s not a priority.
▷  currently  playing  ——  BEAUTIFUL LIGHT  by  UPPERMOST.
I don’t fully know how to describe it, but this song just makes me feel upbeat and hopeful and I feel like those are the types of vibes that Elliot tries to put out into the world. This is a song that works very well for him when simply looking at him on the surface level.
▷  currently  playing  ——  I JUST WANNA SHINE  by  THE FITZ AND THE TANTRUMS.
so don’t give me dark days, i already had those // i’m just trying to figure out how to be myself right now // i don’t wanna lay low, hiding in the shadows // so i wake up, i get out of bed // stay up, stay out of my head
This song is probably more how Elliot perceives himself. Like despite having his own stresses and hardships, he still strives to make the most of his life and keep up and optimistic view.
▷  currently  playing  ——  MESS IS MINE  by  VANCE JOY.
bring me to your house // tell me, “sorry for the mess”, hey i don’t mind // you’re talking in your sleep, out of time // well, you still make sense to me, your mess is mine
This song just goes back to how he wants to give an receive love by taking care of others.
▷  currently  playing  ——  PLEASER  by  WALLOWS.
indecisive feelings of enjoyment // hold the thought, i think i need a moment // i’m aware there’s somethin’ i should tell you // but my voice annoys me // bite my tongue off with a smile // i can’t feel it anymore // ‘cause recently the line is blurred // between depression and bliss
This whole song is basically about being a people pleaser (which Elliot is to an unhealthy degree) and struggling to figure out to please someone (which is something that would cause Elliot a great deal of distress to be perfectly honest).
▷  currently  playing  ——  OH KLAHOMA  by  JACK STAUBER.
tears falling down at the party // saddest little baby in the room // fears, tell me fears, don’t get me started // i get a little grey hair for every scare you share
Honestly, Elliot could be either person in this song. For the most part Elliot would see himself as the person in this song that’s trying to console the other (possibly at the expense of their own mental health), but he could just as easily be the other person if he actually asked for help/comfort whenever he’s going through something.
▷  currently  playing  ——  HARD TIMES  by  PARAMORE.
all that i want // is to wake up fine // tell me that i’m alright // that i ain’t gonna die
Upbeat songs with sad lyrics just have an Elliot vibe to them. I think songs like this reflect that happy/put together front he puts on for everyone, even when he isn’t doing so great.
▷  currently  playing  ——  FAKE HAPPY  by  PARAMORE.
hey, if i smile with my teeth // bet you believe me // if i smile with my teeth // i think i believe me // oh please, don’t ask me how i’ve been // don’t make me pretend
Same reason Hard Times is on here. The lyrics definitely hammer the part of putting up a front for others home more.
▷  currently  playing  ——  WAY LESS SAD  by  AJR.
i’m a-okay, i’m a-okay // you say it but you just don’t mean it
I think the mix of putting up a front and trying to remain optimistic even in life’s harder moments just fits Elliot.
▷  currently  playing  ——  WONDERFUL LIFE  by  SMITH & BURROWS.
you know it feels unfair // there’s magic everywhere // look at me standing // here on my own again // up straight in the sunshine // no need to run and hide // it’s a wonderful, wonderful life // no need to laugh and cry // it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
There’s something about the softness of this song that just gives me Elliot vibes. But I think beyond that, it’s the mix of optimistic and pained lyrics that make me think of Elliot whenever I hear this song.
▷  currently  playing  ——  BLUE KNUCKLE  by  NIGHT BEDS.
i’ve been working like a surgeon // on some courage // lift my burden // i’ve been hurting // have you heard it
I just feel like the bits of this song that I relate to him scream, all the self-sacrificing I constantly do doesn’t make me as happy as I thought it would, but I’m not entirely sure how to change that without some help.
▷  currently  playing  ——  FREAKIN’ OUT ON THE INTERSTATE  by  BRISTON MARONEY.
i’m sorry i haven’t been myself // and something’s got me down // what it is, i cannot tell
1. He’s so concerned with others that I don’t think he necessarily knows how to pinpoint why something would bother him. 2. High anxiety hours.
▷  currently  playing  ——  FALSE CONFIDENCE  by  NOAH KAHAN.
and i wonder why i tear myself down to be built back up again // oh, i hope somehow, i’ll wake up young again // all that’s left of myself, holes in my false confidence
Themes of being hypercritical of oneself and insecurity which is something Elliot struggles a lot with under his surface level happiness.
▷  currently  playing  ——  COLD LOVE  by  RAINBOW KITTEN SURPRISE.
and if i cry in your arms // just some other shit, just some other shit // just some other things that i’ve been dealing with // i’d die in your arms, bury me while playing this // bury me saying “you were all i ever needed” // and hold me like we’re dying from liquor that we drank // in hotel rooms, to feel warm in cold love
Originally, I only wanted to include this song for the first part of the lyrics I put here because it’s the same dismissive attitude Elliot has when it comes to taking care of himself. But the more I thought about it, I think Elliot is the type of person to find himself in doomed relationships because the give and take is never equal resulting in ‘dying/cold’ loves.
▷  currently  playing  ——  ALMOST HOME  by  MXMTOON.
i was just a kid // dreams were looking big and then i had to grow up // no one ever says // all the love you give might not be enough // broke my heart in two a couple times // before it hurt too much // i was such fool
I feel like Elliot was a relatively carefree child before becoming increasingly more and more concerned with how others saw him and feel like that’s kind of reflected in this song? Like growing is usually very different from how one imagines it when they’re a kid.
▷  currently  playing  ——  MELODY X  by  BONAPARTE.
you keep the light on // you keep the light on // you keep the night light on // hold your broken dream up high // oh, you know you try // oh, you know you try // it’s the worst case scenario lullaby // something’s gotta change (something’s gotta change)
Another song acknowledging how hecking hard life is and trying to remain hopeful in spite of it with a hint of being aware that something needs to change in Elliot’s life for him to really be happy.
▷  currently  playing  ——  NO ID  by  ANDREW APPLEPIE.
and suddenly you realize // that everything you’d ever told yourself were lies // and believe me i can sympathize // cause everything i ever thought i was made me cry
Overall, this song is about self-acceptance and growth, which is something Elliot is still working on. And it’s more so on here as Elliot being the person the singer is watching struggle with these things.
▷  currently  playing  ——  PRETENDER - ACOUSTIC  by  AJR.
i’m a good pretender // won’t you come see my show? // i got lots of problems // well, good thing nobody knows // oh, i’m insecure, i’m insecure // i think i like what i’m supposed to // like what i’m supposed to
Back on that putting up a front for everyone else because he thinks that’s for the better/expected of him bs!
▷  currently  playing  ——  BRAIN, BRAIN, GO AWAY  by  UNLIKE PLUTO.
through the night my mind is racing // my inner voice and i debating // on everything i should be changing // can’t decide so i keep maintaining // i gotta contain my overactive mind
This song is on here because big anxiety hours and how truly exhausting it is to deal with.
▷  currently  playing  ——  MIND IS A PRISON  by  ALEC BENJAMIN.
sometimes, i think too much, yeah, i get so caught up // i’m always stuck in my head // i wish i could escape, i tried to yesterday alone with my thoughts again // guess my mind is a prison and i’m never gonna get out
Same exact reason why Brain, Brain, Go Away is on his playlist.
▷  currently  playing  ——  NUMB  by  MARINA.
i can’t open up and cry //  ‘cause i’ve been silent all my life // i feel numb most of the time // lower i get, higher // i’ll climb, and i will wonder why // i got dark only to // shine, looking for the golden light // oh, it’s a reasonable sacrifice
One of the main reasons this song is included is because of a comment made on the lyric ‘oh, it’s a reasonable sacrifice’ and how in this song it seems to imply sacrificing one’s well-being to impress others is fine and if that’s not Elliot’s biggest mood than I don’t know what is. But in addition to that, a lot of the other lyrics touch on internal struggles he deals with and trying to overcome them.
▷  currently  playing  ——  NOBODY  by  MITSKI.
and i don’t want your pity // i just want somebody near me // guess i’m a coward // i just want to feel alright // and i know no one will save me
1. This is the type of song that sounds like “ooooo fun” but then you listen to the lyrics and it’s like “BOOM SADNESS” which is kind of Elliot’s song aesthetic if that makes sense? 2. Despite having people in his life that he’s close to, life can still feel very isolating when he’s not open about everything he has going on. 3. This song is an enneagram type two’s biggest fear so it just makes sense being here.
▷  currently  playing  ——  IT’S CALLED: FREEFALL  by  RAINBOW KITTEN SURPRISE.
called to the devil and the devil said, “hey! why you been calling so late? it’s like 2am and the bars all close at 10 in hell, that’s a rule i made” // anyway, you say you’re too busy saving everybody else to save yourself // and you don’t want no help, oh well
More on the idea that life can be very isolating when you struggle in silence and Elliot’s “gotta help everyone else over myself” mentality.
▷  currently  playing  ——  MINDLESS BLISS  by  UNLIKE PLUTO.
always staying up to the sunrise // i can barely close my eyes // all i’m looking for is a good night // just for one night, just for one night // but i am wide awake, surviving day to day // i’m half alive in my own way // and i’m struggling with all the carrying
More big themes of anxiety and struggling with it.
▷  currently  playing  ——  WAVES  by  DEAN LEWIS.
and it takes control of the person that i thought i was // the boy i used to know // but there is a light in the dark // and i feel it’s warmth // in my heart, in my hands // but why can’t i hold on?
Life’s always changing for better or worse and growing up you can think life is going to be one way just for it to be something completely different and I think Elliot can relate to that sentiment a lot.
▷  currently  playing  ——  KEEP  by  MOTHER MOTHER.
i write it down, but to read it doesn’t work // take it to town, but to be seen doesn’t work // smack it around, but that only make it worse // i make it worse // i meditate for a day, but it doesn’t help // get down and pray, i gotta say, what a living hell // i could escape but i know that all too well // it doesn’t help
Wanting to cope with things, but struggling to do so in a way that works which is a big Elliot mood.
▷  currently  playing  ——  DON’T WORRY, YOU WILL  by  LOVELYTHEBAND.
trying to stay positive // not an easy way to live // laugh right through the pain // she said i can’t find a thing i don’t like about you // and i’m like don’t worry, you will
More themes of being hypercritical of oneself, silently struggling, and putting up a charade to get others to like you or to please them.
▷  currently  playing  ——  GOODBYE  by  BO BURNHAM.
am i right back where i started fourteen years ago? // wanna guess the ending? if it ever does // i swear to god that all i’ve ever wanted was // a little bit of everything all of the time well, well, look who’s inside again // went out to look for a reason to hide again // well, well, buddy, you found it
Full disclosure, I only know this song from TikTok. But anyway! I just felt like the lyrics in the last bit of the song were super fitting: the fear of being back right back where he started before he got a little better at putting himself first, struggling to balance everything he wants/needs, dismissing his problems in favor or something lighthearted like a joke, looking for reasons to keep things to himself, etc.
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now-its-3am · 3 years
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lakeview.task3 // character playlist // hayden robinson
don’t play – halsey a song about confidence and not taking any bullshit from anyone. very much who hayden is.  
let it go – the neighbourhood a song about being told to let things go. being someone who didn’t feel like they were enough and growing up in an environment constantly telling her to let things go made things hard for hayden. she decided to feel instead. to do her own thing. to allow it to help her grow.
what are you so scared of? – tonight alive a song about not letting the fear of judgement take control. growing up as a child constantly scared of what people really thought of her and if she was ever going to live up to her siblings, hayden feared judgement. taking control of this fear and not letting it be everything was her only way of growing comfortable within herself.
proud – heirsound a song about sarcastically being proud of someone. the insecure child in hayden still exists. it’s not gone. it’s grown, it’s developed, but it is also still there. this song illustrates how her anxieties work against her sometimes.
i’m so tired… – lauv, troye sivan a song about being tired of everyone else getting to be in love. pretty much how hayden feels right now.
west coast – the neighbourhood a song about feeling tied to california. hayden will always consider the west coast her home and feel deep ties to it, that means both the good, and the bad.
naked – matilda a song about getting under someone’s skin. hayden is someone who wants to get to know the people close to her on a deep level. particularly whoever she can envision spending the rest of her life with. seeing someone naked isn’t physical to her. it’s about being let into their deepest, darkest places.
savage – lights a song about learning about the dark parts of someone you once worshipped. when hayden’s ex betrayed her trust, she couldn’t find any explanation, any way to understand how they were capable of doing something that hurt her so bad.
wish you well – pvris a song about wishing someone who hurt you well, despite them maybe not deserving that kind of lenience from you. definitely how hayden feels about her ex right now. to believe that there is better in them, and to wish them well despite how much they broke you.
healing – fletcher a song about the turbulence of healing, and how none of it is linear. one that definitely resonates with where hayden stands within herself right now.
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now-its-3am · 3 years
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lakeview.task3 // character playlist // patrick jacobs
my head hurts – little hurt
patrick is a soft little soul, often on the verge of a meltdown. his anxiety will oftentimes make his head hurt.
lethargy – bastille
david was patrick’s hero. one of his very closest friends. most of what he’s learned about life and how to treat it, he got from dave.
messy (extended version) – twin xl
patrick has spiraled greatly since david passed away and right now – it just feels like one big mess.
good as it gets – little hurt
maybe the mess his life is right now is as good as it gets?
without me (paquerette) – with confidence
no matter how much clara hurt him the day she left, patrick will always have a soft spot for her.
anxiety – blackbear, frnd
patrick’s an anxious little nugget. especially when catches feelings.
ease – troye sivan
his parent’s home was always patrick’s safe space. however, since david passed away, he hasn’t been able to step foot in the house. all he wants is to find that things that keeps his anxieties at bay now that his family for the first time in his life are unable to.
bad guy – billie eilish
honestly just a song pat would vibe with. he definitely knows all the words to it.
sorry mom – the band camino
when david passed away, patrick said some things he wishes he’d never said to his parents. he’s also realizing that he never gave daniel the attention he deserves, and feels like the worst big brother in the world right now.
survivin’ – bastille
pat’s honestly just tryna make it ‘til tomorrow right now.
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ofpaperhearts · 3 years
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▷  currently  playing  ——  THE PRIMADONNA  a playlist for Jasmit Kapoor. n. a very temperamental person with inflated view of their talent or importance.
tracklist & very brief descriptions below the cut! 
▷  currently  playing  ——  ROCKSTAR  by  YONAKA.
all fun with no price tag // i’ll be blinded by lights // there’ll be no rules for my gang // they’ll be screaming my name // and nothing else matters, nothing else matters (because) // we ain’t got no money, we’re just living free // i just wanna be a rockstar, baby // be a love-fuelled junky, live out movie scenes
A song for the band she’s in. It’s no coincidence that this is one of the more toned downed and less entitled songs on her playlist as she’s a lot easier to deal with whenever she’s with her bandmates.
▷  currently  playing  ——  KILLER QUEEN  by  QUEEN.
she’s a killer queen // gunpowder, gelatine // dynamite with a laser beam // guaranteed to blow your mind
This is one of those songs where I don’t know how to explain why it’s on here other than it just has the absolute right vibes.
▷  currently  playing  ——  PRIMADONNA  by  MARINA.
get what i want ‘cause i ask for it // not because i’m really that deserving of it // living life like i’m in a play // in the limelight i want to stay // i know i’ve got a big ego // i don’t know why it’s such a big deal though // (ooh) going up, going down, down, down // (yeah) anything for the crown, crown, crown
If this song doesn’t perfectly capture her more bratty/entitled attitude then I simply do not know what does.
▷  currently  playing  ——  MATERIAL GIRL  by  MADONNA.
‘cause the boy with cold hard cash is always mister right // ‘cause we’re living in a material world // and i am a material girl
Jasmit is pretty materialistic, but the song also touches on not sticking around for someone’s bs if they’re not giving you what you need in the relationship which is also very Jasmit.
▷  currently  playing  ——  TROUBLE  by  NATALIA KILLS.
hey lover, come and be my alibi // i’m gonna burn down that house tonight // ride with me, i know your friends say that i’m trouble // hold me down in the siren lights // love me even when my lies ain’t white // light the fuse on the dynamite, i’m trouble
With how impulsive and vindictive Jasmit is, she gets herself in a fair share of trouble and this song kind of captures that.
▷  currently  playing  ——  BUBBLEGUM BITCH  by  MARINA.
i’ll chew you up and i’ll spit you out // ‘cause that’s what young love is all about // so pull me closer and kiss me hard // i’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart
When it comes to romance, Jasmit is young and just trying to have fun so a lot of her little flings possibly end with her breaking the other person’s heart.
▷  currently  playing  ——  DIE YOUNG  by  KESHA.
lookin’ for some trouble tonight (yeah) // take my hand, i’ll show you the wild side // like it’s the last night of our lives (uh-huh) // we’ll keep dancing ‘til we die 
Jasmit is hedonistic and loves to party and what better way to capture it than with one of Kesha’s absolute bops.
▷  currently  playing  ——  TRUTH HURTS  by  LIZZO.
why men great ‘til they gotta be great? // i just took a dna test, turns out i’m 100% that bitch // even when i’m cry crazy // yeah, i got boy problems, that’s the human in me // bling bling, then i solve ‘em, that’s the goddess in me
1. Lizzo’s tweet about that first line is Jasmit’s opinion on men too, like they’re not shit. 2. This would 100000% be her attitude towards anyone attempting to break her heart.
▷  currently  playing  ——  HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER  by  MARINA.
rule number one // is that you gotta have fun // but, baby, when you’re done // you gotta be the first to run
Again, Jasmit is just out here to have fun with relationships and we stan her for it.
▷  currently  playing  ——  IF U SEEK AMY  by  BRITNEY SPEARS.
love me, hate me, say what you want about me // all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if u seek amy 
Just Jasmit having an ego and not giving a damn about what the people around her think about her.
▷  currently  playing  ——  HOT MESS  by  COBRA STARSHIP.
the city’s your playground // i watch you take a bite // at 5am roaming in the streets // drunk all night // you think you’re hot shit 
More party and being full of yourself vibes!
▷  currently  playing  ——  PROBLEM  by  NATALIA KILLS. nsfw tw
that girl is a good damn problem // we’re hell-raising, and we don’t need saving // ‘cause there’s no salvation for a bad girl
A mix of not caring what people think, having some fun, and being a big problem with that attitude.
▷  currently  playing  ——  GOOD GIRLS  by  ELLE KING.
three hits on the 6, there’s a number that you dial // you can be like me but i’m a real brat child // i do what the good girls don’t
Another song about doing whatever you please and not caring what people think. 
▷  currently  playing  ——  THAT BITCH  by  BEA MILLER. nsfw language tw
My favorite lyrics from this are too nsfw, but anyway! a song about being over the double standards society has for men and women and being completely fed up with it.
▷  currently  playing  ——  CHERRY BOMB  by  THE RUNAWAYS.
i’m your ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch, cherry bomb // hello world, i’m your wild girl
Again, I could no pinpoint anything specific about this song, it just has the right vibes.
▷  currently  playing  ——  DEVIL’S WORST NIGHTMARE  by  FJØRA.
just ‘cause i look like an angel // don’t mean i won’t get down in the dirt // just ‘cause i look like a good girl // don’t mean i won’t do the things that hurt
She may look sweet, but she’ll definitely get her revenge if you cross her.
▷  currently  playing  ——  SHAME  by  ELLE KING.
shame, shame, shame // mama doesn’t know who // every night you go to // shame, shame, shame // devil woman wants to roll, ooh // i can make you shake // rattle your bones
This song is about being a bad influence and honestly, that’s what I’d classify Jasmit as.
▷  currently  playing  ——  BLACK SHEEP  by  GIN WIGMORE.
got a pistol for a mouth, my own mama gave me that // makin’ my own road outta gravel and some wine // and if i have to fall, then it won’t be in your line // everybody’s doing it so why the hell should i?
More of the doing whatever she wants vibes.
▷  currently  playing  ——  EX’S & OH’S  by  ELLE KING.
one, two, three, they gonna run back to me // ‘cause i’m the best baby that they never got to keep
More of that love ‘em and leave ‘em vibes.
▷  currently  playing  ——  RAISE HELL  by  DOROTHY.
gotta raise a little hell // young blood, run like a river // young blood, never get chained // young blood, heaven need a sinner // you can’t raise hell with a saint
Honestly, I can see Jasmit still getting bored of small town life and just starting trouble for the sake of it and to get some entertainment.
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lakeview.task3 // character playlist // leah “lee” madsen
have i told you enough – moose blood
a song about the ones closest to you being your everything, even through the hard parts. through all the hard times lee and bonnie have had to deal with, bonnie has always been where she was supposed to be. with learning how intimacy worked for them, and learning to trust one another, it became important for lee to always tell her family that they are everything, and exactly where she’s meant to be.
you’re gonna go far, kid – the offspring
a song about getting what you want at any cost. the lengths lee will go to for someone she cares for have no limits. she’ll be cynical and smart to get what they need, though usually with the good intentions – but more often than not, someone may get hurt in the process.
thing are better (alt version) – pvris
a song about having been in the deep, dark depths, but making it out just a little bit stronger. while it took a lot to break her prior to billie leaving (lee’s way of talking about what happened), it will probably take even more now. mostly because she knows anya and bonnie need her to hold them up.
neonlys på karl johan – esben selvig
a song about different places holding their own little piece of your heart. about home not necessarily being in one place. and about longing for all of them. (this in particular is about a sunset in oslo and neon lights in copenhagen.) to lee, home isn’t just lakeview, it’s oslo and it’s copenhagen and wherever her family is.
i will follow you into the dark – death cab for cutie
a song about what happens after death. lee had to learn to feel deep loss earlier than she should have. the kind of soul crushing loss that tore her heart out of her chest. this song meant a lot to her before billie left, but it probably means even more for her now in regards to her living pack. nothing scares lee more than not being able to protect them.
voksesmerter – trygve skaug
a song about growing pains. or the pain of growing up. a song about those things that you just have to learn on your own. about learning that just because it hurts, that doesn’t mean you’re gonna break, and something will grow out of it, something that will make it all worth it. lee is a firm believer than personal and human growth has a cost, and normally that cost is pain. whether that is physical, psychological or emotional – growing is painful, but it’s also worth it.
break some ice – dylan owen
a song about the value of daring to experience things as we grow up. about the frustration of having to learn things the hard way, and about a realization that it is important to do. an encouraging ode to anya and billie to go out there and allow life to make its impact on you, and to make your own impact on the world.
spring – moose blood
a song about losing someone to their own demons, something lee knows all too well what feels like. and her feeling that she should have done more to prevent it. and adjusting to what living with that means.
who says – john mayer
a song about doing whatever you want. about not letting anyone tell you what you can or cannot do. and lee does whatever the f*ck she wants.
våpendrager – trygve skaug
a song about being your loved one’s first line of defense. their squire (original meaning). about being the one they’ll always share their first cup of coffee with in the morning. lee will always be a protector above all else. she would give her life for her loved ones. especially after not being able to save billie, she will always put everything she has into the rest of her pack.
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