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mirrorofprinces · 1 year

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ok, let's get into the hallway handjob scene in down like my head on your chest because it's such a turning point for these two and i literally wrote it by accident lol

so this fic is the second in the la fortissimo series, occurring after their first impromptu hookup at the shooting range. this is just the beginning of their secret little trysts, with porsche being very unsure about what's going on but still extremely willing to go along with it anyway. and since it's porsche, and he has a praise kink you can see from outer space, he's also starting to long for kinn's attention the way he had it when they hooked up, when kinn was telling him he was good and perfect etc etc etc. now that he knows what it feels like to have that, he doesn't want kinn to treat him like shit anymore. he wants to feel seen. he wants to feel wanted. but like i said, he doesn't understand why yet.

but he's not the only one with Problems. kinn is also struggling with something, and it's the fact that he wants to treat porsche differently than the other bodyguards, but he knows he shouldn't/can't.

“They think I’m too lenient when it comes to you,” Kinn interrupts, carefully pulling off his bowtie. He sheds his jacket, folding it neatly before placing it over a nearby seat. “Did you know that? The other bodyguards don’t think you’re being punished the way you deserve to be,” he continues as he starts popping open the buttons on his shirt.

this kinn is meaner than canon (which is the entire premise of the series lol). it comes up in later fics but this kinn was burned a lot more by what happened with tawan. getting close to someone opens you up to get hurt, letting someone in gives them a chance to betray you. so kinn doesn't want that again, and it pisses him off that porsche has already torn down so many barriers he put up after knowing him for like, what, a week? not even? kinn feels out of control around him and he can't allow that.

but thennnnn. then! they both come to some sort of understanding, at least for now.

Kinn grabs him roughly by the chin. “You’re making a fool out of me,” he says, but his eyes are firmly on Porsche’s mouth.

“Then do something about it for once,” Porsche growls.

Instead of being pushed, goaded into action like he anticipates, Kinn pauses. “Do you have any idea what you’re asking,” he says, dropping his voice low.

The question gives Porsche pause as well. “No, I don’t,” he admits, and the brutal honesty of it scrapes him raw. He doesn’t know what he’s doing, he barely recognizes himself when he’s propelled by the commanding force of want whenever Kinn gets too close. Porsche has made the choice not to think about it, but to act on it, over and over. Thinking would complicate things. Thinking would turn this into something bigger than it needs to be.

He doesn’t know what he needs this to be.

Something softens in Kinn’s expression. He sighs and cradles Porsche’s cheek, which feels profoundly intimate, far beyond anything they’ve already done. Porsche shuts his eyes and lets himself lean into it, just this once.

When Kinn speaks again, his lips are nearly brushing Porsche’s, and his words are soft but firm. “Get on your knees.”

kinn (kind of) admitting what he wants from porsche. porsche (kind of) admitting he wants that, too. neither of them wants to talk about it or think about it too deeply, they just know they want it. but kinn - rather generously - gives porsche an out. a chance to change his mind and run.

Suddenly, this feels different. It is different. The space between them—several feet, at least—gives Porsche a buffer, the chance to think and speak without the weight of Kinn’s persuasive hands on him. The ability to say no and mean it. This time, he could be the one to get up and walk away.

It makes him feel all the more powerful when he doesn’t.

it was important for me that they have a moment early on where porsche is given the choice to stay or leave, without his judgement being clouded by kinn's hands and mouth all over him, because he loses control just as much as kinn does. (and this moment is huge because after this, kinn turns up the heat lol. he's a lot more intentional about the things he does with porsche, because he has a plan now, and he's absolutely getting porsche ready to fuck. you can see it little by little, how he keeps feeding porsche cum, and gets porsche used to having something in his throat, fingering him and showing him about prostate orgasms... but we can talk about that later hehe)

“Stop.”

Porsche inhales deeply, letting go of his dick altogether.

The corners of Kinn’s mouth quirk up, the ghost of a smile. Porsche’s face goes warm.

“Go again,” Kinn says, like he thinks he’s being gracious about it. Porsche bites the inside of his cheek, hard. He’s jerking himself off out of spite at this point, panting with it, thighs burning from trying to keep still. He might come soon, he realizes, followed by the delirious thought that Kinn hasn’t told him to.

Then Kinn straightens up in his seat and Porsche zeroes in on the growing bulge between his legs.

“Eyes on me,” Kinn reminds him, snapping his fingers like Porsche is a poorly trained dog.

this is probably the most D/s scene this series will have, bc the point really isn't D/s even though they do naturally fall into that dynamic anyway since porsche is such a fucking brat. anyway, since it fit here, i had fun with it!

Kinn clicks his tongue. “Sweet thing. How have you gone so long without this?” he muses, as if talking to himself. There’s a twinge of pity in his tone that Porsche doesn’t quite understand.

throughout this series, i have gotten a lot of lovely comments praising my characterization and dialogue, which is something i really pride myself on. but THIS line, this has to be my favourite thing kinn has ever said in this series (so far?). it's just so mean and horny, and like, it isn't even for porsche. it's for his own dirty old man inner monologue. and of course, he's taking it upon himself to give porsche exactly what he needs (gay sex).

He speeds up their strokes, firmly working over the head of Porsche’s dick until Porsche feels a familiar heat building inside him. His whole body trembles, held together only by Kinn and the promise of release. It feels useless trying to bite back the sounds he’s making, knowing anyone who turns the corner would see exactly what they’re doing, would see Porsche melting in Kinn’s hands.

“So good for me when you’re desperate for it,” Kinn continues, leaning in. “The things I’d do to you, Porsche…”

and now we continue to explore their canon semi-public sex kink, but also, kinn's habit of hinting to porsche that he'd do so much more to him. maybe it's a promise. maybe it's a threat. who knows!

Then Kinn kisses him slow, tongue slipping into Porsche’s waiting mouth. He pushes, and Kinn pushes back, with teeth. When Porsche comes like a breaking dam, the orgasm taking him by the throat, the only air he gets is what Kinn gives him. It’s dizzying. He’s never come so hard in his life.

oh yeah, i wanted to mention this even though no one asked - kinn really does kiss porsche SO early on in this series. literally at the shooting range on his first day of work. and kinn doesn't spend a long time in agony, contemplating whether or not to do it, he just does it. and that probably adds to how pissed off he is that porsche crashed into his life being so perfectly desirable and fuckable and he had no chance of resisting him. but like kinn in canon, once the kissing dam has been broken, there's no going back. porsche WILL always be kissed, and it will be thorough. also kinn goes into kisses tongue-first which is so nasty and amusing.

Then Kinn gently pulls Porsche’s head back, looking him in the eyes as he takes their entwined hands up to his mouth and licks at the spilled come. He pushes their hands towards Porsche, who obediently laps at their fingers. It feels dirty. He can’t stop. Kinn smears the wetness over his lips and cheeks, and Porsche follows it with his tongue.

oh porsche. you nasty, messy baby. good for you. i write about kinn shoving his fingers in porsche's mouth/porsche licking and sucking at kinn's fingers a lot because it's hot and everyone should agree with me. nothing like an oral fixation to soothe your most adhd omega, after all.

but anyways. like i mentioned, this scene was a total accident. honestly, in my original outline they weren't even going to hook up at all. kinn was actually just going to push porsche up against a wall and kiss him hard until they were both bleeding, and then send him back to his dorm, but it didn't feel like it resolved anything when they'd been teasing each other the entire day. then i had kinn dragging porsche to his room, but i decided against it because that is a Personal Space and it's too early in their "relationship" for that. all their hookups happen in public or semi public areas, neutral ground, where they can still keep some distance between themselves and whatever they're doing, in a weird way. anyways, i'm glad i settled on this, and i'm actually surprised so many people enjoyed it. this fic also features the best bookmark note i've ever gotten:

anyways, thank you for asking and letting me ramble <3 hope this was interesting to read?? c:

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dreamedofyou · 2 years

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I've been thinking about Ken lately and my theory is that he's the mole, not because he's done anything particularly suspicious (yet) but because of the following reasons:

His role in the series as a character: I'd say all the other bodyguards have pretty clear-cut roles in the narrative and while we could argue that Ken's is to be antagonistic towards Porsche (in contrast to people like Pete, Arm and Pol), I keep asking myself how necessary that role is, given that we already have Big to fill it. If I understood Perth correctly, after the company switch he wasn't set to come back to the series at first (because his character got cut) but then the writers created an entirely new character (Ken) and called Perth back to play him. Would they really go through the effort of creating the character of Ken in the first place if they didn't intend for him to play a bigger role in the story? I think being the mole could be that "bigger role."

Perth's comments about Ken: The first time I even considered the possibility of Ken being the mole was when Perth described Ken as being someone that's "ready to betray." That wording immediately gave me pause because it's certainly an... interesting choice of words to describe Ken. The latest Character Story video also made me think there's more to Ken we don't know yet (with how Perth said that he's apparently been through a lot in his life and wished for him to "achieve [his] goal"). So he supposedly has some kind of a goal that we don't know about at the moment, and it's not out of the realm of possibility that in order to achieve it he could turn to betrayal.

Korn's comment: We get Korn asking "How many of our people were bought by other gangs and even the smaller families?" and it might just be a throwaway comment but what if it's foreshadowing for the betrayal? If that's the case, it wouldn't make much sense for Big to be the mole because his reasons wouldn't relate to money but rather to his feelings for Kinn (and subsequent jealousy over Kinn's relationship with Porsche). However, Ken's reason could very well be financial.

Anyways, these are just some of my musings. Also, just know that I don't take the novel into regard because I consider the series as its own thing (tv shows change things from books all the time, so just because something happened in the book, it doesn't mean it'll 100% happen on the show) and I haven't read the novel anyway (only a few spoilers from people who have).

I also think it's possible that at some point Big and Ken might work together as moles. For example, I can't see Big hurting Kinn by betraying him at the moment, while Ken could already be leaking info and we just don't know it yet. But if Kinn does something in the future that hurts Big badly (it could be something as "innocent" as Big finding out about Kinnporsche tbh), his broken heart could lead to him turning too and eventually finding out about + joining in on whatever Ken's doing. (Or maybe Ken's not doing anything yet, but he's the one that ends up convincing Big the two of them should turn to betrayal in the first place. Either way, I think Ken will be involved in the whole mole plotline one way or another.)

#I've been thinking about this ever since Perth said Ken was 'ready to betray' lmao #I guess could just be there to antagonise Porsche and for Big to have a friend/confidant but idk I feel like there's gonna be more to him #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #perth nakhun #ken #*I guess HE could just be there

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