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off my face | lee anton
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⟶ 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦: your best friend has been in love with you for years but you’ve been too blind to notice.
❥ 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: best friend!anton x f!reader
❥ 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: angst, fluff, suggestive
❥ 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 4.5k
⟶ 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: underage drinking, partying, drunk kisses, makeouts, pls let me know if i missed anything
⏤ 𝑎/n: finally finished my finals so this is a lil self indulgent piece hehe
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“I’m officially done with my exams!”
Anton smiles at you through his phone as he watches you vigorously shake your device out of excitement. You’re practically glowing, a mixture of relief and joy lighting up your features. Anton’s heart swells with pride. He’s always known how dedicated and hardworking you are, but seeing you like this makes him realize just how far you’ve come. You’d conquered another milestone, and he can't help but feel immensely proud of you.
He remembers all the late-night study sessions, the moments of doubt you’d shared, and the unwavering determination in your eyes. You’re amazing. He admires your strength, your perseverance, and the way you made everything seem possible. Anton has always been your biggest cheerleader, silently supporting you from the sidelines, even though he wishes he could do more. But right now, he’s just happy to see you so happy.
"Congratulations," Anton finally says, his voice warm and full of genuine pride.
"Thank you!" you beam, your eyes sparkling with gratitude. “Not gonna lie, I wrote complete bs for half the exam, after answering what I knew and adding up the points I gave up when I realized I had enough to pass the class.”
Anton snorts at your confession, “let’s pray your math wasn’t off then.”
You hum, “lets pray I actually got those questions right otherwise I’m screwed.”
The two of you laugh at your words before a beat of silence falls over the two of you. Anton hesitates for a moment, then decides to go for it. "So, what would you like me to buy you as a gift for finishing off your junior year?" he asks, his tone playful but sincere. He wants to celebrate this achievement with you, to make this moment even more special.
Your eyes widen in surprise, a smile spreading across your face. "Really? You don't have to—"
"I want to," Anton interrupts, a mischievous grin forming. "Come on, name your reward."
You laugh, thinking for a moment before answering. "Well, if you're sure... How about that new book series I've been eyeing?"
"Consider it done," Anton says, already mentally noting to order it as soon as possible. He wants to see that smile on your face in person, wants to be the reason for your happiness, even if just a little bit.
Just then, the door to Anton’s room opens, and Eunseok pokes his head in. He notices Anton on the phone and grins, stepping fully into the room. "Hey, who's that?" he asks, leaning closer to the screen.
You giggle and wave. "Hi, Eunseok! Guess what? I’m officially done with my exams!"
"Hey! That’s awesome! Congrats!" Eunseok says, his enthusiasm infectious. "So, Anton’s getting you something nice, right?"
"Yeah, he’s getting me a book series I wanted," you say, your excitement evident.
Eunseok smiles, "Want me to buy you something too?"
Your eyes sparkle with mischief. "Wait, really?”
He nods his head once and hums, “Yeah. Anything else you have your heart set on?”
“Want to take me out for some kbbq?"
Eunseok laughs, nodding. "Sure, Korean BBQ it is. I’ll text you to pick a date."
Anton forces a smile, trying to hide his disappointment. "Great, that sounds like a lot of fun."
You beam, clearly thrilled. "Awesome! Thanks, Eunseok. And thanks again, Anton, for the book series."
"Of course," Anton says, his voice softer now. "I’m really proud of you."
After a few more exchanges, Eunseok and Anton say their goodbyes, and you hang up. The moment the call ends, Anton feels a heavy weight settle in his chest. He can't shake off the sadness that you so eagerly accepted Eunseok's offer and that you would be going out to eat with him. It felt a bit too intimate, and jealousy gnaws at him.
Anton sulks around the dorm, trying to distract himself but failing miserably. Later on, once everyone has eaten and gotten ready for bed, Anton sits in the common area still pouting and eating an apple after skipping out on dinner because Eunseok was in charge of cooking tonight. Wonbin notices his friend's gloomy demeanor and approaches him with concern.
"Hey, what's got you all pouty?" Wonbin asks, nudging Anton gently.
Anton sighs, running a hand through his hair. "It's nothing. Just... feeling a bit off, I guess."
Wonbin raises an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. "Come on, what is it? I know something's bothering you."
Anton hesitates, then finally gives in. "It's just... ____’s done with her exams and I offered to buy her a gift, she was really happy about it. But then Eunseok came in and offered to buy her something too and she accepted without a second thought. It just... I don’t know, it feels different."
Wonbin nods, understanding dawning on his face. "Ah, I see. You're feeling jealous."
"Yeah," Anton admits quietly. "I know it's stupid, but I can't help it. I’ve been in love with her for years, and she doesn’t even see me that way. And now she’s going out with Eunseok... it just hurts."
Wonbin claps a reassuring hand on Anton's shoulder. "Hey, it’s not stupid. Feelings are complicated. But maybe it's time to tell her how you really feel. Who knows, she might feel the same way."
Anton looks at Wonbin, a mixture of hope and fear in his eyes. "Maybe. I just don’t want to ruin what we have."
"Sometimes you have to take a risk to get what you really want," Wonbin says softly. "And you deserve to be happy too, Anton."
Anton nods, taking a deep breath. "Thanks, Wonbin. I’ll think about it."
As he walks back to his shared room, Anton's mind races with thoughts of you, the possibilities, and the courage he would need to finally confess his feelings. But for now, he just hopes you’re happy, even if it isn’t with him.
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The next day, you head over to Anton’s dorm, excited to pick up the gift and hang out with your best friend. The sun is shining brightly, and there’s a lightness in your step as you approach the familiar building. When you knock on his door, it opens almost immediately, and Anton greets you with a warm smile.
"Hey! Come in," he says, stepping aside to let you enter.
"Thanks," you reply, stepping into the cozy space. The dorm has always felt like a second home to you, a place filled with fond memories and shared moments.
Anton walks the two of you to his room before going over to his desk and picks up a carefully wrapped package. "Here it is," he says, handing it to you with a shy grin.
You take the package, your eyes widening in surprise. "Wow, you wrapped it and everything! How did you get it so fast?"
Anton chuckles. "The perks of Amazon Prime," he replies, looking pleased with your reaction.
You laugh and start to unwrap the gift, revealing the book series you’ve been wanting. Your heart swells with gratitude, and you look up at Anton with a beaming smile. "Thank you so much, Anton! This is perfect."
"I’m glad you like it," he says softly, watching as you flip through the pages of the first book.
Just then, your phone buzzes with a text from your roommate. You glance at the screen and read the message. “Ouu, Mina just texted me about a party."
You look up at Anton, excitement and a hint of mischief in your eyes. "Do you wanna come with me? It’ll be a great way to celebrate."
Anton hesitates, his brow furrowing slightly. "A party? I don’t know... that’s not really my scene."
"Please, Anton," you say, giving him your best puppy-dog eyes. "It would mean a lot to me if you came. We can have fun together, and it’s a good chance to let loose before I leave for the summer."
He sighs, but the look in your eyes makes it impossible for him to say no. "Alright, I’ll go," he agrees, a small smile tugging at his lips.
"Yay! Thank you!" you exclaim, wrapping your arms around him in a tight hug. "You’re the best, Anton."
He hugs you back, savoring the moment before you pull away. "I’ll see you later then. I need to get ready," you say, heading for the door.
"See you later," Anton replies, watching you leave with a fond look in his eyes.
After you’ve gone, Anton turns to find his roommates. He finds all six of them in the common area, discussing their plans for the evening. "Hey, guys. We’re going to a party tonight," Anton announces.
"A party? Are you sure you want to go?" Sungchan asks.
Soohee nods, “yeah, I never pegged you as the party going type.
Anton sends a sharp glare their way. “____ invited me, I’m sure it’ll be fun.”
"I’m sure it will," Wonbin adds, glancing at Anton. He remembers the conversation they had last night and grins. "So, is this the night you finally tell her how you feel?"
Anton’s cheeks flush slightly. "Ahhh, hyung!"
Eunseok raises an eyebrow. "Wait, tell who what?"
Wonbin nudges the younger male. "Anton’s in love with ____. Has been for years."
All the boy's eyes widen in surprise, as they stare at their youngest in shock. Shotaro is the first to react, he breaks into a wide grin. "Really? That’s awesome! We need to make sure you confess tonight."
Anton groans. "No. Guys, please. I don’t want to make it a big deal."
His words go right over everyone's heads as they start coming up with a masterplan to help out their brother.
"Don’t worry, Anton," Wonbin says with a mischievous glint in his eye. "We’ve got your back. Tonight’s the night."
Anton sighs, knowing there’s no stopping them. As the evening approaches, the dorm buzzes with excitement. The guys are all determined to help Anton confess his feelings to you by the end of the party, and Anton can only hope that everything goes well.
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Back in your dorm, you and Mina are getting ready for the party. The room is filled with the upbeat music Mina insists on playing whenever you two are preparing for a night out. You’re both rifling through your closets, trying on different outfits, and swapping opinions on what looks best.
“This party is going to be amazing,” Mina says, holding up a sparkly top against herself and checking the mirror. “Are you sure Anton’s coming?”
“Of course,” you reply, slipping into the black dress you finally settled on. “I convinced him. He’s not really into parties, but he agreed to come.”
Mina grins and raises an eyebrow. “You know, that’s probably because he has a thing for you. So, when are you going to confess your feelings?”
You roll your eyes, waving off her comment. “We’re just friends, Mina. He doesn’t see me like that.”
Mina gives you a skeptical look. “Are you sure about that? You two are pretty close, and I’ve seen the way he looks at you.”
“Seriously, it’s not like that,” you insist, feeling a twinge of discomfort. You don’t want to get your hopes up or think about the possibility of Anton seeing you as more than a friend. “Let’s drop it, okay?”
Mina shrugs, sensing the finality in your tone. “Alright, alright. But if you change your mind, tonight could be the perfect time.”
You finish getting ready in silence, both focused on your makeup and hair. Once you’re satisfied with your looks, you grab your bags and head out the door, excitement bubbling within you for the night ahead.
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The party is already in full swing by the time you and Mina arrive. The house is packed with people, music blaring, and laughter echoing through the rooms. You’re greeted by a wave of familiar faces, everyone eager to chat and offer you drinks.
Anton stands off to the side, trying to blend into the background while watching you interact with ease. He sees guys coming up to you, talking and laughing, some even offering you drinks. A pang of jealousy hits him, but he tries to push it aside.
Sungchan, noticing Anton’s brooding expression, decides to take action. He grabs two drinks and walks over to Anton, shoving them into his hands. “Here, take these. Go talk to her. Stop sulking.”
Anton hesitates but knows Sungchan is right. He takes a deep breath and walks over to you, hoping to get a moment alone.
You notice Anton approaching and smile brightly. “Hey! I’m so glad you made it.”
“Hey,” he replies, handing you one of the drinks. “I wouldn’t miss it.”
The two of you find a quieter corner and start chatting about your summer plans. You excitedly tell him about your upcoming girls’ trip to Tulum, and he shares his plans to go on tour with the boys before heading back to New Jersey to spend time with his family.
“I’m so excited for you,” you say, genuinely happy for him. “Touring sounds incredible.”
“Thanks,” Anton says, his eyes softening as he looks at you. “And Tulum sounds amazing. You’re going to have so much fun.”
Just as you’re about to dive into another topic, Soohee appears out of nowhere, grabbing both of your arms. “Hey, you two! Come on, we’re starting a drinking game in the basement. You have to join us!”
You laugh, allowing Soohee to drag you towards the basement. “Alright, alright, we’re coming!”
Anton follows, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness.
The basement is filled with a mix of excitement and apprehension as everyone gathers around in a circle for the game. The room is dimly lit, creating an intimate atmosphere perfect for a game of Dare or Drink. Soohee stands in the center, holding an empty bottle, and addresses the group with a mischievous grin.
"Alright, losers," Soohee announces loudly, "we're playing Dare or Drink. It's pretty self-explanatory, but here are the rules: we spin the bottle, and if it lands on you, you either do the dare or take a drink. Got it?"
Everyone nods, a mix of nervous laughter and anticipation rippling through the group. Seunghan is the first to spin the bottle, and it lands on Chaemin. The room holds its breath as he smirks.
"Alright, Chaemin," Seunghan says, leaning forward, "I dare you to kiss the person next to you."
Chaemin's eyes widen, her cheeks turning pink as she looks to her side and sees Shotaro. She bites her lip, hesitating. Shotaro's face is already turning red, a nervous smile on his lips. Chaemin quickly decides and grabs her drink, taking a big gulp instead of completing the dare.
You giggle, noticing Shotaro's embarrassment, and pat his shoulder comfortingly. "Don't worry, Shotaro. Maybe next time," you say with a playful wink.
Chaemin, still blushing, spins the bottle next. It twirls around before pointing at Wonbin. She grins mischievously. "Wonbin, I dare you to strip and go skinny dipping with me."
The room erupts in cheers and laughter, the boys howling at the suggestion. Wonbin, however, chuckles and shakes his head, opting to take a drink instead.
Soohee rolls her eyes dramatically. "Come on, guys! This game is boring if no one does the dares. Step it up!"
With a determined look, Wonbin spins the bottle, and it lands on Anton. Anton's eyes widen as everyone hoots and hollers, anticipating the dare.
"Alright, Anton," Wonbin says, his voice dripping with mischief, "I dare you to make out with the hottest girl in the room."
The group falls silent, all eyes on Anton as he blushes furiously. You can feel your own cheeks heating up, heart pounding as you wait to see what he'll do. Anton looks around nervously, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer than the others.
Anton hesitates, his mind racing. He can feel the weight of everyone's eyes on him, especially yours. The truth is, he already knows who the hottest girl in the room is to him, but saying it out loud and acting on it in front of everyone feels daunting.
With a deep breath, he glances at you again, the unspoken feelings swirling in his eyes. "I—"
But before he can finish, the group erupts in cheers and laughter again, breaking the tension. Anton, still flustered, grabs his drink and takes a large gulp, avoiding the dare.
You can't help but feel a mix of relief and disappointment. You give him a supportive smile, hoping to ease his nerves. Anton looks at you, his eyes filled with gratitude and something else you can't quite place. The game continues, but you and Anton share a few more glances, the unspoken tension between you growing stronger with each passing moment.
As the game progresses and the drinks flow, the atmosphere in the basement becomes increasingly lively. Laughter fills the air, and the group becomes more daring with each spin of the bottle. You’ve mostly opted for drinks over dares, feeling the effects of the alcohol start to kick in. Your inhibitions are lowered, and a warm buzz settles over you as you join in the fun.
It's your turn again, and you watch as Soohee gives the bottle a playful spin. It twirls around before slowing down and pointing directly at you. The room erupts into cheers and laughter, and you can't help but giggle nervously as all eyes turn to you.
Soohee grins mischievously. "Alright, ____, I dare you to kiss the most attractive male in the room."
You scoff, feeling emboldened by the alcohol coursing through your veins. "Pfft, easy," you say with a playful smirk.
Without hesitation, you turn to Anton, your heart pounding in your chest. His eyes widen in surprise, his cheeks flushing as he meets your gaze. The room falls silent, anticipation hanging thick in the air.
With a boldness you didn’t know you possessed, you lean in and press your lips against his, the kiss soft but filled with an undeniable electricity. Cheers erupt from the group as they watch in amazement, some even whistling and hollering in approval.
For a moment, everything fades away except for the sensation of Anton’s lips against yours, the warmth of his embrace, and the pounding of your heart. It feels like time slows down, and you lose yourself in the moment, forgetting about everything else but the connection between you and Anton.
When you finally pull away, breathless and flushed, the room erupts into cheers and applause. Anton stares at you, his eyes wide with surprise and something else you can't quite place.
Soohee claps you on the back, grinning from ear to ear. "Now that's what I call a dare!" he exclaims, earning laughter and agreement from the others.
As the cheers and applause die down, you begin to realize the weight of what just happened. Your heart races with a mix of nerves and excitement, unsure of what this means for your relationship with Anton.
Anton's eyes meet yours, his expression unreadable as he stands and reaches out to take your hand, his touch sending a shiver down your spine. "Come on," he says softly, his voice barely above a whisper. "Let's get out of here."
You feel a pang of disappointment as Anton leads you away from the group, away from the pulsating energy of the party. A part of you wants to stay, to revel in the adrenaline rush of the moment, but another part knows that you need to talk, to figure out what this kiss means for your friendship.
But as Anton guides you up the stairs, you can't help but whine, dragging your feet like a child being dragged away from their favorite toy. "But I don't want to leave," you protest, your voice slurred from the alcohol. "I'm having fun."
Anton shoots you a warning look, his grip on your hand tightening slightly. "____, we need to talk," he says firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Reluctantly, you follow him into an empty bedroom, the noise of the party fading into the background. Anton closes the door behind you, and for a moment, there's nothing but silence between you.
"I..." Anton starts, his voice trailing off as he struggles to find the right words. "I don't know what this means for us, but... that kiss, it felt..."
Before he can finish, you cut him off with a giggle, swaying unsteadily on your feet. "Anton, you're overthinking it," you say with a drunken smile. "Let's just go back to the party."
But Anton shakes his head, a determined look in his eyes. "No, we need to talk about this."
You pout, feeling suddenly overwhelmed by the seriousness of the situation. "Fine," you mumble, crossing your arms over your chest.
Anton sighs, running a hand through his hair in frustration. He realizes that you're too drunk to have a proper conversation, too caught up in the moment to fully understand the implications of what just happened. With a heavy heart, he decides to abandon the conversation for now, knowing that it's pointless to try to reason with you in your current state.
Instead, he takes a deep breath and gently guides you out of the room, back towards his dorm. You stumble slightly, leaning on him for support as you navigate the streets together.
When you finally reach his room, Anton helps you onto his bed, tucking you in with gentle hands. You mumble a sleepy thank you, already drifting off into a drunken slumber.
Anton watches you for a moment, his heart heavy with uncertainty. He knows that things will never be the same between you, that this kiss has changed everything. But as he looks down at your sleeping form, a small smile tugs at his lips. Maybe, just maybe, this could be the beginning of something new.
With a sigh, he turns away, grabbing a makeup wipe to gently wipe off your makeup. He changes you into one of his oversized shirts and a pair of his boxers, making sure to avert his eyes as he does so.
Once you're settled, he takes a pillow and a blanket, making himself comfortable on the floor beside the bed. He knows that he needs to be there for you, to take care of you, even if it means sacrificing his own comfort.
As he drifts off to sleep, thoughts of you swirl through his mind. He feels nervous about what the future holds for your friendship, but also excited at the possibility of something more. And as he falls asleep beside you, he knows that whatever happens, he'll always be there for you, ready to support you through whatever comes your way.
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The morning light filters through the curtains, casting a soft glow into Anton's room. You slowly blink your eyes open, groaning at the pounding headache that greets you. As you try to piece together the events of last night, memories flood back to you in bits and pieces. The party, the drinking, the kiss...
Your heart sinks as you realize where you are. You sit up slowly, the room spinning slightly as you take in your surroundings. You're in Anton's room, and the memories of the drunken kiss flood back to you with embarrassing clarity. You feel stupid for letting things get out of hand, for letting your feelings show in such a reckless way.
As you start to get dressed, pulling on your pants with shaky hands, the door creaks open and Anton enters, carrying a glass of water and some pills. You freeze, your heart racing as you meet his gaze. There's a moment of awkward silence as you both stand there, unsure of what to say.
Anton breaks the silence first, holding out the water and pills to you. "Here," he says softly, his voice gentle. "You'll feel better after you take these."
You take the medicine gratefully, mumbling a small thank you as you swallow the pills with a sip of water. Anton watches you carefully, his expression unreadable as he waits for you to speak.
Finally, he clears his throat, his voice hesitant. "About last night...," he starts, trailing off as he searches for the right words. "I wanted to talk to you about the kiss."
Your heart sinks even further, and you feel a blush creeping up your cheeks. "Oh, uh... yeah," you mumble, trying to play it off casually. "It was just a stupid drunken kiss. We were both drunk, and I... I didn't mean anything by it."
Anton's gaze softens, and you can see the doubt flickering in his eyes. He takes a step towards you, his voice barely above a whisper. "Do you mean that?" he asks, his tone gentle but insistent. "Or... do you have feelings for me?"
You feel a lump forming in your throat, and you struggle to find the right words. "I... I don't know," you admit, feeling flustered and exposed under his gaze. "It was just a... a stupid mistake."
But Anton knows you're lying, knows you're trying to brush off something that meant more to both of you than you're willing to admit. With a newfound confidence, he takes another step towards you, closing the distance between you.
"____," he says softly, reaching up to caress your cheek with trembling fingers. "I've loved you for years. That kiss... it meant everything to me."
You stare up at him in shock, your heart pounding in your chest. You're not sure how to respond, not sure if you're ready to face the truth of your feelings for him. But before you can say anything, Anton leans in, his lips capturing yours in a gentle, hesitant kiss.
For a moment, everything fades away except for the warmth of Anton's embrace, the softness of his lips against yours. As the kiss deepens, you wrap your arms around him, pulling him closer, Anton hums, his right hand slides under your hair to rest on your neck.
You quietly moan when he spreads your mouth with his and slips his tongue into your wet mouth. Anton’s fingers are tangled in your hair, his thumb resting on the side of your face. He tilts his head and deepens the kiss. He moans when he wraps his tongue around yours. He rests his other hand on the small of your back as he reclines you slowly, carefully, until you are laying down and he is hovering over you. He retracts his left hand from your back and starts to slowly rub circles on the inside of your thighs.
You slightly push him away feeling overwhelmed with all the new sensations but you know you need to tell him this before anything else happens, “I love you too.”
Anton smiles down at you and pecks your lips once more, “I love you more.”
In that moment you feel a sense of completeness wash over you, a feeling of rightness that you've never experienced before. As you lose yourself in his eyes, in the warmth and safety of Anton's embrace, you know that this is just the beginning of your journey together, the start of something beautiful and true.
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(AFTER THE EVENTS OF "BLUE BURIED")
Clover was standing on the beach, her feet half-buried in the cool sand. The ocean before her reflected the twilight sky, indigo with a sprinkling of stars that undulated back and forth with the movement of the gentle waves. Her butterfly companions were perched on her leaves, joining her in gazing at the sparkling waters. She was preparing to leave the island, and not for the first time -- she had been eliminated from Inanimate Insanity Invitational quite a while ago, and just that day came back to visit. Clover smiled up at the moon, took a deep breath, and drank in the beautiful environment one last time.
Her serene vigil was interrupted by an abrupt rustling sound from behind her. Her butterflies, startled, began to flit around, and she slightly turned her head to locate the noise: her friend Nickel was halfway in a bush, his shiny metal face grimacing awkwardly at her.
"H-hey, Clover!" he stammered, fully removing himself from the shrubbery and shaking his head. "What are you doing awake at such a godforsaken hour? And out here?"
Clover giggled. "I could ask you the same thing, Nickel. What, were you looking for me?" She smiled cheekily.
Nickel blinked. He had been looking for her, worried that she'd left the island. He walked closer to her, eyes angled towards his feet. "N-no. Of course not."
"Then why are you awake, you silly goose?"
"...None of your business. And anyway, I asked first."
Clover cocked her head. "Oh? Oh yeah, why I'm awake..." Her gaze shifted back to the sea. "I'm gonna head out again."
"What?" Nickel blurted, his eyes widening.
"Well, you know I'm not a contestant anymore," she replied calmly. "That's why I gave you my luck in the first place!" She delicately lifted a finger to let one of her butterflies land. Eyes half-lidded, she gazed at its pink wings as they gently rose and fell. "And my friends and I still have work to do..."
"What kind of work? You never even told me what it is you're doing."
"None of your business!" Clover exclaimed with a chuckle, mimicking Nickel's voice. Her tone softened. "Heh, I've just been traveling around, spreading my luck and joy. Helping things grow, and people too -- all that fun stuff."
Helping people grow... Nickel gazed at her with sad eyes, unblinking.
"Why are you looking at me like that, Nickel?" Clover asked.
"Clover..." he murmured, eyes still planted on her. The tenderness of his gaze soon disappeared as he shook himself, now steely and harsh. "Why do you have to go around fixing everyone? We're people, not problems."
"We?" Clover looked back at him.
Nickel furrowed his brow. "You think that I'm some kind of idiot who can't solve his own problems," he spat. "You think you have to sit me down, with all your condescending holier-than-thou BS, and tell me what's wrong with me!"
"Nickel..."
"Don't 'Nickel' me, Clover! You think you're helping me, don't you? And you think I need that help! Well I don't, you privileged bastard! You don't need to save me!"
"I wouldn't have to if you tried to save yourself..."
"What?"
"Goodbye, Nickel." Clover was now fully facing away from him; she raised her arms, inviting her four butterflies to take hold of her and lift her into the air.
"No, wait! Don't go!"
Clover kept her arms up, not turning to face him. "Why?"
Nickel's eyes darted around; he buried his feet deeper in the sand. "J-just don't!"
"I know you can answer better than that, Nickel. Come on!" Though he could not see her face, he knew she was smiling by the tone in her voice -- smiling condescendingly. At this point, however, she was probably doing that just to bother him.
"Do you need my help, Nickel?" She continued, goading him.
"Yes!" he yelled. "Yes, Clover, I need your help... I need your help with everything." Nickel's voice lowered to a pathetic whisper.
Clover's butterflies had already begun to lift her; she was a foot or two off of the ground, a quadrefoil print left in the sand where her feet had shifted around. She was gently placed back onto the beach, and turned around to face him.
"I'm a horrible person, right?" Nickel sobbed, his face wet. "I'm so sorry. I feel this terrible feeling in my stomach."
"It's called guilt," Clover said, her voice flat.
"How do I get rid of it?"
Clover blinked her tired eyes. There's clearly only so much she could help him... "What do you think?" she asked.
"People hate me right? For being such a jerk? I need them to not hate me." He looked down at the ground again. His knees were weak.
"Maybe you could apologize for being so mean," Clover suggested, eyes widening; the sunny glint they took on was entirely passive-aggressive, but this was lost on Nickel, who smiled a disgusting, relieved smile in response.
"Y-you're right, I could. And that w-would fix everything."
Clover turned around again and lifted her arms to the sky. She sighed.
Nickel sniffed. "Do you r-really have to go?" His voice was shaky and thick with phlegm; he looked up at her angelic figure with eyes domed in tears.
"Yes, Nickel."
"...Will you miss me?"
She briefly turned her head to meet his wretched gaze. She smiled coldly. "What do you think?"
Nickel crumpled to the ground, saying nothing. Clover softly warbled, signalling to her butterflies; they then lifted her into the night air. Nickel wasn't able to catch a glimpse of her before she disappeared into the darkness -- but then, he didn't deserve it.
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2brain2buffering · 2 years
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Lord of the Rings is an Action Shojo.
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- Nature symbolism everywhere, specifically trees going into blossom.
- Éowyn is the classic "I must disguise my gender in order to fight!" heroine. No changes required to make her an Anime Protagonist, she even has a crush on a man who already has a girlfriend. She still manages to get with Best Boy so all is good.
- Aragorn is a hidden/reluctant Prince (King) who is both incredibly gentle in his approach to life, and an all mighty powerful fighter.
- Horsies =D
- Homoromantic Under/Overtones of Frodo and Sam.
- Narrative that emphasises emotional intimacy over fighting prowess. Yes, Aragorn does get a cool Power Up Weapon, but more importantly it's him accepting his destiny and his role as heir of Gondor. The sword doesn't give him magical powers, it gives him responsibilities.
- Galadrial's "IN PLACE OF A DARK LORD YOU WOULD HAVE A QUEEN!" moment feels like something straight out of Sailor Moon, right down the beautiful costuming. A+ No commentary needed.
- You just KNOW that the metaphorical Sakura was blowing in the wind during Faramir's proposal scene.
- No For real: "Yet I will wed with the White Lady of Rohan, if it be her will. And if she will, then let us cross the River and in happier days let us dwell in fair Ithilien and there make a garden. All things will grow with joy there, if the White Lady comes." is peek Shojo Romance. Kiss Kiss Fall In Love you adorable Mother Fuckers.
- Actually Aragorn and Arwen fall into this category too. Right down to the slightly weird "We're distant cousins actually, and also I’m her Foster Brother, but we only just met as adults where I first saw her looking beautiful underneath the woodland trees and I mistook her for our shared ancestor."
- Samwise is the embodiment of the Childhood Friend character who the heroine should have gotten with and then didn't for some BS reason? Except of course he does get the girl/boy in the end. Thankfully!
- Tragic Deaths that have actual meaning to the narrative.
- Everyone's fashion is absolutely on point at all times. Even when they're just in ratty travelling clothes they're still all gorgeous.
- Somewhat bitter Sweet ending that discusses the different ways we deal with grief and PTSD.
- Merry and Pippin as the comic relief best friends who get their own arc and become fan favourites beyond what happens in the main story line.
- Elijah Wood has magical sparkle Shojo eyes. He just does. Frodo is Anime.
- I like Shojo AND I like Lord of the Rings ergo Lord of the Rings MUST be a Shojo.
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ghassan29 · 2 years
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sansajons · 2 years
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The Best and Worst Love Matches of Capricorn- Find The Most Compatible Soul for Capricorn
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Individuals frequently have misconceptions about Capricorn, believing that because they are so diligent, conscientious, and disciplined, they are also dull, stuffy, or tedious. However, Capricorns are natural forces. Capricorns have a very grounded approach to life, especially when it appears that the odds are stacked against them.
Capricorn is the tenth sign of the zodiac born between December 21 to January 20, and the sea-goat represents it. Capricorn energy is honest and wise because it is a cardinal earth sign ruled by Saturn.
Capricorns are known for their intelligence, sophistication, and wealth. Their disciplined nature and ambitious approach set them apart from the crowd. Represented by the Goat, these individuals know how to arrive at the top and accomplish a higher status in society. Be that as it may, because of their reserved and shy nature, Capricorn frequently steps back in expressing their choices.
When they focus on something, they pursue it relentlessly and enjoy the attention they receive. Capricorns value order, and a Capricorn man and Capricorn woman share this trait.
Capricorns tend to be planners, have highly developed BS meters, and are not good at handling humiliation. If you enjoy playing tricks on your partner, you may not be compatible with Capricorn.
They aren't easily dazzled, so don't take it for granted when you try to catch their attention with your numerous accomplishments. The truth is that the Capricorn star sign has probably accomplished more than you, and they'd prefer it if you were genuine with them rather than trying to control them. For Capricorn, you have to be more than just a surface sparkle.
Read on to learn how each sign gets along with Capricorns, whether you're a Capricorn yourself or you're just curious about how well you click with one in your life.
Best Matches for Capricorn
Capricorn and Taurus
Since Capricorn and Taurus are earth signs, they naturally complement one another and are likely to create significant areas of strength for an and coexistence. They both work in a stubborn and obsessive manner, which might make some opinions seem clumsy and stale. However, given these shared characteristics, their shared trait may be useful in defining long-term team objectives as well as in their typical tendencies and ways of life.
The two signs are consistent and balanced, and despite the fact that they might not make the most compelling of partners, they are able to connect on a deep level. Taurus can assist Capricorn in relaxing and finding joy in life. Taurus can also bring out Capricorn's typical erotic side.
Capricorn and Virgo
Another great combination is Virgo and Capricorn. Virgo is an earth sign, just like Taurus and Capricorn. A very friendly viewpoint known as a ternary exists between signs of a similar component. These two are able to support and adjust one another. Capricorn is able to outline long-term goals and comprehend situations from beginning to end. Virgo is capable of handling the subtleties and quick tasks required to complete these lengthy goals.
While this is an excellent heartfelt mix, it is likewise a fantastic working one. These two will truly do very well in business together.
Capricorn and Scorpio
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There are a lot of similarities between Scorpio and Capricorn. These two signs are excellent tacticians and appeared to be very challenging. Both of these signs tend to prioritize business over pleasure and don't have much patience for small talk. Capricorn and Scorpio can undoubtedly look very similar to one another from the outside.
For all intents and purposes, Capricorn and Scorpio have a lot in common, but there are still enough differences between them to allow them to balance one another. The more level-headed of the two signs, Capricorn occasionally comes across as icy and callous. Although Scorpio is a very enthusiastic sign, it can also become emotional.
Capricorn and Cancer
When these two cardinal signs come together, opposites are drawn toward one another. Cancer is a water sign, and given that Capricorn is excessively logical and Cancer is excessively sensitive, both can, for the most part, withstand one another's progression and work out their differences.
The models that these opposing matches address shape daily life. Additionally, some combinations of opposite pairs work better than others. A Cancer man, however, will typically change jobs with a Capricorn woman. Depending on how comfortable the two players are with this job inversion, it will depend. They also have the ability to handle any positive outcomes.
Worst Matches for Capricorn
Capricorn and Aries
Capricorn and Aries are frequently involved in epic battles. Contrary to Leo, Capricorn does find Aries attractive. A square is the relationship between Capricorn and Aries. Although this is a feature of erosion, it frequently leads to intense sexual tension.
The opposition between Mars in Aries and Saturn in Capricorn may make the two players feel ill-equipped to comprehend and satiate one another's desires. A cautious Capricorn may feel outmatched by an Aries' audacity! Regarding, Capricorns value objectivity and frequently reject the ideas of Aries because they seem rash.
Capricorn and Leo
Leo is one of Capricorn's worst allies. They constantly argue with Capricorn, and their relationship is strained. Leo and Capricorn have very different personalities because they both reside in a location with a variety of elements.
Leo is content, carefree, and energetic, whereas Capricorn is strict, serious, and organized. The seriousness of Capricorn's outlook on life leaves Leo feeling drained and worn out. They frequently look for a romantic partner, which is something that a person who is truly withdrawn would never do. Furthermore, both of these signs are highly divisive. Most of their time is spent in fights and pointless arguments.
Capricorn and Libra
This pairing is a classic example of how opposites don't necessarily attract one another. Capricorns are renowned for buckling down and keeping their heads down. They frequently have extraordinarily lofty aspirations for themselves and can have a tendency toward pessimism. The opposite of giddy Libras, who believe they deserve the best things in life without planning to become workaholics, is this. The two signs are unusually steadfast in relationships and feel a duty to help others, so this odd couple can work in any case.
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onisionhurtspeople · 5 years
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what the fuck
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anti-onion-posts · 6 years
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JoySparkleBs is back on youtube
And it took her four days to make a video about Onision. 
I’m just waiting for the impending train wreck. 
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rihitens · 6 years
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to anyone excited to see that joy is back
just know that she liked these two comments on one of her mr. metokur vids:
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to those who don’t know, this is patrick little
proof it’s joy:
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oniontracker · 6 years
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gosuckanonion · 7 years
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THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT He is using the fact he was calm and not screaming insults at Blaire as an argument for why he was more mature in this debate than she was. To be fair, I do wish she was less worked up. Yet he fails to mention all the insults he flung at Jeff Holiday and Joy in his last debate AND the video he made in which he repeatedly called Blaire a bimbo, dumb, bitch and cunt etc. Something about Blaire must intimidate him, and he needs to gain an upper hand...
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internet-royalty · 7 years
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I did the thing. Come talk shit and gossip about internet celebrities.
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mcs4ssyp4nts · 7 years
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One Last Onision Post
Let’s talk about the last couple days with Onision. He posted a video about Shane Dawson (Why aren’t we surprised?) And had several melt downs. 
Anyway in the direct messages he had with Joy Sparkle Bs he agreed to do the debate on Youtube Live. Then back tracked and said he would do it on Lainey’s YouNow and made a poll asking everyone which platform was more glitchy in hopes to validate himself in some way. (Everyone said YouNow so that backfired.) He then says he won’t do it on Youtube because he doesn’t want Joy to profit. Joy said repeatedly that she would donate everything to charity. She even said she would donate $200 of her own money right then in good faith and she would later prove that all the money raised was given to charity. Onision says no the only way he will do it is if it’s on Lainey’s YouNow because no one will profit. (Lainey is his wife. Even if they have different bank accounts anything she spent the money on food, bills, anything for the kids, or even make up to use on her Youtube channel he would profit. Because they are married so it’s their bills, their kids, their food, and if she uses the make up in videos and gets paid for those videos he again profits.)
So he’s on YouNow and gets excited to see Jaclyn. (Honestly his reaction was pretty creepy. Like you could tell her was so excited but he was trying to keep his cool. Which he tried to seem chill the whole time but you could tell by the way he spoke and by how hard he was trying to stay calm he was freaking out on the inside. Well he’s pissed because Social Repose is there so he tries to guilt him about his ACTUAL stalker. He said Social Repose should apologize to the girl for what happened because that’s what he would do. Which we all know is complete bullshit. If a fan showed up to Greg’s house uninvited he would freak the fuck out. Make a video about it. And call the girl a retarded bitch or a cunt or many different names. Thats how he handles shit. Lastly he made a comment about Jaclyn’s boobs and again we’re not surprised. 
I can’t remember if Jeff came in before those two or after but Onision refused to actually listen to what he said at first and kept saying shit. And even said “How many times do I have to say this to you?” Which is hilarious because people repeatedly say stuff to him and he literally ignores them. So at this point Jeff is like wtf dude why isn’t this guy listening? You know like when you’re saying something to a kid and you repeat yourself a million times and then you get annoyed because they aren’t listening? That’s what happened and then Jeff went off. I thought it was funny. Onision thought he was some kind of puppet master but literally no one thought that.
So Joy finally comes in. She called him sweetie, or hun and he was like, “My name is Greg. Call me Greg.” And she was like “Sorry I get a little brain fogged due to this illness I have.” And then he kept saying she was mentally ill and trying to invalidate what she was saying by that. Even though he admitted he is mentally ill and so is he wife. But somehow they aren’t invalidated? He then made comments about her hair, called her a bitch a couple times, asked why she wanted to get sued so bad. (She basically wants him to try and sue her to 1. Call his bluff. And 2. Prove that he can’t really sue her because legally she has done nothing wrong.) Really just wouldn’t listen to her, let her finish a point, and kept just trying to over talk her. That’s why she kept having to yell. He then bitches out and leaves.
Lainey comes in and talks. She did cry but it was because of the subject not because of Joy. Joy was actually decent to Lainey. Even if she was being fake she still had the decency to try and treat Lainey like a person. 
Sara later came in and again Joy treated her like a person. She could have been being fake right then too but she still didn’t come in an insult her. Even though Sara called her a bitch in her first message to her. 
Lainey’s sister came in a one point. And she did what Onision did which was try and talk over everyone and be defensive about everything. She was pretty rude. So they muted her and she was butt hurt about that. But Joy said she could talk as long as she was respectful. Which the sister could have made her point had she done that. But instead she rolled her eyes and got off.
Greg then goes and of course tweets about being the victim. (Guess he didn’t make Joy cry like he wanted.) Then makes a video where he openly lies about what happened. He tweets that Sara is being attacked on Youtube Live. Sara literally tweets that’s not whats going on. He then makes Lainey out to be the victim even though Lainey chose to talk to Joy and only cried because they talked about Billie. And then he gets in a fight with Drew (Billie’s new boyfriend) and keeps talking shit about Billie who hasn’t said anything about Greg or Lainey in some time. Maybe she made one comment on a video Drew made. But on the internet she really hasn’t said much about the situation. While Greg has. Then I guess he made a video talking shit about Alex and Johnny. (Because they went on Andy’s podcast that Greg is so desperate to get on.) 
So that takes our list to like 9 or 10 people Greg tried to start shit with in the last like two or three days. I had to comment on this because my mind is honestly blown at how ridiculous this guy is. And how people still seem to follow him and think he truly is a victim of bullying when this shit all started because he said he wanted to make Joy cry and to humiliate her. This is the exact same way Donald Trump handles shit!! 
Oh he also told Joy it was Lainey’s dad that he would be using to sue her. He hates his father-in-law and “cut him out of his life” at some point this month so that was funny. He openly lied right there. And he promised he would sue Joy if they debated. And even though he left the debate if he does not sue her he will be caught in yet another lie. “Most honest Youtuber” my ass. 
Alright I’m done. 
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loner-stoner67 · 7 years
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anyone else see Blaire white on joy sparkle bs’s livestream after the onision trainwreck? she is fucking hilarious when she’s drunk “I’m a dude living as a woman I’m a fucking wierdo too” and her sign off “I’m gonna go do anal and listen to Kesha bye joy” 😂😂😂 I fucking love her
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nosparklejustbs · 7 years
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New Anti Joysparklebs Blog
Finally started am anti Joysparklebs blog as to not muck up my anti onision blog. Rants to come soon.
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I know some of you have been curious about how Joy is when it comes to race. Well, guess this could offer you guys some insight. For the record, I'm not educated on BLM at all so I can't comment on it. Regardless, she's coming off as pretty ignorant here. "go burn down a city and call it justice lol." "don't address me,i know people." That last one... comes off as pretty humble, doesn't it?
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ripwitch · 7 years
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Onision & Joy Sparkle BS Debate
So it went down. Some key points to bring up.
1. I wished Joy didn't do the debate on YouNow, but instead went on to direct him to Google Hangout and directions on how easy it is since he said he doesn't know how to do that or how to do YouTube Live.
2.1. Why do you say you didn't want anyone profiting but yet Joy said all donations will be put into charity. And than have it on Lainey's YouNow and say Lainey is a "charity case" when we all know the money is going to him. Than brag in his "I Finally Confronted My Stalker" video on how Lainey made $250 from the livestream almost immediately, but yet Joy is all about the money.
Also like if Onision really wanted no one to profit the moderator (Jeff I believe?) even offered to do it on his youtube and disable the superchat but still refused. Than insulted him till he had enough and gave Onision his own medicine. Way to reveal that you don't want someone to keep this "debate" on track and just needs to be truthful and say he doesn't care about charity.
3. This wasn't a debate more like he wanted to insult Joy this whole time and make her break down in front of the camera (admitting it even). They both didn't really handle it well, but it seemed that Joy wanted (and came for) more of a debate atmosphere way more than Onision did.
4. Onision lowkey saying those with mental illnesses should have no platform to talk.
5. Onision saying those with anxiety can not be trusted (directed towards his WIFE Lainey).
6. Onision the "man of facts" but yet won't watch Joy's videos on what they're about and was reluctant to look up Fibromyalgia (and when he did thought he knew all about it by just reading a line of it).
7. Onision BAILED. HE BAILED HIS OWN "DEBATE" HE WANTED IN THE FIRST PLACE AND PUT LAINEY ON.
8. Really sad Lainey went back streaming on YouNow and said that they hated talking to Joy and calling her fake when Joy was saying on her stream that she loved meeting and talking to Lainey.
9. Joy is not a stalker. She only makes videos on Onision and yet that is stalking? When Onision reached out to her first? It's not like Joy has his phone number and calling/texting obsessively (making them change their number) or have their addresses and going over there obsessively or following them everywhere to the point where they are afraid. They are literally sitting cozy. By Onision's definition he is a stalker to all the people he made videos about.
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Some part of me really want him to sue Joy and see how it goes (and if Joy wins, counter sues Onision). Considering I doubt Joy would be seen as a stalker and considering the stuff that can be put against Onision. And why is Lainey's dad doing Onision's case? Considering he is never welcome in their house and can't even talk to them?
And I also wished Joy didn't agree to the debate. It's really only fueling him so he can make profits on the Joy v Onision. Rather just make one video on how Onision is planning on suing her and bringing up the DMs and stuff. Maybe one livestream talking about it and going over his videos. And only have updates focusing on the suing part so he won't get any satisfaction.
I feel like Onision knew quite well what was going to happen. Joy was going to make a lot of videos in succession and agree to a debate so he can have ammunition. I wished she wouldn't of done the debate (and somewhat didn't do a whole long DM convo that he can take one section of and twist the narrative when he posted it on Twitter) so that he wouldn't be able to make videos on her and make money. 
Onision really needs to fall out of the public eye.
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