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#ive watched my dads body eat itself alive. attacking him from the inside out spending days in excrutiating pain...
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I hurt so so bad and the fear of the diagnosis I will get....
#idk what theyre gonna tell me but the top 3 options in my brain are the top worst
#i just...at this point i just want to feel like a functioning human again.
#but legit the thing it probably is.. there is no easy solution
#ive watched my dads body eat itself alive. attacking him from the inside out spending days in excrutiating pain...
#and that im probably on my way to that life too... u.u i think he was about this age when he was diagnosed
#tho i know a friend and theirs doesnt seem as horrible...their medication actually seems to work for them? idk
#idk and even worst is that theres no instant answer and fix
#if any of the 3 things i think it is is true...then it starts a longer process of figuring out a treatment...treatment that
#itself is harmful.
#i need a nap. i need sleep. if i dont then ill continue to feel the pain and cry.
#but im stuck sitting here...pretending like im okay. pretending like im working.
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