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#ive never been super into hurting mySELF at all. my favoured form of self harm has always been
jvzebel-x
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#maybe its the holidays having a negative effect on my psyche (or maybe the psychic damage being directed toward me
#from various sources due to the season has finally hit lmao)
#but i am feeling particularly foul today&have given up on trying to get past it for the night lol.
#like i guess it didnt help that the day started w/ a doc who spent the entire apt talking to me in heavy sighs
#as tho my many degenerative physical&subsequent mental health issues are a massive inconvenience to him lmao
#but also my custom fucking harley davidson jacket was just stolen&i am extremely upset about it lol.
#&like i am feeling particularly fucking angry at the fact that i officially own NOTHING objectively Nice
#that i did not have to MAKE appealing or valuable-appearing myself.
#the last few years have seen my camera laptop guitar and every console i had worth decent money either sold or stolen.
#i have not owned a cellphone in years that didnt come sold as a burner from walmart.
#i went so long w/o glasses that it took months to reorient myself so i didnt walk into walls.
#i am feeling extremely incapable of being grateful right now&am trying desperately not to start foaming at the mouth
#like a rabid animal but i gotta be real honest this shit is getting TOUGH&the next person unfortunate enough to tempt me
#into ripping their throat out w/ my teeth will def regret it lmao.
#i need some sugar&some sleep but i Want a large dose of adrenaline lol
#ive never been super into hurting mySELF at all. my favoured form of self harm has always been
#putting myself in intensely dangerous situations lmao.
#so instead of going out looking for trouble i am going to smoke roughly two grams of wax
#&kill the violence+bitterness churning in me right now lmao.
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