!!!! just wanted to say that your art is amasing! keep up the excellent work :D

thank u so much !!!!!! I'm trying my hardest :]

🔥 your own fanart

i put this under the cut so people who dont want to wont see me being sad and also my tummy just started hurting really bad i took every med i could find

im so frustrated with myself recently bc i feel like something in me broke and i dont know how to fix it. ive been calling this artblock but i want to draw, i know what to draw, i keep having ideas but my hand just refuses to work and its just so so sad. like drawing gift for angela made me almost cry and the only reason why i didnt was bc i was on a call with charlie and didnt want them to feel bad LMAO i dont know what to do, the last few months were so good i was getting better and now everything went to hell and im just. so so tired. and i dont want to complain again and again but it makes me feel so shitty. and idk maybe this part is a hot take but i feel like being somehow not-terrible artists (and it sounds like i have a big ego but god damn it i worked years to be here) and complaining about your art is so damn awkward bc there will be always a person who wish to draw on the level of your lover point. but does this means you cant complain about it?? like what im supposed to do when im also so fucking miserable and oh wow my meds started working and i feel so much normaler now the last thing i keep saying i dont draw for likes and i will die on this hill but god fucking damn it why is my twt reach between 70 likes and 7000 likes make it make sense!!!!!

nat carpedzem dash breakdown see you next year