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#ive already tried thinking about future but you know it 2ould just spiral me and thinking tha ahead doesn't make sense know
madhushala
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#this girl was joking about another girl in my batch fasting on karvachauth for her boyfriend and it was the light jokes so it was okay
#but then she said why is she doing it her caste is completely different from his her parents would kill her
#and that how college relationships are only for time being until you're in college and you're there for each other's support
#and that nothing in college couples is that serious and they may turn out just good friends in future
#and there's no reason to worship your love because it's just 'casual'??!!
#ive so many feelings and a little heartbreak
#ive already tried thinking about future but you know it 2ould just spiral me and thinking tha ahead doesn't make sense know
#logically speaking she's right that we can go through SO MANY changes during the college years and no one knows anything ahead
#but idk like i love him its not just oh im in college and ive got a boyfriend to get my nights busier and go on silly pretend dates
#i didn't date anyone for nineteen years because i just wouldn't date anyone
#its just surprising me as well how i came here so clueless and how everything led to each other and then into us
#and i don't say stuff like marriage and kids because that's too huge. just too huge right now to think off
#and that's also a way of keeping myself humble
#and i would love love love to think about a future too not just yet it's too quick and im okay understanding everything rather than diving
#but what she said. is so um its messing with my brain
#ofc im not letting it over weigh me not at least from a person who's with multiple seniors
#sends all her money to her so called youtuber bf
#and goes to private places with some other guy
#who's in everything for casual
#but i don't know what im supposed to do with it right now
#playing around my head
#or maybe i should just trust the process
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