#its...i dunno im!! feeling kinda dejected about the whole looking for a cat thing- cuz it feels like we're never
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#its...i dunno im!! feeling kinda dejected about the whole looking for a cat thing- cuz it feels like we're never#actually gonna take one home??? because mom keeps changing her mind at the last minute and i get my hopes up and she knocks that shit over#and cuts it off at th last possible fucking second and its. id unno!!! i dunno if im being over emotional abouot it or about how moms#goin about it with this and that its her decision too btu i feel like im just... at her whim- like i cant fucking do anything#without her being like 'ok' and then we end up not doing it or her just being dismissive about it and about how i feel#and its like!!!! why the hell do i bother!!!! are we doing this or not!!!!#she keeps saying that we will and then we DONT and im!!! fukcing tired of having my emotions played with like that!!!#she keeps saying that my aunt/her sister keeps tryna show her cats for us and she keeps shooting it down/saying no#or cancelling at the last second and its so fucking!!!!! frsutrating!!!!!!! likE!!!!! HGJGHJGKMGGM I DUNNO IM. SMAD/TIRED ABOUT IT#i jsut feel like im just not fucking doing enough for her or that shes just not gonna fucking step up to the plate to do what she says she#will/supposedly wants to and i just want a fukcingkn clear cut straight forward answer but she wont!!! give me one!!!!#shes so fuckign all over the place and wishy washy about the whole fucking thing and im!!!! tired!!!!#its like trying to talk to a brick wall or talk to her in a language she knows/understands but pretends she cant fucking hear me and its!!!#its bullshit!!! its dumb and im jsut not fucking doing enough for her at home or at work and im just not enough for her and its stupid!!!
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