#its so weird that everytime i feel like I'm hitting a new low he automatically reaches out
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Get a spine dev get a spine spinespinespine
#madiha is time you stop sabotaging your self and face what you fear you cant keep cowering behind like this#i wwnt him to stop saying thinfs like this to me#hah#i wish he was actually my older brother because i want him to hug me and tell me its okay#its so weird that everytime i feel like I'm hitting a new low he automatically reaches out#and given that he had no form of communication he just called#for the second time#and last time i was able to hold it in but today i just#cries lmao#and i was like sorry i dont want to make you uncomfortable he was like chalo oh badi mahrani ho tum pehli baar nahi ro rahi ho mere saamne#rotli kahinki#and i laughed#because dude fuck you i miss school and counselling sessions and him just looking at me and saying kyu madiha sahi bol raha hoon na main#the time he said if he ever had a daughter he'd want her to be like me#i hold that moment so close to my heart#i just okay im#i feel like its just because of my daddy issues ehe💀#okay bye folks get yourself a theatre teacher/ social science teacher they're the best#byebegbeyebeye#also the fact that everyone knows me for not crying and he just#has seen me cry so many times#lmao#I MAKE FUN OF HIM FOR NOT KNOWING URDU SCRIPT#despite having studied the language so so closely#and ive called him a hypocrite and he just says you can teach me once you're in college im like you'll be in US by then and he is like haan#to#ans theb we just skip over the subject of the high probability that i won't ever see him again#how does he know that im in the dumps? i guess we'll never know
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