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symbioticsimplicity · 2 months

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Does....does anyone else ever just like... lie out of expectation?

To clarify I mean this to say, when people ask you what you're doing or something, and you answer honestly but strangely and they very visibly don't believe you... do you ever just lie the next time to say something closer to what you know they expect?

Like. Because the truth sounds so strange for a "normal" person to say, people insist that you must have alternative motives??? And that you're just bad at lying??? So then the next time you DO lie and they accept that way easier than the truth so you get into the habit of lying about stupid inconsequential things so much you forget you're even supposed to be telling the truth???

#i don't know what I'm saying #but it occured to me that i lie about a bunch of stupid shit #like ive almost always got a lie ready #but then the few times i make an effort to tell the truth people look at me like i HAVE to be lying #like bitch you've NEVER caught me in a lie you have no idea what it looks like clearly #like is it odd that i went to garage where I smoke weed to use the space heater??#yes! is that what I went in there for??? ALSO YES #I've been cold for like four fucking months Christy I'm SICK of it #its not because I'm a degenerate who refuses to stay sober #like fuck dude wdywfm #theres a bunch of little things like that where people assume I'm lying but no I'm just fucking weird #this is WHY i lie tho #i woulda just said yes I'm here to get stoned as fuck #and she woulda believed me #auugufuhh #sam speaks #vent post #kinda??

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