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jayflrt · 2 years

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HELP btw if u see a paragraph u wrote in my responses..... it's bc i have the Worst memory ever and copy and paste what you say so i can respond to it 😭😭😭 (i noticed i left one in my last ask PLS)

it's 3 credit hours a class! so i am pretty close, yeah, i think i'm going in to whichever school i accept as a second semester sophomore.

oh god walking to school is impossible for me </3 like my current school is 5 min away by car but i'd have to walk on a busy road that crosses the whole city and eventually feeds into interstate and highway stuff, and there's no sidewalk. me when i would Die p

you were their first customer omg so true. but now you have better emojis... so... speaking of emojis i need to download the new update bc i keep seeing these mf Boxes everywhere and i feel like im missing out

all of my work is online, yeah!! just my one "high school" class in person, but it's AP. it's how i get my cardio in too... walkin up the stairs to class... walkin down them. that's it. nothing else. my mom drives me to campus because i absolutely hate driving

omg i have not used the $100 for the top up crystals yet BUT it is very tempting especially with the bonus :'') i just wish the top up shop reset the bonus thing every banner or two ,, i feel like mihoyo would make so much more money doing so right ??? i just hope i get kazuha 🥰

i only did it for the bonus,, i need my guaranteed kazu and got my guaranteed ganyu (qiqi rlly loves me. she comes home at like. 20 pity consistently)

level up ur yanfei!!! she's so good. i just got a lost prayer for her and i need to work on getting her 80/90 so she can hit big boy numbers

literally ALL of my chars except ganyu and xiao are lowkey awful because i've farmed for them the most, since they're my two dps. like my keqing is phys and i've been meaning to make her electro but she's worse than my phys kaeya rn 😭😭😭bc of artifact luck

oh god my first stuff on tumblr on this blog is SO tempting to delete but it's also like a nice lil time capsule of my growth so i dont wanna get rid of it, yk?

and ao3 definitely has gone downhill, especially now that there's kpop there? i feel like its prime was when everyone wrote for books or tv shows and broke au compliance and just went wild and had sm fun

nctblr dreamies solo stans smh... i say being ot7 dream stan and listening to/watching them more than 127 and wayv....

jaemin is a good choice!!!! his glitch mode teasers had me going INSANE lich rally he looks so pretty in brown hair it's my favorite on him

yeah i get attached to my chars too, especially since i like using my own life to inspire their motivations sometimes? like a fic im writing for my sideblog rn, the reader goes to the same beach house every year and has watched the town be gentrified and become touristy and lowkey hates going bc it's the same old same old and not as fun when you get older and want independence, which is how i feel a lot of the time when my family goes. like the beach is beautiful but there is only So Much u can do at the beach.

a lot of my anons are from 2020-2021 and deleted tumblr ,,, like a lot of the long fic enjoyers are gone since i feel like a lot of people only read long fics from people they already follow or ones that have smut, so i can't rlly grow from them? since yk. minor. not writing smut. and my following is mostly inactive/deleted the app or something

i'm hoping my pjo series gets love :( i posted my masterlist for it and it's got like 20 notes, but a few people reblogged it saying they were excited which was nice.

my jay fic on my sideblog is like 5k,, which given, isn't that long (i'm awful at doing more than 10k. i fall apart and get rlly lazy LMAOO) and has around 170 i think? and my blog there has less than 100 so it's rlly nice to get the love i used to get when i first started seoulbinz

also how does one 👉👈become mutuals with you... perhaps i love you

HAHAH i noticed the paragraph i wrote and was going to ask but i assumed you were copy and pasting it for reference 🤧 i have to use two devices for long asks so i can read it on one device and then reply on the other LMAOAO it's usually me reading off my laptop and typing on my phone :'') good luck with your college admissions tho !! it's definitely a scary season omg i remember going through it + watching all my friends go through it. watching my friend turn down harvard was very humbling LMAOAOA

oh my gosh right??? 😰 i must be out of shape because i'm panting when i get to school HAHAH it's like a 30 minute walk and quite a bit of it is uphill so i dread it so much <//3 it's enough having to attend .. 🤮 class. now i have to get my cardio in while doing so 👎 it's just annoying because my classes from 9 am to 2 pm are virtual synchronous and then my 2-4 is in person so i have to make a run for school somewhere between that 🏃‍♂️ do you take the bus then?? :o i did that all the time in high school but was notorious for missing it like 3-4 times a week so i would end up taking an uber 💀 also HAHAH omg the emojis don't show up on my macbook so i can relate to your struggles when i'm using my laptop :'')

i would do it for the bonus too ITS SUCH A GOOD DEAL but im hesitant because that bonus is only a one-time thing (until it resets) but they've only reset the top-up once 😭 PLSS I WANT QIQI WHERES MY QIQI actually i wanted qiqi since i started playing genshin bc my friend enqi's nickname is qiqi and i just wanted to mess with her LOLL

yanfei is an absolute tank i love her 😌 she hit a 70k without food buffs the other day and i was geeking over her <33 im not trying to actively beat my purveyor of punishment record but i would Like to see some improvement 🥲 HAHAH i understand omg i farmed the most for yanfei, keqing, ganyu, xiao, jean, and xiangling so everyone else is lacking 🤧 even zhongli who's on my main team LOL

ooh i understand that !! it's really nice documenting how much you've written and how your writing's developed and progressed 💗 and yes ao3 was definitely at its prime years back HAHAH i loved the anime community so much there <33

omg same LOLL i got into dream first so i think that's why i lean towards them more ?? i love them all but i can just never get tired of dream 🥰 and i'm surprised that jaemin's been my ult for so long tbh HAHAH before him it was yoongi so tbh i guess the loyalty stuck after i became an nctzen 💖 and same!!! i honestly cant choose which hairstyle of his is my fav but he's so gorgeous with the light brown hair ☹️💓

omg honestly i kind of hate the beach HAHAH it's probably bc im just afraid of open ocean/sea so i can appreciate the beach from a distance but i dont like going in the water <//3 how much do you guys go to the beach tho ?? :o but i can relate with using real life experiences i feel like i draw a Lot of experience from things that have happened in my life 💕

omg yeahhh there is a stronger emphasis on smut when it comes to long fics. i don't mind it as long as the story is good but obviously im an adult so i'm speaking from a different perspective HAHAH but im sure your pjo series will !! 💖 bc first of all !! pjo !!!! 🤩 i'm glad you're liking writing on your sideblog tho !! what made you decide to write on there instead of your main? :o also omg i feel like i reach higher word counts when i set my expectations low LMFAO like for my fic teaser i estimated that i'd write around 7-8k and it wound up being 16k💔 also i actually dont have many mutuals HAHAH tbh i don't feel like it's necessary for me to have mutuals when i can talk to everyone either way,, but yk the whole recent events with the plagiarism and ppl lying about their identity and other messes has made my trust issues spike :p but thank you for the love !! im honored 🥺

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ryangha · 6 years

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if you’re curious

tagged by @korimi4 please keep the tagging shit on coming lol

Rule: answer 30 Q’S and tag up to 20 blogs to know better.

1. Nicknames: none, really... I go by my Korean name if that counts.

2.Gender: female

3.Zodiac: gemini

4.Height: 5'2 or 5′3 ish?

5. Age: im so old

6. Time: 9:00 PM

7. Favorite Groups/Solo artist: kim seokjin. that is all. (i know there’s like more but.. i dont feel like listing them all lol)

8. Song stuck in my head: im listening to an awake-stigma mash-up rn but... love maze honestly.

9. Last Movie I saw: nausicaa valley of the wind

10. Last Thing I Googled: em dash lol

11. Other Blogs: a dana fanblog @chiefdana and a koroshi ai fanblog @koroshi-ai annddd im debating whether to start a jin sideblog cause... i see so much of him on my dash nd im so tempted to hit reblog on all of them.

12. Do I get asks: rarely but most of them were idwtkoh-related which was nice lol

13. Why I chose my username: son ryangha is the hottest (as sin) assassin bitch around nd you can quote me on that

14. Following: like 60-something? most of them are mutuals nd i dont even follow some of the content lol

15. Amount of sleep: i need at least 10 to feel at least 45% awake but i get around 6-8?

16. Lucky Number: i don’t associate numbers with luck but i don’t trust even numbers except 8 sometimes so i guess any number ending in 0, 3, 5 and 7 also i don’t trust 9.

17. What am I wearing: plain leggings nd my university t-shirt.

18. Dream Job: im at a point of my life where i just... i dont know man.

19. Dream Trip: i would’ve put Korea but im going in like a week! unless this means like an around the world trip so i guess -- Korea, Thailand, Dubai, Greece (i blame bri cause of that photoset :///), and Taiwan (again u bri lol)

20. Favorite Food(s): curry, pasta, and sushi

21. Play instruments: i used to play piano but like a dumbass i quit and forgot

22. Played sports: not... professionally. i dabbled in lessons like volleyball and badminton but honestly... i dont like this sport shit

23. Hair & Eye Color: black & brown respectively

24. Most Iconic Song: epiphany by jin (but that’s not out yet) i said what i said.

25. Languages I can speak: only english but i do want to learn korean like... soon.

26. Random Fact: my mom said (and i believe her, i’ve seen the photos) when i was a lil kid, i was afraid of the camera or something of that nature so when i would get my picture taken, i would cry. now a days, i don’t cry in front of a camera but i dislike having my picture taken and i hate taking selfies.

27. Describe Yourself as aesthetic things: yea im gonna go all out cause i love this aesthetic shit; anemones & daisies, the dimmed lighting in a full bathroom, accidental & intentional alliteration, clumsy clacking of high heels, the saccharine scent of all that is sweet, a small stack of sketchbooks & journals with filled pages, adoring distantly after Narcissus, an unusual contentment of driving alone on dark empty roads at, a wonderful contentment of knowing a vague foreign word, the very moment after reading a novel that hurts you, the gentle yellow that is the light inside of you

28. Biggest Fear: being on my deathbed and still feeling this stupidly tired

29. Tattoos? none and i dont think ill get any! incredibly afraid of needles/sharp shit lol

30. If you could be the combination of two animals what would they be? interesting question but i dont have an interesting answer for that.

31. Favorite song: awake by jin. he’s a vocal of legends. what can i say.

i don’t feel like tagging... 20 blogs... what do i look like. so here’s those im really gonna tag: @joy-fulsun, @sienasiesta (im sorry this is another for ya list lol), @greatthewayiam, @kaivubiscuit, @problemsleuth, @ann963 and @shyminikit. if any mutual really wants to get tagged in these, you were tagged lmao

#sarasings #gosh this took so long #but i like doing these lol

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mrs-nate-humphrey · 3 years

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Lol dream anon again. I gotta stop thinking so much abt gossip girl and maybe it’ll stop bleeding over into my subconscious. But also I like it. Anyway. Not lots to remember abt last nights dream but like classic Nate/Blair/chuck love triangle but my POV kept changing and at one point I was Blair and at one point I was chuck (never Nate tho rip) and like I was chuck and me and Blair got together and then I stopped being chuck and just started being me. And then we were at graduation (for college?high school? Primary school? I don’t know) but it was in my primary school gymnasium and Serena gave a long speech about the love triangle and it was so weird and then I viciously shat and pissed all over the bathroom cuz I couldn’t get to the toilet in time which is a semi frequent occurance in my dreams (NEVER happened irl) so I hope it’s not prophetic and just a weird subconscious fear. Anyway.going to bed rn so if this is the last thing I do before sleep might have another one lmao. Also side note kinda tempted to make a gg sideblog but also think I do need to stop thinking about the show and making a blog would do the opposite. Hm

again I have NOTHING to say about the dream!!! I'm just. yikes, that sounds like a lot, lmao.

for whatever it's worth, maybe you should make a gg sideblog? i mean, for me at least it definitely helps with the hyperfixation. having a place to put all your thoughts down when you're awake might mean less of them spilling into your dreams?? idk, i have no idea. good luck with whatever you decide to do!

#anon #dream anon #i should go back and find your other posts to tag the same way but i do not have the spoons for it #i'll get to it eventually !

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