#it's about the line between victimization and complicity being blurred it's about funeral rites
Text
just finished a 30k draft of a fic about haymitch fucking abernathy. can someone please euthanize me?
#euthanasia? wow that's just like in my haymitch fic when *a government sniper takes me out*#it's about cycles of violence it's about baring witness it's about memory#it's about the line between victimization and complicity being blurred it's about funeral rites#it's about the carceral state of psychiatric care in the US it's about learned apathy#it's about houses because it's always about houses with me for fucks sake#and. most importantly. it's about geese <3#i feel like that 'sorry i havent been posted about bts i started mood stabilizers' meme bc I wrote this in like ? 2 weeks?#And after about 25k words i realized that I'd accidentally fucked up my meds for like at least a week?#maybe more? and was like. oh. well that explains that. but by that point i was already so deep i figured i might as well finish it#and here we are#let this story be a warning to you all that if you fuck up the medication that treats your ptsd#next thing u know u WILL be writing fucked up fanfiction about a middle aged alcoholic#this is deeply embarrassing but what is tumblr if not the space to retroactively document my near-miss with a breakdown
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
xx-key-xx
Xx_Key_xX
mekvahanservice
Untitled
therozpoz
therozpoz
unstoppablecreator
unstoppable creator
