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#it’s hard raising a troubled kid all by urself
lynx-224 · 3 months
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tv sally jackson show haters can’t handle that she’s portrayed as a woman and not an angel
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months
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#its so weird. i feel like march 5th went on for more than a day somehow. i guess that's just bc we were awake for just abt all of it#my dad wanted to start doing things immediately so he was calling and scheduling all day. we went to the funeral home we went to the store#and it was weird bc as we were moving around it was like wow we r a 4 person family now. this is it. and theres so much to do after a person#dies. or at least there is when they were loved so much and jesus christ my mom was one of the best ppl a LOT of ppl knew. she did so much#for so so many ppl. and with her childhood she had every reason to b a fuck up but no she was kind and selfless and amazing. her mother is#trying to bask in the attention of her death when its like: truely go fuck urself. her being such a good person has nothing to do with u. u#treated her appallingly. fuck off. and fucking everyone knows it. god. she is a product of her grandparents kindness. and it sounds like her#dad was amazing like her. but he tragically died in a car wreck when she was 3. she was in the car. no one in my mums family believes in a#god now. too many bad things happened to the shining gems in a collection of wild alcoholics. but its not all bad. my family's staying close#my dad is taking it hard bc this means hes alone now and my mum took care of so many things bc she was so smart and he feels so dumb. he#feels he didnt deserve her. hes working on giving more hugs now. and hes using us to anxiously talk things out the way he did with mom#which is good. i cant imagine if this happened when we werent 3 adults and he was windowed with 3 kids to raise himself. and its funny. were#saying things we never would have told her. we looked thru pictures of her and she was so so beautiful. a total smoke show. my parents were#a cute couple who produced cute kids. and my mom had trouble communicating and being affectionate tho we knew she loved us there was#distance. theres a pic of my dad pulling her close and shes being tippef towarf her while standing away and thats indicitive of their#relationship. they were 2 partners who lived together independently and that worked but its sad bc my mum couldnt b vulnerable in her#expression. ppl r being so kind tho. ill be in ohio now for like 2.5 more weeks as the funeral stuff shakes out. we have to have 2 bc she#grew up away from her and so many ppl loved her in both locations. she was a popular lady. its so weird to b here on pause. but i feel clear#in my head. i think this will change a lot of my outlook on life. its nice to focus on the person she was and not the horrible 12hrs where i#saw her half dead. i cant imagine how awful it was for my sisters and dad to see her downslide into death. she didnt expect this to b The#Fever that killed her but it did and now she'll never finish a million things. and the house is full of pill bottles and all her junk and#unopened amazon packages and a truck with the fuel left on empty. bc she was an absent minded goofball. ay. well miss her so much#unrelated
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butterfluffy · 2 years
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AHHHH CONGRATS 4 300+ FOLLOWERS IWNKFNWKFMSONDIEH ♡(> ਊ <)♡ LEMME GIVE U A KISS & A HUG EHEHEHEHE (*˘︶˘*).。*♡
OHH ALSO may i join the event?🍷 W/ Kid & F!S/O IANFKMSOFMSKFNW ( ˶ ❛ ꁞ ❛ ˶ ) IDK WHY BUT I LOVE HOW U WRITE 4 KID EHEHEHEHE (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
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“drunken in you”
⠀⠀ੈ♡˳· about to pick your lover up on a bar after a fight with him, he beats you to it, coming back home to you, drunk. and a drunken confession fell from his lips..
⠀⠀➧ prompt: (🍷 | “are you drunk?” · “yeah, drunken in you.”)
⠀⠀➧ r. angst to fluff | eustass kid × f!reader | oneshot
⠀⠀➧ warnings — none! mistakes and swearing may be present though.. so do ignore them, thanks!
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⠀⠀꒰ 🍨 ꒱ notes: welcome to “i'm in love with you!” confession event made to celebrate this account reaching 300+ followers! visit it to see my other works on this special!
reqested by: @kotaro16 — HELLO KOOO!! HERE'S YOUR REQUEST OML, you're being sweet again, thank you!! (人*´∀`)。*゚+
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A heavy sigh escaped your lips upon waking up hours after you and your lover, Kid, had an argument about him frequently getting into fights. It wasn't anything major, but you know that Kid has other ways of cooling off—which is drinking on bars.
“..Ugh, now, time to pick that tulip up. I hope Killer's still awake to help me carry that baby back here.” You grumble, putting your coat on and grabbing your keys, opening the door when—
“I'm back.” Your lover, Eustass Kid announced. Standing in front of you with a small frown on his face, reeking alcohol.
“Done drinking your ass up?” You said with an eye roll, returning your coat and keys back to the rack as your lover walked to the couch, still having foothold.
He's awfully silent, and you felt it. So following him to the couch, you sat beside Kid, keeping a small distance from him.
“So,” You hummed, taking a pause to lean your body to the armrest, “What's with you, Eustass Kid? You're awfully silent.”
Receiving no answer from him, you huffed. Shaking your head as you stood up. “I'll be sleeping now, just follow if you want.”
Taking a step away from Kid, he immediately dart his eyes on you, hand grabbing your wrist and pulling you back to the seat beside him. “Don't leave me.”
Hearing his mutter, your heart clenched. Following what he said and staying beside him in silence before you broke it with a question, “..Are you drunk?”
You couldn't help it but ask that. He's being unusual after all—being soft and silent, the opposite of his usual rough and loud self.
“Yeah,” Kid murmurs, hand caressing your palm as he leaned his head on your shoulder before he continued, “drunken in you.”
Hearing his murmur, your eyes widened, before having a chuckle leave your mouth. Running your fingers through Kid's wild, red hair as he grumbled.
“My my, how cheesy, Kid.” You snicker, shifting your position, laying down the couch with your back leaned on the arm rest as Kid rested him face on your breasts, arms around your waist.
“Shut up, damned woman...” He growls, burrowing his face deeper on your chest, nose by your cleavage. “But, ‘m sorry.”
Apologizing to you out of a sudden, you hummed, pretending that you don't know what is he apologizing for. “Mhm? For what?”
“....For being such a hard-headed fucker who likes gettin' in to fights.. And for causing you a lot of troubles, and headaches.”
Giving you the reason why he's apologizing, Kid clenched the shirt you're wearing, looking up at you with a frown, and eyes shining in gloss, as if he's about to cry. “...And now that I've apologized, don't leave me..”
“Oh?” Raising your brows, you nod, hand trailing to his back, caressing it. “I won't do that, don't worry. That's because...”
“I love you.” Leaning towards his face, you then pecked his forehead as you said your sweet words, causing Kid to have his face blow red as he tigtened his hold on you. “..Uh-huh, love you too.”
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beatniksavage · 6 years
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Sis your big 16 girl
I can't believe that it has already been 16 years since at 1030 at night me and ur dad took off for the may field hospital Jack son purchase to have a baby. I really wasn't that scared I was actually just ready to meet you and see your face and what u kooked like. I had so many dif ideas of what you could turn out like. After 18 hrs in labor at the hospital where i only had one shot of stadol pain relief and 20 min of pushing you were finally out. The first thing I said when seeing you was OMG she is so big! You only weighed 6 lbs even and was 19 1/4 inches long. Not all that big at all. Tall tho no surprise. Your fingers were the prettiest lol fingers I had ever seen and you had a head full of charcoal blk hair that hung down past ur neck. I thought u were perfect and couldn't believe that two kids like me and your dad both the blk sheep's in our families had made something so beyond perfection than any thing else I had ever seen. Your dad cried when seeing you for the first time. He was a great new daddy and helped me way more than most of my friends baby father helped them. He was proud of you and we took you every where that we went. If you couldn't go then our outlook wwas then we didn't need to be there either.. ..it kept us young parents out of any trouble and we made you our world.
Our days were spent just me and you while daddy worked thru the week. Every day we got up and ate breakfast and I gave u a bath and I put u on an outfit that u hadn't ever wore most days. you had more stuff and clothes than any other baby I knew. I didn't have to buy diapers til u were like 9 months old! Even if we didn't go anywhere I always made sure that u were dressed and had a matching bow hate or headband to go with. We would read books until falling asleep together in my bed with books all around us. Your fav movie was a 15 min free video of elmo loves music that came with one of ur baby items and I had to rewind that thing a million times a day.
You were so smart so young. You did every thing early including walking at 9 mo talking first word at 6 mo (it was bye bye to grandma and grand dad and u waved) you cud say your pledge of alliegence count to ten 3 languages sing twinkle twinkle and do your abc at 15 mo old. I knew that this lil pride and joy we had was going to be something special.
Every where u went u were the center of attention. NVR met a stranger loved people and they loved u even more. You won some beauty pagents too and being in front of a crowd did not bother u a single second. You had always talked wiser than your true age. Saying things that often baffled your dad and me both and making others scratch their chins wondering how u knew such things. Your an old soul people would say or it's like she's been here before. Both I have believed to be true.
You became such a good big sister and loved Nolan from day one. NVR jealous and always wanting to help with him. You were kind and caring and even tho not many children around u at a young age you loved to share. You played a lot of make believe type games and watched Elmo still but most of all you wanted to do was read. And we did alot! You had so many books it was like the children's section at the library. No, Davis was your fav book and u knew it word for word.
Starting school was hard...for me and u both. My side kick wasn't going to be with me thru the day any more and I truly missed your snuggles at nap time. I worried so much about u because u were so sweet and so delicate. You were quiet and meek and shy to meet new people esp kids. But you did okay struggling to make friends each year because you NVR really grasped that u had to go up to them and play lol.
Every year you grew older and I grew more proud. You were a good student for the most pArt you were a good sibling most days and you were also good at home. Lying was your weak point and something today that u still struggle with. Don't worry u get it from your g.ma. lol
Kinsley I am so proud of the young lady that you have become. And you have done most of all this growing up and raising on your own. You picked a path and you went down it. Your bravery and your strength is something that I admire and I don't have near enough of. Determination that you have to get thru things is something that you don't give yourself an option in. Your creative side is my favorite part and I love the way your able to put on paper words that come together so perfectly and your drawings that look as if u had art lessons your whole life. Your talented and you have the whole world in front of u and it is all yours when you are ready to go out and grab it. And I hope you do. Your gonna go so far kid! Don't close off your opportunities and keep urself in a box in western ky. Your bigger than this place. Allow your self to feel things that hurt and to feel them when they are good too. Don't dull yourself so that you can cope. So many do. Feel it all all the way your art will show it. I promise. Be thankful kinsley. You were blessed in this life. Your beautiful talented smart and your from a family that is able to get you things that most kids in the world don't have. That's a blessing don't snub it off...always think about those who go with out when u don't like a gift and be sure to take the time every day to take in what is never promised to us and that's a new day. Sis your my baby girl and for as long as I am alive and your no matter how old you will always be my baby girl. Life's lessons r getting more difficult every day I know they are. And I wish i cud tell you that you will do fine but I can't. Some days you may not be fine. Some may be down right undoable but the only thing u can do to try to make it to the next one is to tell your self that life is supposed to have ups and downs. That this is normal and even tho it may be a suck day the next day maybe an amazing day cuz that is just how life is. So embrace the suck days for they will be what allows you to appreciate the amazing ones.
Happy sweet 16 my beautiful baby girl Kinsley Dnae.
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