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dabideserveslove · 1 year

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I’m very sorry for your loss and hope that you and your family are doing okay. ❤️

Thank you - I really appreciate it <3 and we're doin' okay now <3 it was just a lot all at once bc my youngest had just turned 1, too, when that happened so I wasn't really able to start processing it right away.

#answers for anons #it was weird and ah tw for pregnancy and miscarriage talk in the tags #didnt wanna go into it on the main ask cus idk if you or anyone would even wanna hear about this stuff???#but anyway yeah #it started like late night/early morning before my little one's birthday party #and that was. an experience.#having to just be like 'ohyeah im fine its fine nothings wrong' to everyone #and then excusing myself to the bathroom a million times to handle things #most everyone there didnt know about the pregnancy and the few that did assumed it was morning sickness until i told them later on #couldn't really cancel the party tho cus it was already hell and a half to schedule and get everyone there that we wanted there #and it would be A Lot to try and explain why we had to cancel so last minute to everyone #(...despite my husband's best efforts to convince me otherwise but. like. idk. i just didnt wanna deal with all the questions y'know?)#so the processing stage didnt actually hit until later bc i shoved teh fact that it was even happening so far back in my brain #then it all hit at once like a week and a half later kinda out of nowhere #so that was also fun #luckily i have a great therapist that got me in like same-day #and also a great husband that came home from work early to take care of kiddos #and y'know ive been processing and working it out since then #i might have written some bad poetry and also some fanfiction to help come to terms with it #debating on if iw anna post the fanfic or not #idk if itd be well received or just seem like im looking for attention/sympathy #ehh whatever ill figure it out and i will stop rambling in thet ags now lmao #oops

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