#is this making sense? idk i am always consumed with a love for john constantine that is ill-advised and ill-fated | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

talentforlying · 7 months

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also, writing up those profiles made me realize just how hard the john constantine self-loathing machine goes brr. exactly one of the people who were actually there at newcastle really, truly blamed you for what happened, my guy, the rest is just the mental illness talking.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#man is harder on himself than anyone tbh. not that there isn't plenty of other shit to properly blame him for mind you but with newcastle?#it was the cops & the doctors that really hammered that shit in hard when he was at ravenscar. not his friends #nbc constantine went hard on the blame game i know but the comic-based folks were surprisingly gentle with him????#sure their ghosts blame him plenty but there is. a BIG question mark in the narrative as to whether they're actually ghosts #or just hallucinations created by constantine to rub dirt in when he's feeling especially guilty about something #(bc that's about the only times they actually physically appear)#there's one or two times when people say they're hovering around him but i can't recall if they ever get more tangible than that #i know there's real ones after the rosacarnis incident but they're From the rosacarnis incident. the newcastle crew are not among them #oh and the family in the family man arc. those are real #is this making sense? idk i am always consumed with a love for john constantine that is ill-advised and ill-fated #( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARD I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.

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