yknow for all of the stuff SF won’t admit to post-MM, I do think he would at least agree that the kaiju moment wasn’t one of his best moments. I do think that looking back on it, looking at footage of what he did while in that state…he won’t admit it but I do think there’s some form of regret there. Even if he did admit it, he’d tell you the regret is towards all of the trouble that followed, that it wasn’t worth winding up in the position that he’s now in because of it. but I do think there is at least some self awareness there, or at least he’s subconsciously self aware that he screwed up.